The following Diary entries were posted on May 31st 2006.
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Holy Communion January 7, 1996
Because you have committed all unto me I shall provide all that is necessary for your well-being.
This has been a Service filled with Love, joy, charged with energy from the Inner Plane. The Master stood to my left at the Kingdom prayer and with great, overwhelming Love and tenderness said, “My little ones."
Jesus, beloved Lord, Master and friend, it is joy of Heaven to be communing with Steve (visiting from Canada) in our midst. I rejoice that we are all going forward by your leading.
My son, I do lead you all and I rejoice with you at your following. It is my joy to lead you by still waters, in green pastures, to the table that I have set before you in the face of the enemy, that you may be filled with all sufficiency, Life and Love eternal. Yea, even though you walk in dark and straitening places to reach the still waters, fear no evil, for I truly am your rod and your staff, to comfort and protect you. Neither be afraid in the steep places, for I am all sufficiency unto you. Because you have committed all unto me I shall provide all that is necessary for your well-being.
We continue to go forward in the work for which you all have incarnated. It is necessary that you entrust into my care the unfolding of the path before you. Have no concern for the direction of the journey, for it is toward the Light. Each step, each phase, is worked out according to the wisdom of the eternal truth; it is not possible therefore to see, to know, to understand, with your time and place consciousness, how each little detail is ordered. However, all is according to that which was aforetime purposed with your full awareness, understanding and agreement. Therefore, rejoice at each and every step as we go forward together. All is well. Peace and joy fill you.
Steve had much awareness of the two Jacobites (December 17, 1995), now gone forward and eager to be part of the Service, though one was afraid because he admitted to Steve that he had done many bad things. Steve counselled him to ask forgiveness.
Holy Communion January 14, 1996
Let your heart, your mind, your soul, your life be filled with giving, with blessing, with compassion, with spiritual comfort and outpouring for all in need, including those who are perceived with the earthly eyes to be unworthy.
We have been aware of the palpable love and presence of the IPS. Steve became aware of a pope from centuries ago, stuck in his own self-righteousness and ‘poposity,’ and by John’s help has been bombarded down a kind of giant funnel with the meaning and rightness of this Service. It has knocked much of the stuffiness out of him, for his going forward.
Beloved Lord Jesus, your programme goes forward.
Yes, my friend and follower, there is still much rescue work, some strategic, some tactical. All are within the Love of God, our Heavenly Father. You have called me a pragmatist and opportunist. How could it be otherwise? For to waste opportunity is not in harmony with the Way of the Father – a ‘sin’ to call it by its better-known term!
Where there is a soul in need and readiness for rescue and going forward (even if unbeknown to himself) whose going forward will serve to facilitate the going forward of many whose respect he commands, this can be done strategically for the Kingdom and the Glory of God.
Meanwhile, rescue work for many of less renown (in the sight of the children of Earth-mind understanding) but of equal renown in the heart of God, goes forward ceaselessly. Every prayer, every blessing, every commitment, every offering for such little ones by name is real, tangible, worthy food and drink for the sustenance and upliftment of such a little one. Let your heart, your mind, your soul, your life be filled with giving, with blessing, with compassion, with spiritual comfort and outpouring for all in need, including those who are perceived with the earthly eyes to be unworthy. Thus shall your blessing be to their purifying and to your redemption, for all are worthy and all are in need. Redemption, forgiveness, reconciliation are all within the Great Plan of God and are necessary ingredients of the white garment for the banquet feast. See thou to it. All is well, all shall be revealed. Peace be with you my children of the cube lamp.*
*This is a crystal, about 6” cubed, of living light, which the Master Jesus holds in his right hand and directs its light onto the Path in front of those in darkness who truly seek and earnestly desire spiritual illumination.
Holy Communion January 21, 1996
I will accomplish your desire for you. Leave all in my hands. Your Love and your commitment are known to me. Be of good cheer and faint not; I will sustain you when you are doubtful and weary.
As I knelt at the beginning I felt as if the sanctuary was the Holy of Holies, with Cherubim hiding their faces from the presence and countenance of God.
At the Holy Adoration, the Master Jesus was standing in the midst of the altar, to my left, speaking the words with me and all in the spirit world. Although this has been a ‘solitary’ Communion, the words have been full of meaning, much of it new to me. I feel as if this Service, and that which we do, is a map for all who will follow it to lead them out of the wilderness and Home to God.
My beloved son, it is not a map but a beacon, a pillar of eternal Light, shining in the darkness, that all who will may find the Path through wilderness places. It is My desire that this pillar, this beacon, symbol of your own burning desire for truth, righteousness, justice for all the world, burn ever brighter in you for the illumination and guiding of many. For this to be possible, as you know, it is necessary that you also desire to keep yourself Holy unto Me, your Lord.
It is necessary only that you desire this, not that you achieve it of yourself; for you know not how and would stumble and fall by the wayside. I will accomplish your desire for you. Leave all in My hands. Your love and your commitment are known to Me. Be of good cheer and faint not; I will sustain you when you are doubtful and weary.
You have opened your heart to Me and surrendered your leasehold unto Me and I have come unto you and made My abode with you. This is established forever, My beloved. This is My covenant with you, even as I swore it unto your forefathers in the long ago and even as it shall be unto all eternity, unto the completion of all that I have purposed in all My children.
It is My desire that you enter into and remain in the Holy of Holies, that I may fill you with My Spirit and that many may see in you that whereunto they have sought; for they cannot see Me; they are not purified unto Me, but their heart is ready for purifying.
Have no fear, I will accomplish that from which your heart faints, because of your faithfulness. Draw nigh unto Me that I may cover you with My mantle of power and authority, even as I have done before. This time shall it remain with you. All is well, be of stout heart and good cheer.
It became clear to me as this message progressed, that this was not Jesus speaking, but our heavenly Father.
Holy Communion January 28, 1996
I am your friend; you are my beloved friend. It is my desire to share your journey, to take from you the burdens that you still carry, and to break bread and imbibe the New Wine of the Kingdom with you in joyous fellowship.
At the beginning, as I knelt to make my dedication, the pope with whom we first had contact two weeks ago, rushed in and urgently took my right arm with his hands. He was anxious and eager to have me know that this Service and the help he had received, during and subsequent to it, had freed him from a lot of false attitudes and enabled him to see the Truth in the livingness of that which we do. He was a changed man – contrite, humble, more agile, younger – about ‘57’ – and now wearing a simple robe of natural ecru. At the call of the Holy Shepherd, he knelt to my left and the Master, standing by my right shoulder, reached before me and put his hand around the shoulder of this kneeling man and with deep, overwhelming tenderness and Love, said, “My son”. It was very moving. I wondered who he might be and the name Pius immediately came into my head. When I told Theresa, she confirmed that this was the name also impressed upon her, earlier in the Service.
I have been aware of the Master standing in the midst of the altar, to the left of the lights (right from the Father’s view as He looks from behind the altar towards us communicants in front of the altar). For me this symbolises Jesus, the Messiah, manifesting at the Right-hand of God, Our Heavenly Father, who, it seems to me now is represented symbolically in the ‘cross’ formation of the lights of the altar.
Beloved Lord Jesus, with all my heart and soul I give thanks at the going forward and continuing revelations that unfold before us in this Service and in our lives. I feel ever closer to you and our beloved heavenly Father.
My son, joy fills my heart at your going forward – you and your beloved. That which you begin to glimpse was ever ordained for you both. Keep on in faithful, loving, prayerful commitment; let your lives continue to be given in dedicated service of the Kingdom. In this way are you able to be drawn closer to me, closer to our Father; closer to the Holy of Holies. This is our dwelling place; We in you, in the Most Holy Place – which is your heart – and you in Us. As you go forward, and by the purification possible by your one-pointedness, you are able to enter in.
Only in this place is it possible for you to experience the presence of the Living, loving God, who is the Creator Spirit by Whom and in Whom all shall be fulfilled. All is according to the Law. It cannot be, and will never be, defiled. All is well my beloved. That which is defiled shall remain in outer darkness unless and until that spark of desire to draw closer to the Source of all Light shall ignite within such a lost soul. Then shall the Angel of Mercy be immediately despatched to bring Light and hope to the groaning and travailing spirit deep within the wilderness spirit of unrighteousness.
Speak with me always, wherever you may be; I am your friend, you are my beloved friend. It is my desire to share your journey, to take from you the burdens that you still carry, and to break bread and imbibe the New Wine of the Kingdom with you in joyous fellowship.
Peace be with you always my son.
The following Diary entries were posted on August 23rd 2006.
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Holy Communion February 4, 1996
The Lord’s plan continues to move forward regardless, or should I say in spite of, anything any individual, or group, or even all the organised resistance to it that the enemy can muster.
Our beloved daughter’s birthday weekend; 25 years in the Earth life. And Peter, our eldest, in Spirit, nearly 26: we know you are looking after her; as you said, you are a team.
Yes Dad, we are a team and everything is going according to plan. Remember the last time we spoke about this, she had not committed her life to the Lord Jesus? Now, do you know anyone who is more committed? And that was not so long ago. The Lord’s plan continues to move forward regardless, or should I say in spite of, anything any individual, or group, or even all the organised resistance to it that the enemy can muster.
In this plan everything has been accounted for; there are no mistakes, no oversights, no errors. All is according to the perfect wisdom of our beloved heavenly Father; and Jesus, His beloved, princely Son is in full awareness of, and oneness with, Him. All the resources of the Most High are totally committed to the Programme. It does not matter that the desires or expectations, however well-intentioned, do not materialise within the timescale of Earth-life aspiration. It will proceed. The work that my sister and I have agreed and compacted to undertake in this partnership goes forward. I assure you, Dad, that I have no concerns about its fulfilment. Our joint commitment is as a blood oath; it is full and total. Neither of us will renege. And as you also know, it is part of a greater commitment within the team that together we all make with the Lord. And you do not need me to tell you how great that commitment is, for you (and Mum) are part of it. Nor do you need me to tell you that its foundation, solid as a rock, is Love, for the Lord and for each other.
Dad, I cannot express in words, but you know, you sense the joy that we, all your beloved and loving family in Spirit have in this blessed, precious, shared commitment. It creates a bond between us that is unbreakable, inseparable, unspeakable. And there is no need for it to be spoken, or written. For it is cast not in stone but in our Love and brotherhood in the Lord and the Fatherhood of Almighty God. It transcends the ages, the veil between Heaven and Earth and all obstacles of the enemy. It is eternal. And it is no accident.
Have no concerns for health, for unawareness of the reality of which I have been speaking, whether in yourself or any other member of the family. Only pray and continue to commune as you have faithfully done. All is well and all shall be fulfilled by prayer and commitment.
God bless you, God bless Mum; our wonderful, beloved Mum, God bless my sisters and Derek. Yes, there is great excitement in Heaven about the impending incarnation and our ‘new’ family member. This is the start of new wonders, so fasten your seat belts!
And God bless you, Peter, and all the rest of you. We Love you too, much more than we can say.
Holy Communion February 11th 1996
To say one is unworthy is to say Papa is unworthy. It is the lie of Satan. Eschew the lies and espouse Truth. Herein is the way to fulfilment. Herein is Joy. Herein is Peace. Herein is accomplishment. Herein is the Holy of Holies. Herein is perfection. Herein is God.
This has been a beautiful Service, full of Love of Heaven and the Master’s blessing for us all, His little ones. The cosmic, eternal realities are taking new, palpable meaning in our understanding.
Vic made open his desire for peace and forgiveness and reconciliation with Thelma.* The Master said she must desire to be helped forward from the place she is stuck in order to be able to receive it. At length she acknowledged that she had a need for reassessment of her attitudes. We await developments.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I feel as if the ‘Promised Land’ awaits us.
My son, as you rightly observed, the ‘Promised Land’ is an outward symbol of the Kingdom. You enter the Kingdom through the Open Door into the Holy of Holies. Herein, your Heavenly Father awaits you, with open arms. All His Kingdom is yours, with room aplenty for all His beloved children.
You are my joy because you are His joy, because all His children are His joy. All are precious, all are full of potential for His Glory, in all possible forms and dimensions. He is omni-dimensional and this is reflected in the multi-diversity of His little ones. And all are one family in Him, worthy because they are created in His likeness.
To say one is unworthy is to say He is unworthy. It is the lie of Satan. Eschew the lies and espouse Truth. Herein is the way to fulfilment. Herein is Joy. Herein is Peace. Herein is accomplishment. Herein is the Holy of Holies. Herein is perfection. Herein is God.
Rejoice with me as I rejoice with you. Join with me at the Great Banquet. There we shall embrace, with all my beloveds, in exquisite fellowship, and partake freely of our Father’s bounty until all our desires are satisfied.
Lord Jesus, my cup runneth over. I cannot express in words my thanks.
I give my thanks to you, my son, equally, that balance be achieved and maintained. All is well.
*Vic and Thelma, now in the Spirit realms, had been at loggerheads during their Earthly lives over differing perceptions of family issues.
Holy Communion February 25, 1996
Nothing shall be held back from you, my son, or from any who unreservedly give themselves to Him who is the Commencement, the Route and the Destiny of all. Meanwhile, take one step, one day, one moment at a time.
Thelma wants to go forward but is full of doubt and uncertainty, and not a little guilt. She is a strange combination of desire and doubt.
At the contemplation of the Lord’s words “… we will come unto him and make our abode with him,” I said “How did you know this 2000 years ago?” He said “Because I am the Messiah, the anointed messenger of God.”
So, you really are Lord; I have not doubted this, but somehow your speaking like this brings it home in a very palpable, affirming way.
My son, more palpable demonstrations are to come, that will leave you – and your fellows – in no doubt. This is in response to your desire for the Kingdom, for righteousness and justice. As your entire being becomes ever more attuned to the Father’s purposes in you and all his children, so shall you become harmonised with the Spirit of Truth. This is eternal reality. It is creative, it is power for accomplishing, for transforming. Only by aligning your being with Truth can Truth be in you. Yes, it seems at once both profound and, at the same time, simple. This is the Law of Life, the reality of God’s Way. It is all around you, in Creation, for all to see. But only commitment to Truth can enable recognition of Truth. From the haughty, the proud and the scornful, Truth is hidden, even when they are confronted by it. First they must become as little children and accept the Fatherhood of God. Then shall He give them all that is rightfully theirs because only then are they willing to receive it.
Nothing shall be held back from you my son, or from any who unreservedly give themselves to Him who is the Commencement, the Route and the Destiny of all. Meanwhile, take one step, one day, one moment at a time. All is being provided for your well-being because of your faithfulness. Accept with joyous gratitude the good gifts of the Father. Freely has He given, freely receive, freely enjoy, freely share. Doubt not that all shall be fulfilled according to Wisdom. This is God.
March 1996
In the night I experienced the feeling of how Earth-life man has, like sheep, gone astray, deceived and seduced by the enemy, and how our beloved Heavenly Father Loves all His little ones and wants to bring them back out of the wilderness to His bosom and give them their inheritance, which it is their destiny to receive. I said to Him, “Father, I feel I want to rebuke the enemy and cast him out but I don’t know how to do it, I don’t feel strong enough (spiritually) to do it.”
Instantly I was aware of Him, towering above me, I as a tiny creature down on the floor. He swooped down and scooped me up into His loving embrace and cradled me on His lap, His arms tenderly embracing me and said, “First embrace Me and grow strong in Me.” I realise how true this is, that we must grow strong in Him; only then can we be empowered and strengthened for fulfilment of His work in us.
Holy Communion March 10, 1996
Your faithfulness has established you as a precious stone, radiating the Light of eternity for many to be drawn and join the circle of delight. This is the crown of your glory. All shall be revealed by your faithfulness.
Beloved Heavenly Father, thank you for revealing more and more of yourself, that we may understand Your nature better and become more perfect vessels for the outworking of Your purposes in us in the outpouring of Your Living Spirit.
My son, all must be, can only be, according to the perfect Law of My Creation. How else can it be? All would be chaos, disorder, dereliction. Only by espousing the perfection that is the ever-becoming, creating, building-up Spirit of Life can you and all My little ones inherit Eternity. All else is destined to be re-cycled in the time and place consciousness because its foundation is flawed. The little ones of Earth do not know the ‘mysteries’ of Eternity because they are seeking according to their own ‘wisdom’.
Have no fear; My purpose goes forward in you and your beloveds. I have created a new family in you and all who earnestly desire My Kingdom. Never has the world seen a family such as this. Its foundation is in Me and has been established in the long ago. This is not important, for all is now in the Eternal moment.
Your faithfulness has established you as a precious stone, radiating the Light of eternity for many to be drawn and join the circle of delight. This is the crown of your glory. All shall be revealed by your faithfulness. I Am accomplishing all that I have purposed. Await the power of My Spirit which shall be in you a mighty sword and shall cut asunder* all who eschew the Truth and the Light that I sent into the world.
Father, I cannot do any of this but I do earnestly desire it in your Holy Name.
Such desire is serviceable unto Me. Doubt not because of the lack of understanding. This is necessary for progress. Place all your trust in Me.
Father, I place all my trust in You and rejoice at our blessed relationship. Thank you for everything.
Peace and Joy be with you always. All is well.
After the Service as I sat sharing this with Theresa, He said, “I am building you a New House.”
*This may sound like a spirit of judgment but is simply very figurative terminology and is intended to convey that those who are ready (by truly seeking and earnestly desiring) to receive and understand the esoteric ‘mysteries’ can and will go forward by their new understanding – led by their Teacher (for when the Student is ready, truly, the Teacher comes) – but those who hear the words but have no light of spiritual discernment (who have no desire to truly expand their vision of eternal reality) will simply be left where they are; namely, within the illusory world of ego-mind, where all that is the antithesis of the Kingdom of Heaven holds sway. Such ‘slumberers’ will continue to be subject to those conditions. These are the conditions typified by what is observed when one switches on the TV News. But the good news is that even such ‘slumberers’ are still and always loved unconditionally and will never, ever be abandoned. Whenever the time or circumstances come when they do become ready to awaken and go forward, the Spirit of Truth will be there, waiting but never interfering with free will.
The following Diary entries were posted on November 23rd 2006.
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Holy Communion March 24, 1996
…as you go forward and your awareness grows I am able to walk nearer and remain in closer proximity to you, even as your growing awareness enables you to walk nearer to me.
This has been a blessed Communion, full of the Master’s love and presence. He knelt at my right side as I made my dedication, he also making his dedication, to the Father. Afterwards he sat in a chair at the same side of the altar, to my left and before me as I stood facing outwards from the altar. At the words “… enveloped and surrounded as by a cloud of light...” I felt him, still at the same side of the altar, standing beside me, placing his left arm, cloaked, around my shoulder, enveloping and surrounding me with his love, which continued to encircle me 360°.
Master and Lord, my beloved friend, I feel as if there is something significant about your being to the right side of the altar as one faces it. So many of my awarenesses have been of your presence to the other side.
My son, first let me reassure you that there is nothing to fear! All is well. It is part of the going forward process. You are going forward. The purpose of God, our beloved Father, is going forward, and it goes forward in you also. The outworking has been entrusted to me in my chosen ones. Thus, even though I have told you my job is to lead you back to God, I am still your friend, still walking with you because you are my beloved friend and it is the joy of my heart to walk with you, as with all my friends.
Now, as you go forward and your awareness grows I am able to walk nearer and remain in closer proximity to you, even as your growing awareness enables you to walk nearer to me. Rejoice in this closeness and await further developments and revelations of the bond of brotherhood that exists between us.
I have spoken. Let my words settle upon you and take their place in your heart and mind. Remember, we go forward. I will not let you down. I will be with you always, in all that you do, rejoicing with you and in you.
I love you, Lord Jesus.
Don't stop! ☺
Holy Communion March 31, 1996
Open your arms that I may embrace you; open your heart that I may give you my Love; open your mind that I may reveal My mysteries and secrets to you; open your life that I may fulfil in you all that you desire in My Name.
Our heavenly Father, who in recent weeks responded with, ‘Papa,’ when I asked Him for a suitable Name to show the personal love and respect I have for Him, has been telling me not to fill the “airwaves” too much with my thoughts and adoration for Him. When I said I only wanted to tell Him how much I love Him, He said, “Your heart is open to me, therefore I know your devotion and commitment to me; now incline your ear to me, that I may speak to you that which is needful for you.”
Papa, may my ear be ever inclined toward You that I may hear Your speaking and Your revelation, whether it be in Your written Word of Holy Scripture or Your living word that You are speaking for me now.
My son, beloved and faithful servant; you have inclined your heart and followed where I have led you. The outworking of My purpose for my little ones goes forward. In the long ago I spoke by the Word of my prophets whom I sent to announce My message. Though they were reviled and stoned and ignored, My purpose shall not fail.
All is accomplished in the Cross by my beloved Son, whom I honour with glory and whom you also serve and honour and love. Now, in these end times, time of fulfilment, I send forth My prophets again and as before there went forth a Herald, so now I send you to make straight the Path for all who will follow. Faint not my son, for My Spirit shall be upon you, to strengthen you and perform signs and wonders in you. You shall speak with authority and win the hearts and minds of many by your speaking and by your faithfulness. Justice shall reign and life shall be abundantly given to all who abandon their lives to Me. Take no thought or concern for how and when shall these things be but remain in the Holy of Holies, where I shall continue to manifest to you. Open your arms that I may embrace you; open your heart that I may give you My love; open your mind that I may reveal My mysteries and secrets to you; open your life that I may fulfil in you all that you desire in My Name.
Thank you beloved Papa.
Holy Communion EASTER SUNDAY!, April 7, 1996
…you have been my friend for a long time. I have had my eye on you, and you have been under my watchful care from the beginning of your sojourn.
‘Hallelujah, sing to Jesus, his the glory, his the throne.’
Master Jesus, my beloved Lord and Saviour; the magnitude of what you have done for us is such a long way from my ability to take in and understand. Nevertheless, I wish to take this special occasion to express my gratitude; thanks from my utmost heart and soul. Even though I don’t understand it all, I do know it is the central factor in all that has been, is being and will be possible for the redeeming of the world, each and all of us. Without what you have done, I understand that none of this could be possible. Therefore, I take this special opportunity to renew again my commitment to you, to acknowledge your Spiritual Lordship, to avow my allegiance to you as Lord and to REJOICE that you are my friend and desire that I be your friend. I love you Lord. Thank you.
My son, you have been my friend for a long time. I have had my eye on you, and you have been under my watchful care from the beginning of your sojourn in time. As you are aware, the end is known to me from the beginning. I have known your commitment and that it is serviceable to me. I rejoice also that you have trodden the path of service and that you have followed wheresoever I have led you. I have given you your beloved that you, together, could experience the opportunities of the hard places and of the joy of overcoming. Now do we all embark together upon the great adventure that it is my pleasure to bestow upon you.
I lead. ‘Do thou follow’ continues to be my counsel. Relax. Enjoy that which unfolds before you. This is according to our beloved Papa’s good purpose. Let this day be a celebration for you, and all the days that follow also. Stay close by me that we may celebrate together.
Hallelujah, my heart sings to you, Lord Jesus.
Holy Communion April 14, 1996
I am the white raiment which must be received by all the guests at the celebration. This also is necessary for the children of men who move toward the Light but are not yet illuminated from within.
Earlier, I had realised that the ‘unspotted garment’ (also described in Revelation as ‘white raiment’ or ‘white linen’) that is mentioned as a wedding garment in the parable of the Marriage of the King’s son, is actually the Master himself.
At the words “… I will come unto him and will sup with him and he with me,” the Master, very close and loving said “A banquet of joy.”
At the words “We remember thy teaching that man cannot live by bread alone... that we may be faithful stewards of this heavenly food,” the Master, with a puckish grin, said, “Behold, I will make you bakers to men”. And before the start of “Gracious lord we rejoice in your power to transform water into wine… may we ever freely minister ...” he said “I will make you vintners to men”.
I realise, Master that your desire is for us to rejoice, that is, to have joy, in that which we do in your name, that which we do with you; that you have come that we may have LIFE abundantly.
My friend and faithful one, it is true that the messengers sent by God to the wayward ones of Israel brought messages of rebuke and foreboding. This was what recalcitrance required. However, the messages also spoke of the good things which God desired to bestow – and would bestow – upon those who loved Him and remained faithful to His ordinances. He knows, and now you know, that this is out of Love and because only by living according to Cosmic Law, Eternal Law, can the individual become one with it and receive of its bounty. Papa knows His little ones need guidance, direction and discipline in order to be brought onto and remain on the Path. Did He not create them? Does he not know their nature?
You, my beloveds, have been faithful; you desire earnestly the Kingdom of God and His righteousness. Hallelujah! This is cause for lightness of heart and celebration. Can such moments be sombre? I think not. And though my words were interjected light-heartedly, to lighten your hearts, nevertheless I will make you Bakers and Vintners of world-renown. Many shall come to you for your catering and banqueting skills. Then they shall discover that you are doorkeeper and welcomer to the Great Banquet of Eternity.
Yes, I am the white raiment which must be received by all the guests at the celebration. This also is necessary for the children of men who move toward the Light but are not yet illuminated from within.
I commend you for your observation but it is of the heart, the soul, the life, not the intellect, the understanding.
Your heart, your soul, your life are opened to me; because of this I have lit your lamp of spiritual illumination and will ensure that your wick is ever trimmed and your oil never runs out.
Peace and joy be yours my beloveds. All is very well indeed.
The following Diary entries were posted on February 21st 2007.
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Holy Communion April 21, 1996
It is the desire and commitment of men’s hearts which shines brightly before Me, not the outward performing of this act or that function.
Heavenly Father, beloved Papa, Who has reassured me that there is nothing to fear, for all things are within Your control, and that by committing all into Your beneficent care and protection, and earnestly desiring that Your Will be done in my/our lives, all goodness and righteousness shall be fulfilled; thank You for Your wisdom and the certainty of all that You have covenanted with us, Your children.
My beloved son; all is within My control, for you have willingly placed it there. And yes, I have covenanted with My children, that they should inherit the bounty of My Kingdom, all who covenant with me to keep My word and live by My ordinances. And yes, I sent My firstborn to seal My covenant and reveal all that I have promised. All things shall be fulfilled and all is accomplished.
Fear for nothing, but let equanimity fill your heart. I have much to reveal to you and much to fulfil in you. You are being prepared and made ready to speak that which I shall give you. The Spirit of Truth shall come upon you in the Most Holy Place and from there shall you speak and admonish those who have suppressed the Living Word. They shall find their efforts in vain.
It shall be by My spirit and My spirit alone that you shall prosper and shall speak and write. Of yourself, attempt nothing, but await My word and My power.
Continue with this ritual of attunement. It is according to My desire for you. Let it be in the secret place until I shall reveal its glory in the open.
I am very well pleased with all things, My son. It is the desire and commitment of men’s hearts which shines brightly before Me, not the outward performing of this act or that function. ‘Sin’ is wilful disobedience of My Will and implementation of self-determination with flagrant disregard for My ways. Is this your way my son? I think not. Peace and joy of eternity rest upon you and yours. When I am ready I will move you into your New House. All is according to My will.
Holy Communion May 5, 1996
My son, the Keys to the Kingdom lie not in answers but in faith, trust, commitment, obedience to My word.
Beloved Papa, Heavenly Father, Creator Spirit: there is so much I don’t understand about You, the nature of Life, Consciousness, Peace and on and on. (As I began to form these words in my mind I saw Papa, standing, as a ‘Fatherly figure’. He put His hands on His hips, threw back His head and roared with laughter!)
My son, the Keys to the Kingdom lie not in answers but in faith, trust, commitment, obedience to My Word. Because you are My children I Love you, and you are responding, making yourself available by faith and obedience, to be drawn by My Love.
I make the rules – you don’t; indeed you cannot because by your own acknowledgement you don’t understand. All I require of you is commitment to Me and I will fulfil your heart’s desire for righteousness, justice, goodwill; let not your desire, which I know is an unquenchable flame within you, ensnare you into the belief that you must accomplish it. I will accomplish it for you because of your desire and your commitment. And answers shall be the result, not the cause, of your fulfilment, of your desire.
This is cosmic, universal law; My law. It is perfect; your lack of understanding does not alter this one iota. Therefore, be at peace, relax and be glad that I am in charge and that I am able to accomplish all that I have ordained.
You are learning, slowly, to accept that My timing is not your timing. Continue in this way. Meanwhile, occupy according to that which is needful and My revelation shall be placed upon you as you are able to receive it. All is well. Rejoice and have no anxiety.
Thank you Papa.
Holy Communion May 12, 1996
My son, you have loved Me without seeing Me, you have followed faithfully when you have not known Me. Blessed is he who, seeing, follows; thrice blessed is he who, not knowing, also follows.
Papa, my beloved Heavenly Father; thank you for making Yourself known to me, for revealing Your presence to me.
My son, you have loved Me without seeing Me, you have followed faithfully when you have not known Me. Blessed is he who, seeing, follows; thrice blessed is he who, not knowing, also follows. Now you have shown yourself to Me as faithful, one-pointed and obedient; I now show Myself to you as loving, giving, blessing, providing; able to accomplish all that your heart desires in My Name; able to establish you as a son of righteousness, to demonstrate its power and its prosperity and to rebuke the spirit of adversity, of greed, of self-seeking.
You have been loyal when you saw Me only afar off; now I shall speak in the midst of you; I shall whisper in your ear that which I shall accomplish and that which I would have you say to those whom I shall bring to you. Now is the time for you to open your ears to My speaking; to write that which My Spirit brings to you.
Draw closer to Me, My son, that I may place upon you the spotless garment and the mantle of My authority. Continue and remain Holy unto your Lord, for your Lord delights in you; come, therefore and dance before Him, and sing as the lark to the children of My Courts, and they also shall draw closer unto Me and enter into My joy. You have inclined your heart; now incline your ear that I may speak and you may hear the Word of your Lord. I shall visit you wherever you may be; await your Lord, that when He comes, He shall find you ready.
Rejoice in Me, My beloved, even as I rejoice in you. All is well. I am with you always. Peace be with you. Enter into the Holy of Holies with reverence and with JOY.
Papa, only by Your Power and Your Grace can I not faint from that which you have appointed for me.
I shall accomplish it by your one-pointed faith and commitment. Fear not.
May 15, 1996
My son, fear is for the ungodly; in My garden of delight is joy and peace and fulfilment. Open your heart to receive My bounty and in this act shall fall away that which is not of the eternal.
Papa speaks:
I will bring upon you the Spirit of Truth and He shall make clear your understanding of My ways. Because you have been faithful in a few things I shall make known to you many things. Have no fear or anxiety over any details. It is My desire that you walk in comfort with Me in My garden of plenty because your desire is My desire, not for yourselves. Entrust all matters of your lives into My care and make Me the focal point of your lives in every respect. Only then can all things be fulfilled that I have purposed in you. By this means, when the enemy visits, you shall not be found, for it cannot enter the Most Holy Place.
By your one-pointed faithfulness and complete commitment shall a vessel be forged worthy of the New Wine that I shall pour out in you for my little ones. Let your concentration be upon that; I shall rebuke the ungodly and the proud and the scornful.
Papa, My beloved and Holy Father: Truly You are the Holy One, the Lord of Hosts, even the Hosts of the Heavenly; by Your power, Your Grace and Your Love all things are possible and all shall be accomplished. I know You are doing this in our lives. Give us the time and the understanding to assimilate and become one with all that You purpose in our lives, Heavenly Father, and purify us unto Your perfect ways. Help us not to be afraid in this purifying.
My son, fear is for the ungodly; in My garden of delight is joy and peace and fulfilment. Open your heart to receive My bounty and in this act shall fall away that which is not of the eternal. It shall become as nothing and you shall hardly notice its absence. I tell you, you shall rejoice in its absence.
All that you do and all that you desire is known to Me, My son. All this and much more shall I accomplish in you for the Kingdom of Righteousness. Go forward rejoicing, dancing, singing joyfully of all that awaits those who love Me and would come unto Me.
The following Diary entries were posted on May 16th 2007.
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Holy Communion May 26, 1996
Let your focus be upon Me only, that I may build up My House within you as a fortress of Light. Only within the stillness am I to be found. Enter into My refuge away from the rushing and turmoil. Have no fear, only desire.
There has been a feeling of being shut off from spirit during much of the Service today Papa, as if I have been in a cardboard box, leaving hardly any space around me. I have felt Your outpouring, in great waves, during the offering. I know there is an ebb and flow of energy, which I don’t understand…
My son, is there an ebb and flow of your desire for Truth, Righteousness, Justice, the Kingdom? I tell you, the iniquity of this world shall be utterly swept away by the Spirit of Truth which I am pouring out upon it. Eschew the weak and compromised, who have taken authority and abused its privileges. They have received their reward and shall come to nought by it.
Let your focus be upon Me only, that I may build up My House within you as a fortress of Light. Only within the stillness am I to be found. Enter into My refuge away from the rushing and turmoil. Have no fear, only desire. Accomplishment of your desire is Mine to give and I give it freely to those who love Me and keep My Word.
You have followed from afar off in faithful commitment. Now shall I draw you unto Me, into the secret place, the Holy of Holies. There shall you receive the mantle of purification (because of your heart’s desire and your faithfulness). This is not of the mind or the understanding but of the life essence. Take no heed for the details, it shall be by My Spirit upon you. Take no heed for the timing, for it is of eternity. You cannot prevent it; you cannot hasten it. Continue in the Way for peace and protection. Your love is known to me.
Papa, help me to be awake only to Your speaking, responsive to Your calling, reactive to Your drawing. I know these are the times of fulfilment of the great and wondrous work of Jesus, our beloved Lord and Saviour. I REJOICE greatly in this, Papa.
So be it My son. All is well.
May 27, 1996
As I asked the blessing on our lunch I was aware of Papa, attentive at the words ‘…in Christ Love’, noting our devotion to the Lord Jesus. Afterwards He said, "Because you have honoured My son, I will honour you".
Holy Communion June 2, 1996
…being with you at all times is what I have promised; I am with you, in the midst. My life, my peace, my essence, my giving is with you. Let your heart, your mind, your life be still, be at peace, be comfortable in my presence.
Beloved Lord Jesus, your message counselling that we focus on your presence, rather than on your speaking, is invaluable to me. I am more at peace and somehow, knowing you are here in the midst with us takes away anxiety about whether you are with us.
My son, being with you at all times is what I have promised; I am with you, in the midst. My life, my peace, my essence, my giving is with you. Let your heart, your mind, your life be still, be at peace, be comfortable in my presence. Only in this estate can you have awareness of my being, of my giving, of my renewing of your life, of the restoring, transforming, building of your wholeness that being open to me permits.
My speaking is part only of this whole process. Let it be the last part rather than striving in anxiety for it to be the first part. Then shall you be at one with the peace, harmony and balance that is the wellspring of eternal life, and it shall rise up in you as a well of water, springing up into everlasting life. This is my desire for you, my beloved friend, even as it is my desire for all my little ones. I know that this also is your heart’s desire.
Permit me to accomplish this in you and for you. I walk with you each step of your journey, for this is my joy, and you have asked me to be with you. Your ways of gentleness and desire for righteousness are my ways and my desires. Envision our times of togetherness in the garden of my delight, where your focus on my accomplishment shall be complete, thus dispelling fears and anxieties of the time and place consciousness, which passes away before the glorious New Dawn of Eternity. This is reality, this is Truth, this is fulfilment. Glory and thanksgiving now and forever to Almighty God.
Thank you, beloved Jesus.
Holy Communion June 24, 1996
…if your life is in harmony with Eternal Truth, in all the aspects of your being, then the Spirit of Truth shall find sanctuary in you and flow into and through you unto all with whom your life makes contact.
Counsel from the Teacher at the start of the Service was to have no concern for details but to focus on principles, for only by this can our lives be aligned with the Author of Principles. Principles adhered to enable fulfilment of details by the power of the Spirit of Truth.
My son, if your life is in harmony with Eternal Truth, in all the aspects of your being, then the Spirit of Truth shall find sanctuary in you and flow into and through you unto all with whom your life makes contact. I say to you again that it is not by an act of will that your life is so attuned but an act of desire. If the desire is within you, just a spark or a seed, and you allow it to grow, our Father, who is the Husbandman of all life and all living things, including desire, shall nurture and cultivate this in the fructifying soil of your own within. This shall lead to commitment by which fruit abundant shall come forth. Part of the process will be fellowship with others of like desire, some before and some behind on the path. Straitening and testing shall also be part of the growing process. Of this you are aware.
I say to you, let the Holy One be the Husbandman! Does a crop weed itself? Does it feed itself? No. It receives the blessings, the requirements for abundant fruitfulness from within, without, above and below from the Creator Spirit, who has formed you and made you and knows you before you came into the world and since. Desire only to bear much fruit, to the glory of God, and have no concern for the details. The Life of the Holy One is within you; fulfilment is assured. It is accomplished. All is well. Be at peace.
The following Diary entry was posted on June 20th 2007.
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Holy Communion July 21, 1996
My son, it is, as you know, the spiritual destiny of all God’s children to inherit His Kingdom. This can be possible only by their becoming aware of its existence, and their Sonship. The deceiver has kept these realities hidden from their vision and their understanding.
There have been two men attracted by that which we do, from, I guess, 17th century (Jacobean) times. They are not in great distress but their lives are just as before – no going forward, no Light of Life. They were in a room of dark, wood-panelled walls, with no window, and the candle-light was dim. They were sitting at a table, with pewter ale tankards, in what had the appearance of a back room in a tavern, and were speaking in subdued tones, as if endeavouring not to be discovered. The environment symbolised for me the psychic conditions in which they were stuck. I realised such are afraid to emerge from this hide-away, and thus present themselves with opportunity to go forward, because they believe their lives have been ‘sinful’ – sprinkled to a greater or lesser extent with wrongdoing – and this causes them to believe that acknowledging this will bring exposure to judgement – not yet fallen upon them, so they think, by their hiding from God in the back room of the tavern – and condemnation to eternal hellfire; a much worse place than they have so far experienced. However, not only does Jesus bring refreshment, enlightenment and uplifting; if we live in him, the vine, our lives can bear much kingdomly fruit.
As they became aware of our Communion Service activity and the uplifting energies created by it, one of them began to observe it intently, with increasing interest but the other looked down and away, his body language indicating that it was something causing him discomfort and fear, that maybe their hideaway was now about to be exposed and judgment would soon fall. Clearly he was more concerned about his past and the retribution he believed it would bring upon him from a vengeful God than was his more attentive colleague. However, we explained that God and Jesus love us all unconditionally and there is nothing to fear. At this, their demeanour visibly brightened. This Service has been full of meaning and food for thought for our Jacobean friends. There seems little doubt that they will return for more.
Jesus, my beloved Lord and friend, deliverer, leader, redeemer, saviour, this rescue work is not only something I have a great desire to do, but to which it seems evident there is a great, massive need. It is, after all, that which you are doing for all mankind.
My son, it is, as you know, the spiritual destiny of all God’s children to inherit His Kingdom. This can be possible only by their becoming aware of its existence, and their Sonship. The deceiver has kept these realities hidden from their vision and their understanding. It is Papa’s desire and purpose that they should be made aware of their pedigree, so that they might walk tall and be free of the burden of time and place. This is Truth.
It is my desire and purpose also to be the Way by which my little ones may be brought safely back from the wilderness to the Kingdom and be freely given their garments of purity, to take their rightful place with Papa and me.
Of course there will be resistance from the enemy and, in ignorance, by those my little ones who foolishly and blindly follow. This is as nothing, my son, to all who hold fast to that which I have given them. Their crown is theirs. Ultimately, the choice must be made by each as to whether he desires his rightful inheritance or whether his adoptive hovel is his preferred dwelling place. There shall be no compulsion. Only Love and freedom.
He who will not shall receive the fruits of his labours and their destiny will be theirs – outer darkness.* I assure you my son, it is not a place of beauty. It is a place to be eschewed.
Do thou therefore send out, in accordance with your heart’s desire, Love, blessing, peace to all who wander, that they may see the Light of God’s Life shining upon the path that leads to Him – His Eternal Life for them. Thus shall your purpose and your desire be fulfilled and all shall be blessed with joy unbounded.
All is well. Nothing shall fail that has been sent forth from our beloved Father Creator.
I am your friend and your Lord. Live in me, even as I live in you.
Thank you my beloved Lord. By your Love and grace I shall succeed.
* ‘Outer darkness’ has been construed as a place of eternal punishment by those whose agenda is control by fear. The reality is that the place most of humanity has been and is until now is outer darkness, spiritually. Those who choose not to awaken and go forward into the Light at this time of great opportunity will remain in outer darkness for a further, indeterminate period (of their own choosing) – perhaps multiple more incarnations and/or dark and fearful realms in the discarnate state; the basement flats of the Father’s House. However, it is inevitable that eventually, all will be awakened because unconditional Love never, ever gives up and abandons us, however abandoned one might feel. I am personally of no doubt that all will be rescued and brought safely Home by the end of the third measure of meal – 2,000 years hence – simply because I have been repeatedly told by the Master himself and by others from the Realms of Light that his GRP is infallible and unstoppable.
The following Diary entries were posted on August 15th 2007.
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Holy Communion August 18, 1996
My son, each day of your life it is My desire that you may receive My blessing in the form of Love and new understanding of the Principles of Life.
Beloved Heavenly Papa, we have had a wonderful, uplifting week in which we have been able to serve You by touching the hearts and souls of friends in Ireland who floundered in the consciousness of fear. And we have come to a new understanding of the intaking and outpouring of Your gift of Life, whether in the form of food (vicariously) or direct from You, Papa.
My son, each day of your life it is My desire that you may receive My blessing in the form of Love and new understanding of the Principles of Life. This can enter a new phase of blessing by your own outpouring, so that My energy – pure, refining, uplifting – may be upon you in greater concentration.
As you focus more upon the giving, so does this focus the incoming of My Life Rays upon you. Thus shall you receive more as you give more. It is a Principle of Life. It raises the frequency of your life vibration so that you may be more effective in your giving and more attuned with Me in your receiving.
The need for My Life Rays will become more focused at the spirit level of receiving and the need for receiving in the form of bread of Earth (vicariously, as you put it) will diminish. This does not mean you will cease to intake at that level or that your enjoyment will be less. Your dependence will diminish. As your life becomes more focused upon blessing, giving, helping, rescuing, your fellows, in spirit and now incarnate, so shall your own well-being become commensurately uplifted. It is because of your indwelling in My presence.
You are My beloveds. I bless you, I rejoice in you. Continue as you are, that great works and great progress may be fulfilled in you, for your uplifting and for the relief and blessing of My little ones for the Glory of the Light of Eternal Truth.
Thank you beloved, eternal Papa. By your Grace and blessing all shall be accomplished.
Ask of Me, My son; all your desires shall be My joy to bestow upon you. Doubt not; only trust in Me and My power to do this for you and all who Love Me.
Holy Communion August 25, 1996
My son, I rejoice with you; by giving all your desires to me I am able to bring fulfilment in more perfect ways than would otherwise be possible for you.
A US Marine, whom John had brought to Steve recently for rescue, was present, gradually awakening by the words of the Service. At the offering of the wine, he was on his knees in a pool of the Waters of Life, splashing and rejoicing, while a great waterfall of these Waters, radiating light from their own within, outpoured on him from above.
At the offering, Andrew, Derek’s father, who had passed away at age 50, a few years previously, came crashing in through the wall, so eager was he to thank us for being so good to his son. He expressed anguish at his failure to attend to matters spiritual during his time here – ‘Man cannot live by bread alone.’ No doubt it will help him go forward now. He said he didn’t really know anything much about Jesus but I invited him to join us in celebration and goodwill and to ask Jesus to send someone to help him go forward.
Thank you beloved Jesus, for being in control of our lives and bringing us these continuing opportunities to fulfil our heart’s desire by helping our fellows in this world and the next to come to know you.
Peace and joy be with you and all your household. My son, I rejoice with you; by giving all your desires to me I am able to bring fulfilment in more perfect ways than would otherwise be possible for you. Your desire is intact but because of the dense vibrations of the earthly life it is not possible for you to have the insight into where you are, where you are going, who is ready for awakening. Therefore, you need to trust in me and my ways, so that I may, by your desire – that is, in response to your desire – lead you forward, bring to you opportunities for service, testing, going forward. By this progress your own vibrations increase, your own vitality grows and your awareness brightens. This is the path of life upon which it is my good pleasure to be your companion, that we may have together the good fellowship of brotherly Love, as children of our beloved Papa. Let us share the banquet of rejoicing, for all is well and we go forward unto the New Day.
The following Diary entries were posted on November 21st 2007.
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Holy Communion September 1, 1996
…by your prayers, by your heart’s bright desire, many souls are already released from bondage, and every day that your Light and your desire shine into the darkness, many more shall come to me, freed from the chains of fear.
Today, Andrew* has come in as a person totally committed to the Lord Jesus and going forward by alignment with that which we do. His desire is to make up for lost time and to help his family. Much similarity there with Ted and I saw the two of them standing side-by-side, Ted explaining various parts of the Service to him.
Lord Jesus, beloved Master and friend, my heart rejoices with great gladness at this going forward. I pray for all who want to go forward and are wrestling with the enemy, that they may prevail and be freed to come into your Light.
My son, by your prayers, by your commitment, by your heart’s bright desire, many souls are already released from bondage. It is already certain that this day, and every day henceforward, as your Light and your desire shine into the darkness, many more shall come to me, freed from the chains of fear.
In this the whole multitude of Heaven rejoices and righteousness gathers strength, the enemy position weakens and falls back. This is truth, my son, but the end is not yet. Therefore take heed and maintain all your defences and be aware of those around you under my authority who protect the Citadel of Light which you have established in my name.
Attend daily to the sending out of your Love and blessing for all in need; attend daily to giving praise and thanks to the Source of JOY and fulfilment. In these things shall many be helped, your focus maintained, your strength, resolve and empowerment renewed and increased. In these things am I ever with you for your guiding, your blessing, your rejoicing. All is well; peace and joy abound with you always my beloveds. Have no fear. This is my purpose.
* See August 25th 1996 Diary entry.
Holy Communion September 15, 1996
Let your heart and mind concern themselves with giving selflessly of the Love and blessings, which Papa has freely bestowed upon you, to the little ones who have no Light of discernment, who walk naked or in rags in the wilderness of fear and waywardness.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I feel as if the flow and power has blown a fuse and that things are a little disorientated by it, as if the Light of inner peace and awareness has been temporarily disturbed.
My son, it does not need to concern you what you are experiencing, for this is not a sideshow. Let your heart and mind concern themselves more with the giving selflessly of the Love and blessings, which Papa has freely bestowed upon you, to the little ones who have no Light of discernment, who walk naked or in rags in the wilderness of fear and waywardness.
Nevertheless, have no concern for temporal conditions, for the rejoicing of your hearts and souls is because of your gladness at being together in praise and thanksgiving and I, too, rejoice with you.
In times of going forward there are, of necessity, many changes taking place and it is needful that heed be given to quietness and contemplation, so that the transforming energies may be permitted to complete their work. There is a time for exuberant praise, rejoicing and thanksgiving and also a time for quiet reverie. I counsel you, let your powers of discernment observe the difference between the two. This can best be discerned from the Source of All by being still and awaiting the vibrations which will reveal to you conditions prevailing according to the ebb and flow of the Father’s purposes.
All is well, my son. Concern yourselves not with the timing or outworking of events for all is by the grace and Love of God. A green fruit has no anxiety over its ripening, for it is the gift of the Creator to bring all to fulfilment. Meanwhile, be still and know that all is well.
Lord Jesus, I love you; I thank you for your love and blessing and grace.
The following Diary entries were posted on February 20th 2008.
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Holy Communion September 22, 1996
First then, let thanksgiving flow naturally, spontaneously, from your heart and soul to Him who is the Source of all Life’s joy and abundance… Let your next focus be on blessing, so that, having given thanks for receiving you may now share the endless bounty of it with all who are able and willing to receive it.
Beloved Lord Jesus, how can I start to encompass all the thanksgiving, praise, Love, joy, blessing, new awareness with which my heart, mind, soul are bursting!?
My son, all that you are experiencing is well known to me and I rejoice with you. I counsel you, do not try to contain it, simply let it abound within you, fill you spontaneously with exultation and wonderment, overflow so that it intoxicates those around you, so that they shall say to themselves, ‘I want to experience that which this fellow is experiencing’.
Nevertheless, as you become more accustomed to each new level of awareness and going forward, your need to be comfortable within it will be assisted by orderliness and balance between heart, mind, soul and spirit. This will be helpful to you and enable your heart’s desire to be fulfilled, and more serviceable to Papa’s purposes in you.
Your recent new awareness will be a suitable structure within which to allow those overwhelming feelings to settle, in their own time, so that they may add to the constructive use and benefit of your aspirations.
First then, let thanksgiving flow naturally, spontaneously, from your heart and soul to Him who is the Source of all Life’s joy and abundance. This is important acknowledgement of the Origin of such joyous well-being and keeps your focus on our Father Creator. Let your next focus be on blessing, so that, having given thanks for receiving you may now share the endless bounty of it with all who are able and willing to receive it.
Your prayers of blessing will go out to all to whom you direct them and be for their spiritual enrichment and for the loosening and freeing of the various bonds by which they may be hobbled in their journey along the path of progress back to Eternity. And to all the many sorts and conditions of men of whom you have no personal awareness, but for whom you are filled with compassion and desire to send blessing of the abundance of which you have received, so will your beloveds* under my authority take and convey to those in need. Indeed, according to especial need shall they bring to you those who shall, by direct contact, receive the extra help that such proximity can permit.
These two acts – thanksgiving and blessing prayers – will achieve the necessary balance between ‘intake and output’ as you have so succinctly described it. This enables the flow-through to continue and increase for the benefit of all. This is the Way of the Father until all shall be fulfilled.
Let none of these things be forced, contrived or in any way other than according to your heart’s desire. For herein lies enemy territory, with falsehood, deceit, seduction, pride, distraction and destruction.
All is well my beloveds. I am with you in all your endeavours. Be at peace in this certainty.
Thank you my beloved Lord and friend, Jesus/Yeshua.
* This refers to the Inner Plane Servers who ‘minister to the sick and fainting spirits of men’.
Holy Communion September 29, 1996
Do you not yet know that my desire is your desire; my joy your joy; that it is the Father’s good pleasure to give you the Kingdom; my good pleasure to have at heart your best interests; that you need not concern yourself with understanding, but with faith, hope and Love?
Beloved Jesus, my wonderful Lord and friend, I rejoice at the events of the last few days in which Thelma* has been rescued. My prayer is that my self-will interpretation and aspirations may not impinge upon the events, most of which are not known to me and I do not understand. I do pray also that we may understand, according to your wisdom and guiding, what is happening as far as we need to know for our own enlightenment and going forward.
My son, have no anxiety – all is well. Do you not yet know that my desire is your desire; my joy your joy; that it is the Father’s good pleasure to give you the Kingdom; my good pleasure to have at heart your best interests? Have you not understood that the timing is unimportant; for all is according to God’s perfect timing; that you need not concern yourself with understanding, but with faith, hope and love?
I commend you that you live in expectation of all things being made new; concern yourself not with where you are – and I am – on the journey. This shall allow the free-flowing of the Holy Spirit into all conditions for the Father’s transforming Love and Life to work its wonders.
Let your focus be on giving – Love and blessing and prayer for redemption and healing and for all lost souls to be restored to God. Let Papa and me be concerned with the outpouring to you, to your darling and to all, according to perfect wisdom and perfect timing. Are you concerned still with ‘second-guessing’ my activities, my beneficence, my bounty for all who love me? Are you yet unaware that I come quickly; that all things must be revealed from the ‘Hidden Place’, and this according to the seasons of readiness? Live in me in trust and obedience, that I may give you the keys to many chains. All is well, my son.
*Thelma is Theresa’s mother, who passed over in 1987, but had, as a result of guilt and fear, been oscillating between Light and darkness since then.
The following Diary entry was posted on May 14th 2008.
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Holy Communion October 6, 1996
My son, mind and understanding, when not under control of the Life Force – Spirit; the Life of God – become nothing more than an intellectual exercise in which self-control, self-will, self-fulfilment become the objectives. These are the yoke of the prince of time and place.
Beloved Lord Jesus, in you I put my trust, knowing that by so doing, I will never be confounded.
I don’t understand the arrangement/relationship between ‘understanding’ and ‘life-force.’
My son, mind and understanding, when not under control of the Life Force – Spirit; the Life of God – become nothing more than an intellectual exercise in which self-control, self-will, self-fulfilment become the objectives. These are the yoke of the prince of time and place.
It is needful for the aspirant to achieve abandonment of self to the perfect Will and wisdom of our Beloved Papa. Only by this obedience to Him do we gain control, for it is His gift to us; we do not need to understand it. Yes, the understanding will come, also His gift, to those who first humbly receive. Does the little child first need to understand the workings of that toy that his parents lovingly give to him? And is not the joy of the parents in the response, the wide-eyed wonderment, of their little one to the surprise and thrill of the gift?
Imagine the child who has set himself above this spontaneous joy, and rather than the pleasure of receiving the gift for what it is, wishes to dismantle it until he understands its workings. This then takes the place of the wonderment, and therefore the joy of receiving the gift and the pleasure that simply having it bestows upon him. As the joy of receiving and experiencing its working becomes more familiar and the at-one-ment of the child with its operation more complete, so will the spontaneous knowing or understanding, from the within of the child, come into his awareness, from the life force which is the Life, or Spirit, of his heavenly Father within him.
Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all things that you need shall be given to you. These are words of eternal reality. They do not counsel that you seek to understand before you desire the reality. But when you first desire that which is desirable in the sight of God, He will give it to you freely, for your enjoyment; as your comfort settles within that new place of being, so will the understanding come with it.
First you desired to know me, to have awareness of me. When first I spoke to you* in response to your desire, you had not only awareness of me but understanding. Whence came this understanding? Of your intellect? You know this is not so, for there was not time. Rather it was a gift, part of the gift, which Papa freely gave to you in response to your desire.
When you and Steve come together in my name for Kingdomly fellowship at the pub, it is from desire to have oneness with me. This brings illumination of the soul. Understanding this illumination is not complete at the time but follows after, when the illumination has become part of your growing.
First, always, let desire be your reason for doing anything, including your prayer and offering activity. Never let it be driven by sense of duty.
All is well; peace and joy be with you all.
Thank you Lord Jesus, for your love and wisdom and blessing. I love you.
* See SYFK, chapter 2, for the detailed description of this event.
The following Diary entries were posted on August 6th 2008.
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Holy Communion August 4, 1996
My son, focus on me and observe that I am radiating peace, harmony, balance, tranquillity, joy, Love. This is possible because I am One with Papa, our beloved eternal Father Creator. Let awareness of this image of me be for you the example for attunement.
At the beginning the Master Jesus was standing to my right, with joy radiating outwards. I had the sense that this is to show me that my speaking of the invitation for all who will to commune with Christ is me acting as his ‘mouthpiece’ for all to come to him. At the consecration of the bread I was impressed to add the words ‘… we consecrate this bread for the nourishment of many/all who will receive of it’. At the offering I was aware of Christopher waiting, with many fellow servers, to distribute the spiritual nourishment, refreshment and upliftment of the bread and wine. At the ‘Holy Hill’ I was aware of Ted striding back and forth like a ‘Kingdom Age sergeant major’ in front of the line of new ‘recruits’ offering them the water-into-wine and telling them how good and beneficial it will be for them, and that he speaks as one who knows, from the authority of his own experience.
Beloved Lord Jesus, my mind jumps back and forth between the wondrous joy and promise of that which this Service betokens and the many things of Earth-life distraction. I need your blessed help in remaining focused, for I am leaping about in all directions.
My son, focus on me and observe that I am radiating peace, harmony, balance, tranquillity, joy, Love. This is possible because I am One with Papa, beloved eternal Father Creator. He operates in Principle and according to the perfect, unfolding order of events, even as a plant grows and unfolds, not according to the Earth-mind progress of clock and calendar. All can be and will be accomplished according to His ordering and unfolding. It is to do with the surrendering of the leasehold over your own life affairs into His care.
I counsel you, focus on me and let awareness of this image of me be for you the example for attunement. With me and in my presence all is well, all is at peace. You have made this commitment of your life. Continue each day to do this and the act of renewal will, reciprocally, renew you in the commitment. Papa rejoices in faithfulness, trust, humility because these qualities allow recognition that it is He who has been, is and will be providing for you all that you accomplish in His Name and to His Glory. His Glory is your Glory because in truth you are one with Him, even as ALL is one with Him.
Without daily renewal of commitment in faith, trust and humility to obedience, the prince of time and place has ever more fertile soil in which to sow and cultivate seeds of pride, arrogance, belief that all is according to one’s own ability and accomplishment.
It is a great seduction from the Truth of Eternity, and ends in downfall and degradation of even the most sincere and humble souls. This is why I counsel you to be one-pointed, to keep on in this way; that I lead, do thou follow. These are the signposts which will ensure that you do not become lost in the wilderness. Let your eye be single – one-pointed – and truly your whole body shall become full of the Light of God’s Truth.
I am with you, my son. I rejoice in that which you and your beloved do in my name. Have neither fear nor anxiety for the small imperfections. You are within the aura of my guiding and protecting.
Thank you, beloved Jesus. I love you above all.
Holy Communion August 11, 1996
…according to your desire I will draw you, raise you up into My presence, where you will be My son and I will be your Father, fulfilling all that I have purposed in you, even as it shall be, and is, with all My children. You need do nothing, for it is already accomplished according to your desire.
Beloved heavenly Papa, I Love, I praise, your blessed Name; I thank you for sending us your Beloved to lead us back to You, and I rejoice at the wonderful job he has done/is doing. You know my heart’s desire, for you are Lord of Creation and know our innermost parts, and I have surrendered my leasehold to you. You have told me You want me to enter into the Holy of Holies. I know I do not know how to do this Papa, but I do desire to do it with all my heart and soul.
My son, you already know this is all that is required of you and that according to your desire I will draw you, raise you up into My presence, where you will be My son and I will be your Father, fulfilling all that I have purposed in you, even as it shall be, and is, with all My children. You need do nothing, for it is already accomplished according to your desire.
This is the power of desire for accomplishing, and this is why My beloved counselled of old, ‘Bless them that curse you’. You are all My children, created in My own likeness. You have no difficulty accepting that by blessing comes prosperity and by cursing comes destruction. So is it with the blessing and cursing by My children.
Be watchful for this and let your heart be full of Love and blessing, that you may be a pure channel of fulfilment of My Will in the Earth, for all with whom you come in contact. Let there be no indebtedness incurred that may hold back the progress of your heart’s desire, for all are invited to the Wedding Banquet and all are welcome into My Kingdom, from the least unto the greatest. So let your Light shine brightly before all men, that My rejoicing in you might be complete and your crown and sceptre radiate the pure ray of wholeness and completion. Keep yourself holy unto your Lord, that He may be joyful in His abode.
Thank you blessed Papa; I Love you.
The following Diary entry was posted on December 10th 2008.
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Holy Communion October 20, 1996
All is well; go in My Name and with My angels, which I have given you for your protection and peace. I give you My Love as a close-fitting garment, to encompass you and shield you from the darts of the enemies of Truth.
Beloved Papa, Wonderful, Loving, Heavenly Father, You know my heart and soul, my desire for Your Kingdom and righteousness. You know my desire to be faithful, trusting, obedient, committed to Your leading, guiding, Your perfect laws. You know my eagerness and my zeal to help shine the Light of spiritual truth, to dispel the darkness of this world.
My son, it is important that you remain within the conditions in which you feel safe, comfortable, protected. It is not My desire that there be any sacrifice other than thanksgiving. Let your heart and soul rejoice and give thanks for the Spirit of Truth which I am outpouring upon the world. Yes, there will be confrontations between opposing forces but I counsel you, avoid conflict. Bless; send peace and goodwill in all that you do. Seek reconciliation but do not compromise righteousness. Stand foursquare for Truth and Honour and dignity. Seek to uplift; avoid degradation. I will correct My little ones with the authority of Eternal Truth. Your job is to shine a Light, to win souls from the darkness. If I give you a message of correction to convey to someone of My choosing, be diligent in its delivering but be only the messenger.
All is well; go in My Name* and with My angels, which I have given you for your protection and peace. I give you My Love as a close-fitting garment, to encompass you and shield you from the darts of the enemies of Truth.
*I AM.
The following Diary entry was posted on February 25th 2009.
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Holy Communion November 3, 1996
Once you have decided your heart’s desire and committed it to Me, even as did my beloved firstborn, all is then outworked by My wisdom and My perfect Laws. You observe well, that with Me there are no accidents, for all fulfilment is by pre-ordination.
Blessed Papa, my beloved eternal Father, I give thanks to You, rejoice in You, that You love us and lead us by the Light of Eternal Truth.
My son, all these things were marked out for you and your beloved according to your birth vision, established only by your hearts’ desire, for there is never any compulsion upon My children to do that for which they are not ready.
Once you have decided your heart’s desire and committed it to Me, even as did my beloved firstborn, all is then outworked by My wisdom and My perfect Laws. You observe well, that with Me there are no accidents, for all fulfilment is by pre-ordination. By your one-pointed commitment, your desire and your love, you aspire ever toward Me and I draw you by My Love for you. This greatly increases the opportunities for fulfilment of your birth vision because you actively seek to co-operate with that which draws you – the Spirit of Truth, which I have established in your hearts. The chances of failure or missing the target, the goal, are obviated by active commitment.
As My little ones begin to awaken and are drawn closer to Me, so shall they realise this and increasingly desire to know Me. And My heart’s desire, My Will, is that all My little ones should come to know Me. For this purpose I have authorised this perfect plan, this Great Rescue Programme, for fulfilling all that I have made known to My Beloved through the Living Word, that all who love Me may come, once more, to know Me and return to My Household.
I love you Heavenly Papa. Thank You for this, Your word of upliftment.
All goes forward unto the fulfilment of that which I have purposed. Rejoice, bless, give thanks, praise, sing the New Song.
The following Diary entry was posted on April 29th 2009.
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Holy Communion November 10, 1996
Concern yourself not with the outworking, which I will perform for you, but only with the desire-thought... that many... might come to the place of fellowship of Heaven by which they may go forward.
King Hal1 has been present, holding onto false pride, reluctant to go forward, but showing some signs of readiness. Thomas More spoke to him through me, that until he acknowledges that the Lord Jesus is not just “the Lord” but Lord of his life, he could not go forward.
Steve’s mum, Joan, who left her body several years ago, came in, very diffident, and tapped Steve on the shoulder from behind. I heard her say, very timidly, almost in a whisper, to Steve, “Hi Steve, it’s me.” Steve quickly became attuned to her wavelength and he heard her say, “I am lost”. Steve said, “No, mum; the Lord loves you, just as all sorts were invited to the great banquet”. I then saw my mother sitting with Joan, reassuring her. Alleluia.
Lord Jesus, THANKS be to you, from the depths of my heart, for the glory, wonder, Love, joy and fulfilment that comes from that which we do in your Name.
Have I not said, ‘Keep on in this way…2’!? It is my good pleasure and the joy of my heart not just to see many go forward by your sincerity in that which you do, but for each individual. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit not only the Earth but also the Kingdom.
Concern yourself not with the outworking, which I will perform for you but only with the desire-thought. This is where your energies are needed, that many who cannot rise up to the Light, even though they are, unbeknown to themselves, ready to enter in and receive the unspotted garment, might come to the place of fellowship of Heaven by which they may go forward. This is the ‘Occupying’ that I require of you ‘until I come,’ and then shall new responsibilities be yours according to the diligence by which you have fulfilled that which I have committed to your care. Be thou faithful and one-pointed; seek not the outcome. It shall be made known to you according to the time of readiness.
All is well, my beloveds; I am well pleased. My peace and eternal joy be with you, my good and faithful servants and my beloved friends. Go in peace.
1 This refers to Henry VIII, into whose presence I was recently brought at Penshurst Place in Kent. Full details of this are recorded in SYFK, Vignette 2.
2 ‘... and greater revelation shall come to you,’ completes his oft-repeated saying.
The following Diary entry was posted on July 1st 2009.
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Holy Communion November 17, 1996
Love is the power which draws all the children together into the oneness of Sonship in Me. Continue to send out your Love and blessings – the Love and blessings that I have freely given to you – from your heart and soul to all My little ones everywhere, for their peace and restoration.
Steve’s mother, Joan,* is going forward wonderfully well. Alleluia!
Papa has shown me the analogy of pulling out unwanted clothing from the cupboard and examining each item carefully, one at a time, to see if I’m really ready to discard it, representing aspects of my character, or unresolved issues, in which I am not at peace.
My son, have no anxiety for discarding any item; it is not you who will select an item and bring it out: it is I who will do it for you. It will be a private event between you and Me only and it will be only as I perceive your readiness to review the status of any individual item. You have committed these matters – your going forward – to Me. I have heard your prayer; I have observed its sincerity. I will perform it for you by your commitment. Our relationship is a partnership – you Love and revere Me; I Love, honour and respect you. We do things together as Father and son, one teaching, the other learning, both with Love and joy singing in our hearts for each other.
We are a family, and your family is part of My family. It is a special joy to Me. The size of the family of the children of Earth has no bearing on My Love for all, My caring attention to all. And all who are willing participants pull together for the blessing, well-being and comfort of all.
Love is the power which draws all the children together into the oneness of Sonship in Me. Continue to send out your Love and blessings – the Love and blessings that I have freely given to you – from your heart and soul to all My little ones everywhere, for their peace and restoration.
Remember that even the oppressors are ‘victims’ of evil, otherwise they would not be oppressors. Love them all equally, even as I Love them all. Pray for their going forward. My perfect Laws shall ensure that all is brought back into balance.
Leave that to Me and do not allow the enemy to trap you into sending negative energy to an already negative condition, for it simply adds fuel to the fire.
With Love in your heart and desire for the Kingdom in your soul, how can you go wrong? Love Me and Love your fellows unequivocally. All else is within My power to perform. Joy and peace eternally.
* See Diary entry for November 10th 1996 for details about Joan.
The following Diary entry was posted on September 2nd 2009.
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Holy Communion November 24, 1996
My son, as I have said before, this is my purpose: the rescue of all who will, that they may enter into the great banquet chamber and partake of the Joy of my Father’s House. From the least unto the greatest – all are invited.
Hal* came in yesterday and we had a long heart to heart. He accepts me as a true (not sycophantic) friend now, and at the start of the Service he came in again. We conversed at length. I told him he is no longer king. He said if he gave up all this he would have nothing; he was fearful at this. I told him that outwardly, Jesus had nothing in this life but he was the only true King of this world. I said we must be prepared to give up everything, in accord with the Lord’s teaching. At that moment I became aware of the Master Jesus and Sir Thomas More being with us, although Hal had no such awareness at that moment. Thomas spoke to Hal through me: ‘Hal, there is only one true King and that is Jesus of Nazareth; until you can acknowledge him not just as ‘the Lord’ but Lord of your life, in all sincerity, you cannot go forward.’
As the impact of those words sunk in, Hal suddenly became aware of the Master and immediately, spontaneously, fell to his knees, bowed his head in allegiance and said, in deep humility, ‘My liege.’ The Master, radiating joy, peace and love, stepped forward and reached out his arms to Hal, saying, “Arise, Sir Hal.” He took the Master’s hands and stood. As he did so his raiment was transformed to a simple white robe, except he still had on his hat. I said, “Hal, you still have on your old hat!” He became aware of it and pulled it off his head and threw it over his shoulder, saying with great joy and emphasis – “I don’t need that any more!” At last he has gone forward and accepted the Lord’s reality.
Thank you for this, beloved Lord. I feel much more relaxed about these things and that they are less of a ‘side-show’ to me – more that this is our work for you and for the Kingdom and that we aren’t doing this to see how many ‘side-show’ attractions we can notch up.
My son, as I have said before, this is my purpose: the rescue of all who will, that they may enter into the great banquet chamber and partake of the Joy of my Father’s House. From the least unto the greatest – all are invited. Prestige and position in the Earth have nothing to do with such in the Kingdom, as you well know, unless Papa bestows it thus. But in the world of mammon it is better to be a pauper and have the riches of Eternity stored up, than to seek the recognition of the unrighteous.
There is much to do and you have already accomplished much. It is I who bring all things to your awareness and prepare you for fulfilment of all things according to your birth vision. Let not the understanding of others influence your perception, save where it is in harmony with that which I have brought to you. Truly, the Kingdom is within and only within can it be found. Seek ye it and continue in that which I have instructed and led you, for it is right and according to your need and your desire.
All is well. I am Yeshua Messiah, your Lord; Jesus of Nazareth, in whom the Law and the Prophets are all fulfilled.
I love you Lord, I rejoice in you, I thank you, I praise your holy Name.
* Henry VIII, king of England 1509-1547. For full details, please see SYFK, Part Two, Vignette number 2, ‘Hal/Sitting Bull’.
The following Diary entry was posted on November 4th 2009.
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Holy Communion December 1, 1996
It is not so that the glory shall not be yours, and the crown of attainment not be placed upon your head. This crown and glory is possible only by commitment, obedience, trust and faith. This allows fulfilment of all that is purposed in you, and without you no such works could be accomplished.
This has been a very inspiring and uplifting Service, filled with the Love and joy of Heaven and many new awarenesses.
I saw Hal,* gone forward and filled with joy and newness of life, humble, walking and ‘fellowshipping’ among his new friends. He and Sitting Bull came to each other, face-to-face, about a foot apart, and for a long time stood, looking deep into each other’s souls, communicating back and forth (telepathically, with not a single word being uttered) the racial history and interchange of centuries, coming to new understanding of each other in light of the Lord’s purposes in them, as it flowed into their awareness – a need to work together for a reconciliation between their peoples – Native American and European Man. I could sense the exchange of information flowing between them through their eyes and it reminded me of two computers uploading and downloading terabytes of information each to the other, very rapidly. There was no emotion expressed on either’s countenance.
Then, after what must have been a couple of minutes, they each turned slightly to the left, intertwined their right arms, hands clasped in brotherhood, pointing upward ‘toward God’ and danced a curious two-step of small tiptoe steps, first clockwise and then anticlockwise, switching arms as they changed direction, eyes still interlocked, now in peace and understanding and commitment; a dance of celebration that cemented this new coming together that symbolises a nascent, incipient re-uniting in God of these two peoples. Alleluia!
The Master has been close throughout, and as I pondered Theresa and me being brought together as Companions of the Way, and the unfolding pattern of our lives together, he said, “My purposes in you shall be fulfilled”.
Master Jesus, beloved Lord and friend, thank you that you are bringing about a new sense of dependence on you and that you are doing these things for us, not we for you. I am much more relaxed because I can see your hand at work in all the matters and events which are causing things to move more slowly than I, in my impatience, wanted and anticipated.
My son, I rejoice in this, your acceptance. This is necessary for the going forward, the accomplishment, the fulfilment of all that I have purposed in you both; and it is I who will accomplish it in, by and through you, by your Love, commitment and co-operation. This is necessary, for you are unaware of all the details needful for successfully negotiating and navigating the otherwise tortuous path of progress. It is not so that the glory shall not be yours, and the crown of attainment not be placed upon your head. This crown and glory is possible only by commitment, obedience, trust and faith. This allows fulfilment of all that is purposed in you, and without you no such works could be accomplished.
Think of it this way: can an unco-operative child be brought successfully to the development and fulfilment of his potential, which his loving parents so readily see in him? And yet, because he is as yet a child, his strength, his co-ordination, his understanding, his balance is incomplete for the tasks, so his parents coach him, instruct him, encourage him, love him, protect him, discipline and nurture him and ensure that that which they see as his potential is brought to fulfilment by diligent, one-step-at-a-time leading. It is a joint, co-operative approach: the child could not succeed without the love, guidance, tutoring, discipline of the parents, and the parents could not bring about the fulfilment, not only without the child’s existence but without his co-operation.
Therefore I counsel you, keep on in this way, my son, and all shall be fulfilled. You and your beloved are a wondrous team – you are precious joy to me. All is well; seek my presence in all your endeavours. I am there, with you.
* For full details on this extensive experience, please see SYFK, Part Two, Vignette 2.
The following Diary entry was posted on December 23rd 2009.
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Holy Communion December 8, 1996
...do not go seeking souls upon whom to press your sweetmeats, your delicacies and the wine of my Love from the banquet table; rather, wait, and I shall bring to you those who are ready. Await my word in all matters and your desire to give shall be fulfilled.
Hal1 said, “You have sung the New Song and I have danced the Dance of Freedom!”
Two cowboys from the modern era came in and have been participating in the Service, one more readily than his friend. The whole scene was transformed to one of a rural diner in West Texas.
Jim2, the Scottish ship’s doctor has been ministering to those who fell at the battle of Flodden Field, offering of the bread of life rather than bandages and medicine. There were countless souls still lying on the ground just where they fell at that terrible battle in 1513. I saw him moving from one to the next, ministering to each individually with great tenderness, Love and compassion as they lay there.
Blessed Jesus, my Lord and my friend, I feel freed up from the ‘side-show3 consciousness’ and now more and more events are taking place.
My beloved son, it has been needful to restore balance and perspective in these matters, so that you did not get carried away/titillated by psychic phenomena. My admonition3 was needful to bring this to your awareness. Now you are able to be more serviceable to many in need of your help, and so your desire is able to commence undergoing fulfilment. You do this – you desire to do this – because of your Love for me; and because of your one-pointed commitment to me, to the Kingdom and to Papa, we are able to do this for you.
I know it is your desire to do this for your fellows in the Earth-life, whether still asleep, or bound to a particular, false doctrine concerning me. I counsel you, your willingness to keep silent shall be more serviceable in the accomplishing of this than your desire to speak out. If you speak out hastily,4 from your zeal, without awaiting my peace, harm may result. If you keep silent and commit each situation to me, those who are ready I shall prompt and this shall be your cue, your invitation to speak of me. This is what I mean when I say do not go seeking souls upon whom to press your sweetmeats, your delicacies and the wine of my Love from the banquet table; rather, wait, and I shall bring to you those who are ready. Await my word in all matters and your desire to give shall be fulfilled. All is very well and my heart is full of joy at this day. Be thou also JOYFUL!
1Henry VIII. For details please see SYFK, Part 2, Vignette 2.
2 For details please see SYFK, Part 2, Vignette 22.
3For explanation of this please see Diary entry dated September 15th 1996.
4 This refers to a heated exchange with a vicar over conflicting interpretations of scripture.
The following Diary entry was posted on February 10th 2010.
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Holy Communion December 15, 1996
You have given your thanks to Me, My son; I have given to you My Love, My peace, My blessing. Receive of them freely and take them in unto yourself. Let them course through you. Be still and feel them within you strengthen, uplift and restore your well-being... I Am the giver of Life.
I have felt the influence of a debilitating ‘flu condition affecting my concentration, but I believe the objective of the Service is for our attunement with Papa, that we might receive Life abundant from Him. Also, that we might use this as a wonderful opportunity to be vessels of His Love and beacons of His Light for the upliftment of all who will respond to what we do, and receive of what we offer in Papa’s Name.
Beloved Papa, I know You Love us; that every moment You are sending Your Love and Your renewing Spirit of Life to restore us.
You have given your thanks to Me, My son; I have given to you My Love, My peace, My blessing. Receive of them freely and take them in unto yourself. Let them course through you. Be still and feel them within you strengthen, uplift and restore your well-being. All is well; have no concern. I Am the giver of Life.
The desire of your heart is known to Me, My son. Let it be within you a living, growing condition. Nourish it with thanksgiving, praise and rejoicing. Prune it with obedience, trust, patience; and by the Light and Love which I Am outpouring upon you it shall bring forth much fruitfulness. Be assured, My son, the time of harvest draws near. Be diligent in your one-pointedness, that no tares despoil the purity of that which I have ordained in you.
Thank you beloved Papa.
I felt woozy and nodded off, but awoke feeling as if Papa had placed a charge of new Life within me. It went right down to my toes and warmed my feet.
The following Diary entry was posted on March 17th 2010.
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Holy Communion December 22, 1996. Pre-Christmas celebration!
My son, because you have been faithful and have kept the very name of My beloved first-born alive and sacred above all in your heart, and have desired the Kingdom of My Love and Joy, you begin to experience the re-establishing of the Power and Authority of My eternal Living Word of Truth in your life.
Papa, what a joyous, uplifting experience this has been, where the structure of a ‘dark side’ occult group operation has been broken like a potter’s vessel by the very power in the Name of our beloved Lord Jesus Christ, as Honora1 has gone forward and been freed from its grip, and its power structure has disintegrated. This has brought sharply into focus the reality of the power of Jesus’ Name.
My son, because you have been faithful and have kept the very name of My beloved first-born alive and sacred above all in your heart, and have desired the Kingdom of My Love and Joy, you begin to experience the re-establishing of the Power and Authority of My eternal Living Word of Truth in your life.
I say unto you, My son, all the group power structures of Earth which are not of My Name shall be dispelled in an instant, just as you have seen. Have no concern that you must ‘do’ anything. Await only the guiding of the cube lamp2, which shall lead you to the places where, by your obedience, the living Word may be spoken. This shall not be by your deciding but by My guiding. Seek no such opportunities, so that great structures do not fall upon you; only respond to those circumstances in which you are led by the Spirit in accordance with your desire, and commit all details to My care.
This which you have witnessed today is possible by desire; your desire, the desire of My firstborn and of all who have betrothed themselves to him in whom I am so well pleased. Rejoice this day for all that has come to pass and all that shall be fulfilled through him. All the halls of Heaven reverberate with ‘Hallelujahs’ to him.
1On Tuesday night I dreamt of an occult group in the woods trying to win recruits with a demonstration of psychic power. I spoke out against this, saying this was only psychic phenomena and had nothing to do with Almighty God, the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth or the Kingdom of Heaven. The leader of this group was a woman named Honora. She became very histrionic at my intervention, making all manner of dark threats, but had no power against me.
This morning Steve saw Honora, still dressed in black, brought to her knees in humility and repentance by the power of the Lord’s name. As she came to the Lord, her black garment was crumbling away, and so was the occult group power disintegrating to nothingness. Honora was transformed into a humble, committed follower of the Lord Jesus!
2 For an explanation of the cube lamp please follow this link: http://www.members.shaw.ca/communion/An%20Open%20Door.pdf and scroll down to page 18, to the item headed ‘OUT-OF-THE-BODY INSTRUCTION IN GREAT PYRAMID OF EGYPT.’
The following Diary entry was posted on April 7th 2010.
Holy Communion December 29, 1996
Your one-pointed commitment to my name – and therefore, to me – is your power and your protection because Papa has given me this power for all my brethren in response to my desire and commitment. This power is freely available to all who will receive of it.
We are within an area fenced off with a metal railing fence, and spirit gatekeepers are operating a turnstile through which people must pass in order to gain entry. Albert* was getting people to queue, saying there was plenty of time and plenty of space for all. There were great throngs of people outside, pressing hard against the fence, eager to enter. I realised that we must remain where we are (within the protected area) and others would be brought to us under Christ authority. The Master said, “All is well”, and his breath covered us with his peace, enveloping and surrounding us, and abiding with us. I could hear the IPS singing the hymn “All hail the power of Jesus’ Name” throughout the Service.
Beloved Master and Lord, the emerging awareness of your power to accomplish, the power in your very Name, is so staggering I feel almost overawed by it.
Names are but symbols. Some names in time and place are symbols of power for destruction, for fear, just as are some words. This has no meaning in Heaven, where all is peace, joy and Love unending. Your name is rising in tempo and power as your desire for the Kingdom and the illumination it brings you refines your vibration and further increases your power. My name, whether Jesus Christ of Nazareth or Yeshua Messiah, is power to fulfil according to my desire and commitment. My desire and commitment for the Kingdom and to all my little ones – my flock – is absolute; and so, therefore, is the power of my name.
In the hearts and minds and lives of those who Love me it is power of strength, enlightenment, upliftment and fulfilment. In those who reject me it is power to bring disintegration of false structures. This is why the enemy tries to stop the use of my name in the hearts, minds and mouths of my flock, save in scorn, contempt or derision.
Your one-pointed commitment to my name – and therefore, to me – is your power and your protection because Papa has given me this power for all my brethren in response to my desire and commitment. This power is freely available to all who will receive of it.
All in Papa’s creation is perfectly ordered and structured according to the Principles of Life of the Father. To enter into His Most Holy Place it is necessary to be aligned with this. You cannot accomplish this of yourself, but by your desire He will accomplish it for you. Peace and joy is yours in response and according to your desire for it. All is well.
*Albert is an uncle of Steve’s in spirit who was rescued, by Steve’s blessing-prayer, from a dark and dismal place and has now become a committed Christ server.
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