The following Diary entries were posted on May 24th 2006.
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Holy Communion January 1, 1995
…there are many multitudes lost in the wilderness of their own making, that they see not the loving arms of their Father, who prepares for them the banquet, to welcome them back to the inheritance which is rightfully theirs.
Beloved Lord Jesus, we rejoice with glad hearts at the beauty, love and glory of this wondrous Service and at the wonderful start to this new year with the rescue of dear Valerie from her exile in resentment.*
My son, friend and faithful servant, I, too, rejoice at this going forward of the little one, even as I rejoice at the rescue of each and every little one. As you know, there are many multitudes lost in the wilderness of their own making, that they see not the loving arms of their Father, who prepares for them the banquet, to welcome them back to the inheritance which is rightfully theirs.
There is much rescue work to be done, even still. By this Service of devotion and commitment you are in the best position to effect many acts of mercy. I know this is the desire of your heart. Let it not be clouded by reservation that Earth-mind conditions would create, to hold back so many acts of kindness. Let your heart out-rule your head in these moments and leave the details to me. Your desire and commitment have created all that is needful to accomplish your work of rescue.
Leave all matters in my hands, that the work be from your heart. It is your desire force that is needed for this work.
Peace and joy you with you all, for much will be accomplished for the Kingdom this year.
*This refers to my sister-in-law, who passed away from breast cancer several years ago. She suddenly appeared here at the beginning of the Service. She never had any time for ‘religion’ during her Earthly life. I believe this is because she lost her father to cancer when she was only 13 and so inwardly her perception was that God had taken her beloved dad from her, turning her very much against her heavenly Father.
I greeted her and explained that this Service is simply my way of seeking eternal truth, just as she is, no doubt in her own way; she replied, “Running away from it, more like”. This shocked me greatly, to think that anyone could be so fearful of the truth of Eternity as to wish to hide from it. It was a salutary eye-opener for me.
Later in the Service I saw her dad come up behind her and tap her on the shoulder, grinning from ear to ear. She turned to see who it was and when she saw him she flung her arms around his neck as if she would never let go and, speaking like an ecstatic 13-year-old she said, “Daddy, daddy, I’ve found my beloved daddy!” It was a truly joyous reunion.
Holy Communion January 8, 1995
You see me relaxed and at peace; this is because I Know that all is according to cosmic Law; eternal Principle. All that is needful is to harmonise with the Life of the Father and cosmic Law will attend to the details.
The Master has been very close, showing himself in a very relaxed fashion and I saw Val, recently reunited with her dad. When I said to her, Peace be with you, Val, she said, “I do have it now.”
Lord and Master, you are my beloved friend and I see how relaxed you are about everything, yet after all this time I still get uptight about wanting everything to be right.
My beloved friend, you are still in time and place, where all moves toward fulfilment from the place where it is. That place is imperfection. Be not downcast over this, for I make all things new. Your Gemini character experiences the duality of your perception – perfectly structured organisation in the realms of your heart’s desire, at hand in your consciousness, but at the same time, the imperfections of Earth-life awareness even for yourself and your family and loved ones. Take heart! All is according to plan. I am in control of all matters. Leave them to me, for I am able.
You see me relaxed and at peace; this is because I know that all is according to cosmic Law, eternal Principle. All that is needful is to harmonise with the Life of the Father and cosmic Law will attend to the details. My ability is through oneness with the Father. Of myself I can do nothing. Of yourself you also can do nothing. Allow the Life of the Father Creator to take full occupancy of His Temple and He will perform for you, in you, by you, through you, His will. This can be so only when your will is one with His will. Do not set yourself deadlines – go with the flow and ebb of energies. These are all within His sphere of influence and will be brought into harmony, in spite of the efforts of the enemy to the contrary. Pay them no heed. They are as nothing. Focus on fulfilment. All is well. Peace be with you.
Holy Communion January 22, 1995
…all goes forward apace, and you with the flow. Be peaceful, for such a sudden movement of awareness is like an Earthquake; it creates a sense of breathlessness upon first impact.
Lord Jesus, I feel a new awareness of your power to transform, to make all things new, awakening in my consciousness. It is as if a layer of the veil of Earth-life denseness has been removed and there is more direct contact with the Realms of Light, the realms that are one with your Love, power and authority.
My beloved son and friend, Brian, what you feel is reality, for all goes forward apace, and you with the flow. Be peaceful, for such a sudden movement of awareness is like an Earthquake; it creates a sense of breathlessness upon first impact. I counsel you, let it settle upon you until you are comfortable in the new place. Then shall new growth and strength consolidate the position until all is back in equilibrium. It is not wise to attempt any action based on such new awareness, any more than placing control over a major project in the care of a freshman, or even a new graduate.
I will accomplish the unfoldment for you; it is my good pleasure and joy to bring this to you. All that is required is desire and willingness to receive that for which you are ready. Only this way can peace, harmony and balance be maintained, and anxiety, which is, as you know, tremulous, be kept at bay.
All is well. Leave all to me. I am well pleased at your faithfulness, my beloved. The Law shall prevail and be fulfilled in all who abide in it. Rejoice and give thanks to Almighty God and be glad at His good works.
Holy Communion January 29, 1995
Walk with me. Talk with me. Breathe with me. Live with me. Let the Kingdom envelop and surround and permeate your being.
Beloved Lord, I notice the conscious awareness of the Inner Plane is usually turned right down when we of the Earth-life are experiencing problems with our health.
Brian, my son, as always, be at peace; you know this is no failure or judgement for wrongdoing. There is much to learn and understand of the complex interrelationship of energy activity between mind, body and spirit. In your mind and heart you may wish to be operating at the highest level of aspiration and spiritual awareness. This is understandable when Earth is in darkness and you wish to be one, again, with the Light, and when you are passionate in your desire for the Light of spiritual reality to shine in the Earth-life affairs of man, to hasten an Awakening.
You also know, for I have assured you many times, this will not hasten the unfoldment of the programme for raising-up the children of Earth. Your prayers and Love and attunement will help you and will help all for whom you pray, and will add to the transforming Light. But the season is pre-determined, even as are the seasons of the year. All that you do in my name and with commitment to me and the Kingdom in your heart will contribute sunshine to the days, even though it will not change the seasons; therefore, keep on, with goodwill. Have no fear. Be of good cheer. Relax and enjoy each and every day. All is well. Walk with me. Talk with me. Breathe with me. Live with me. Let the Kingdom envelop and surround and permeate your being. I will expand your influence among the children of Earth. This is possible by your commitment. It is like a dynamo generating Light energy, which draws the little ones to the Light. Joy be with you all.
Holy Communion February 5, 1995
By giving your life unreservedly to Him who has power of Holy Spirit, He will abide in you and bring power and control in your life.
Beloved Jesus, when my uncertainty about almost everything looms like a great dominating cloud, filling my horizon, there is one thing of which I am certain above all things: you are real, you are my beloved friend, you are able to lead me forward along the path of progress.
My son, you are already of the Kingdom of eternal Life and Love; this is assured by your commitment and by your desire. Yes, the enemy abounds in every place of Earth-life experience, seeking to sow confusion and doubt in even the most robust heart.
As you know, the waters of life ebb and flow, and this is the realm of the prince of time and place. While you are in the time and place consciousness you will experience the ebb and flow of psychic conditions – this is inevitable.
As you know also, Holy Spirit has power over the realm of water. By giving your life unreservedly to Him who has power of Holy Spirit, He will abide in you and bring power and control in your life. It is not of Earth-mind understanding but of Life Force – pure Spirit. This control grows from one level to another.
As you approach a new level it appears insuperable, but in faith, trust and commitment you shall prevail in your wrestling until, without knowing how or when it came about, you shall find new control. You know not how or when it comes about because it is not you who accomplish this; it is accomplished for you by your faith and trust. Be still and allow yourself to be led, for you have made the commitment; so it shall be done. You need do nothing but only be at peace. Doing this or doing that, neither will unfold the secret path at your feet. Rather do thou follow where I lead. By this shall all be well with you.
Holy Communion February 19, 1995
…cosmic Law is such that it is inevitable that however deep the pit into which God’s children choose to descend, there is only one ultimate path and this is to saving, uplifting, transforming into the radiant Light of eternity.
Val, reunited with her dad, starting to be drawn forward, said, “I could not believe in a God who took my dad from me.”
Jesus, Lord, friend, Master; I see the power and influence of your life growing in the lives of the little ones of Earth-life.
My son, my friend, Brian; the chains of the enemy begin to be broken from the hands and feet of my little ones. This is the beginning. All that has gone before has been necessary for the outworking of the purpose of our Father, for the little ones are His children and must be free to decide for themselves the path of Light and Truth.
Nevertheless, I tell you Brian, that cosmic Law is such that it is inevitable that however deep the pit into which God’s children choose to descend, there is only one ultimate path and this is to saving, uplifting, transforming into the radiant Light of eternity. This is simply because the great, the only, eternal reality is Love. All else that is not founded in Love is temporal and must pass away.
However long it might take, this is the destiny of the children of Earth because they are all His children. The stranglehold of the prince of time and place must and will be relinquished in due season. But Love is creative, energy, Life and has no limitation to seek, rescue, redeem, uplift, transform, make whole. It cannot simply permit the little ones to flounder in the sea of chaos and mayhem, for it responds to cries for help and seeks to nurture and provide comfort. Thus is the plan, infallible and unstoppable. It grows and gathers momentum. The Earth-mind consciousness has no understanding and this makes the whole plan unconfoundable.
It is of the Life force, and grows imperceptibly from the within into the without. Those who have not the eye to see can have no comprehension. Thus goes out the call, ‘Ask, Seek, Knock; the Kingdom awaits all who will enter in’. Rejoice! It is accomplished.
The following Diary entries were posted on August 16th 2006.
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Holy Communion February 26, 1995
Wherever you are, wherever you go, I am there before you. Hold fast to that which I have given you and let this Light shine for the children of Earth to see and know of this living reality.
Blessed, beloved Lord Jesus, never have we had Communion as this before.
The Master said “The Word”, as I spoke “I am Alpha and Omega”. So many words and new awarenesses have come in Lord, I feel as if we are at ‘warp’ power. He said, “Because you have loved me, you have seen that I have loved you”.
Brian, my beloved son, my beloved friend; as never before I rejoice at the going forward which you all experience today. This is my joy to give you and to continue giving unto the fulfilment of all the purpose of the Kingdom programme. Now you begin to glimpse that there has never been a banquet feast as this.
Keep on in this way, that the outpouring of my spirit and the guiding of my living word may restore and uplift you to the heights of Heaven and guide you in your Earth life work for the Kingdom.
Speak not, save you hear the words given to you from the within by Holy Spirit, for these, as you have already witnessed, are the Spirit of Truth. They shall uplift the righteous and cut asunder the children of the wicked.* This cannot be but by your obedience to my leading. This is the insulation which protects you from damage by the power of the Word.
Have no fear, for your commitment is known to me and enables you to be protected. Wherever you are, wherever you go, I am there before you. Hold fast to that which I have given you and let this Light shine for the children of Earth to see and know of this living reality. Peace and joy everlasting is my gift for you all, my beloveds. REJOICE!
*This may sound like a spirit of judgement, but is simply very figurative terminology and is intended to convey that those who are ready (by truly seeking and earnestly desiring) to receive and understand the esoteric ‘mysteries’ can and will go forward by their new understanding – led by their Teacher (for when the Student is ready, truly, the Teacher comes) – but those who hear the words but have no light of spiritual discernment (who have no desire to truly expand their vision of eternal reality) will simply be left where they are; namely, within the illusory world of ego-mind, where all that is the antithesis of the Kingdom of Heaven holds sway. Such ‘slumberers’ will continue to be subject to those conditions. These are the conditions typified by what is observed when one switches on the TV News. But the good news is that even such ‘slumberers’ are still and always loved unconditionally and will never, ever be abandoned. Whenever the time or circumstances come when they do become ready to awaken and go forward, the Spirit of Truth will be there, waiting to respond to the seeking but never interfering with free will.
Holy Communion March 5, 1995
…all is according to the Living Word. The Living Word is Love, it is power, it is wisdom. Think you that any single matter might be left to chance?
“It is because I am come”
(that all is falling apart at the seams!)At the consecration of the bread the Master said, of the bread, “I am the resurrection and the life”.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I thank you that you are my friend and that you have all power for accomplishing the Father’s will in all the Earth.
You see one extra glimpse now, Brian, that all is according to the Living Word. The Living Word is Love, it is power, it is wisdom. Think you that any single matter might be left to chance? All is known, from the beginning and has been authorised by my power, given by our Father because I have shown my Love for my little ones in the Earth by laying down my life in order to take it again, that I might show my little ones the Love of my Father for them. Fulfilment was accomplished on the cross. From thence forward the affairs of Earth-life were re-established in the Light. Now does all move forward to completion. The order of Mammon indeed shall be shattered as a potter’s vessel, that the New Order, already created, can be manifested in place of the old. It is necessary for this to be so, and it is my desire for you to know and understand because of your faithfulness. In this way can superstition and ignorance be replaced by sight, knowledge of eternal reality, wisdom, rejoicing and upliftment to the highest chambers of the banquet hall for all who will enter in. For it is my desire also that all should know me, from the least unto the greatest, and be my beloved, and I his and her beloved friend.
Holy Communion March 12, 1995
…rejoicing at those things which you experience as the good and uplifting things of life is of the Father and His Kingdom. Being downcast and confused by the many things you do not yet comprehend is of the enemy and opens your psychic door to its realm of doubt, confusion and fear.
The Teacher says, “We go forward!”
As I partook of the wine I was suddenly aware of Val* kneeling with me to partake. She said, “I have held back in fear and resentment too long; now it is time to let go and go forward.” I saw Ted whooping with delight and dancing an Indian-type dance of celebration, leaning forward and backward as he skipped about. Then, a complete and instantaneous reconciliation between Betty and Val, genuine, forgiving, warm and affectionate.** The Master said, “All is well.” I said, “Peace and joy be with you Val,” and she said, “I have peace and joy now.”
Lord Jesus, there is so much about which to rejoice and so much we don't know and understand.
Brian, my friend, rejoicing at those things which you experience as the good and uplifting things of life is of the Father and His Kingdom. Being downcast and confused by the many things you do not yet comprehend is of the enemy and opens your psychic door to its realm of doubt, confusion and fear. I do assure you, my son, that all things shall be made known by your faithful and one-pointed following of my leading.
Listen for my voice of guidance and direction only, and fear not that you know not, neither can you yet see the Way. Trust in me and walk one step at a time as I lead, revealing the path before you as you take each step in blind faith. Think not that all should be known to you, for you have not yet trodden the path. How then could that which lies ahead be known to you? Be content to be a little one, safe in my all-encompassing embrace.
Thanks be to Almighty God for your all-sufficient knowledge, wisdom and power, Jesus, my Lord and beloved friend.
Herein is fulfilment for you, and all who follow me. It is ordained.
* This is my sister-in-law. For more details on her see the January 1st 1995 Diary entry.
** There had been some bad vibes between my mother, Betty, and Val during their time in the Earth life.
Holy Communion March 19, 1995
Freely have you received of the meat and drink of my banquet table; freely give.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I rejoice in your wisdom, power and Love, whereby you have brought together me and my beloved Companion of the Way, that we may share the unfolding pattern of God’s purpose in us for his wonderful glory. I rejoice also at this 27th anniversary of our togetherness in this, our Earthly life.
My son, my friend; this has been possible by your faithful commitment, by asking of me and by your allowing and asking that our Father’s will be done in this matter, as in all things. And now do you rejoice that this Way becomes ever more pleasant as the Light of the Father shines increasingly upon you. For unto all who faithfully serve is the true reward of Heaven freely given. Now is the time of entering into fulfilment.
The path that you have trodden has been necessary for your going forward, and that you and your beloved may be prepared for helping your fellows along the path of their progress. I will bring many such to your door. Do thou ever open unto them, as many as I shall send, in my name. Freely have you received of the meat and drink of my banquet table; freely give. There shall be much rejoicing in the innermost chambers. All is well.
The following Diary entries were posted on November 15th 2006.
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Holy Communion March 26, 1995
I tell you, my friend, friendship is all the more precious because it is easy. Do you not love me because I am at ease, that my expectations of you are nought? This way we have joy and trust in each other.
As I partook of the New Wine, at the words, “I drink this new wine of the Kingdom,” the Master said, “I drink with you.” This is a certain affirmation that we are now in the Kingdom, for in Matthew 26 verse 29 he says, “I say unto you I will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine, until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father’s Kingdom.”
Blessed Jesus, my beloved Lord, Master and friend, I love you.
My son: yes, you are my beloved friend. Friends do not have to put on airs and graces do they? Can they not relax and be at peace, knowing that in true friendship there is no spirit of criticism or judgement, but of acceptance of each other as they are, for what they are, with foibles and imperfections and eccentricities. And does not such acceptance make the friendship what it is? And do not the foibles make the friend yet the more treasured and yet the more endearing? And do you not wish your loved ones would not try too hard for everything to be perfect for you? I tell you, my friend, friendship is all the more precious because it is easy. Do you not love me because I am at ease; that my expectations of you are nought? This way we have joy and trust in each other.
And your new friend, Des*; yes, he is well known to me. I have known him in the secret places and searched him. His works are my works. In my name they shall prosper. I shall be in the midst as you come together in my name, even as I have promised. Focus together on that reality. All is well.
*Des is a new friend, with a gift of healing bestowed on him by the Master Jesus after a powerful mystical experience in Truro Cathedral, interested in joining us in our Communion Service.
Holy Communion April 2, 1995
My son, desire is the foundation stone of all reality. By it comes all fulfilment. Pure desire brings fulfilment of all things which are of the Life and righteousness of the Father of all life. If your life is one with His, all things shall be accomplished according as you desire.
Little Irma from Sarajevo, recently passed into spirit and released from the suffering of her injuries*has been here, with her mother, revelling in the joy and upliftment of this Communion experience.
At the words ‘Creator Spirit by whose word the Earth to light and life is stirred’, I saw the desolation of Sarajevo being stirred by Light into renewal and revival.
Lord Jesus, my heart is full of joy and wonder at the things that this Service of desire for the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth brings.
My son, desire is the foundation stone of all reality. By it comes all fulfilment. Pure desire brings fulfilment of all things which are of the Life and righteousness of the Father of all life. If your life is one with His, all things shall be accomplished according as you desire.
It shall not be by your doing, even as all that you have witnessed this hour is not of your doing. It is of the Father, and by your attunement with Him in pureness of desire can His desire for His little ones – life new and abundant – be made manifest. It is not by you but through you, as a pure, clear channel that the Father shall be – is – glorified. His Glory becomes your glory as you become a clear channel for His works to be done.
Have no anxiety for these things to be fulfilled, for all is according to His timing and His drawing. All is accomplished and is being made manifest. Be of good cheer; I have overcome the world. All is as I have desired it. Nothing shall be left unfulfilled.
Thank you Jesus, my wonderful, beloved friend, for this new and continuing revelation.
You have not chosen me – I have chosen you, and in you is my choice delight.
*Irma is a teenage girl, horribly wounded during the Balkan wars and brought to England for surgery. She did not survive her injuries but is now at peace. Her mother was killed in the same attack that wounded Irma.
Holy Communion Easter Day!! April 16, 1995
…I shall bring to you diverse seekers after the mysteries. It is necessary that they be brought to you, that the focus of my holy sanctuary be clear in your sight and that the many ways of the sojourner distract you not from my purpose in you.
Lord Jesus, this wonderful day of days! You are truly the Lord of Life; Life Eternal and Life Abundant. Thank you Jesus, my beloved Lord and friend; I Love you and rejoice in your wonderful Love.
Brian, faithful follower and server; it is my joy to wait upon you and to bring the feast of my banquet table to you; for you have watched and waited, knowing not the hour of my return from the wedding. Now comes the time when I shall bring to you diverse seekers after the mysteries. Remain, and go not out, for they shall come to you. It is necessary that they be brought to you, that the focus of my holy sanctuary be clear in your sight and that the many ways of the sojourner distract you not from my purpose in you.
Doubt not that it is I who shall bring such to you; you have been established in the Way by your one-pointed commitment; this has been needful and makes possible the going forward in that which I have purposed by you. Occupy with that which is given and consider not who is sent and who merely passes by. It shall be revealed in the fullness of time according as I lead. Await my speaking, and be a pure and clear vessel unto me. I shall provide for you all that you need, and as you have given unto me, my abundance shall be with you. Be diligent in that unto which I call you.
Hold fast to my living Word and let no man take your crown. In me is all fulfilment. See thou to it, even as I have performed in you that unto which I have called you. Peace and joy be with you all and in this place.
Jesus, Lord, Master and friend, only by your Grace, Love and power can these things be, and not by my will but by my desiring. Thank you for your word of authority.
Holy Communion April 23, 1995
My son, as the Kingdom purpose goes forward and becomes more manifest in the affairs of the children of Earth, so you will see the unfolding events at the Earth-life level becoming overshadowed by the Power of Heaven.
This is our first communion with Des. The Power has been very strong. Ted has ‘attached himself’ to Des as a ‘fellow golfer’ and there seems to be a good affinity. Although there are some ‘first night nerves’, the love and spiritual joy is overriding all that. I feel there is a great Christ energy coming through Des.
Beloved Lord Jesus, this is a day of special importance; I feel that there is much power of Heaven close to the Earth in Des and in the Service today.
My son, as the Kingdom purpose goes forward and becomes more manifest in the affairs of the children of Earth, so you will see the unfolding events at the Earth-life level becoming overshadowed by the Power of Heaven. This, as you begin to experience, is power to accomplish all things according to the Will of our Father. It shall not be resisted, although many will try; their efforts shall be as nothing, for the hand of the Holy One is mighty to bring all things into accord with the Word of Life. You shall see many signs and wonders and will know of a certainty that the Law and the Prophets shall be fulfilled. This is the wholeness and perfection of the Father Creator, that even as the Word goes out in the beginning, so shall it return in completion of that whereunto it has been sent. It cannot fail, for it is the Creative Word; perfect, whole, ever-becoming unto perfect fulfilment. Be at peace in this awareness. The marriage of Earth with Heaven has taken place; from the marriage shall be born much fruit to the Glory of the Great Husbandman. Praise be to Almighty God.
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Holy Communion April 30, 1995
It is only the wiles of the enemy which require complex creeds, rules and statutes; for the ‘rules’ of Heaven are one only: Love. Let Love be uppermost in your heart, your mind, your soul, your life, and no contrivance of the enemy shall deceive you.
Beloved Jesus, my Lord, my wonderful friend; I acknowledge you as spiritual Lord of all mankind, as the great and powerful Redeemer in whom Almighty God our Heavenly Father and Creator has vested Power and Authority for the upliftment and redemption of all His children; I know you have all knowledge and wisdom to understand all things; that you Love us, each and every one, and both want and are able to take our lives and transform them into the wondrous vehicles for accomplishing the good works that are of the Father’s eternal reality.
My son, my friend, my beloved; yes, I have much power and authority. As you know, it is Love which enables all this. It is simple, it is straightforward, it is uncomplicated. It is only the wiles of the enemy which require complex creeds, rules and statutes; for the rules of Heaven are one only: Love. Let Love be uppermost in your heart, your mind, your soul, your life, and no contrivance of the enemy shall deceive you.
Yes, there are many subtleties of life which can cause doubt and uncertainty. But they are designed to cause clarity of focus and perception that you be not confused between that which is of God and that which is designed to deceive and seduce you from the path. If in doubt in such matters, ask of me and I will give you the Word of Illumination in the quietness of your own within. Seek always after the Inner stillness and let not the clamour of time and place cloud your sight or stifle your hearing.
Rejoice and celebrate the marriage of Heaven with Earth and take upon you the white garment of spiritual purity, symbol of your commitment to the Way of everlasting righteousness. Let no man despoil its spotlessness. The Kingdom is NOW. All is well. Be at peace.
Holy Communion May 7, 1995
…every step, every inch of the Way, is filled with wonder and joy and experience for your upliftment, your strengthening, your edification, your delectation, from Him who is the Source of Life, of Love, of fulfilment.
Beloved Lord Jesus, I know this is a time of change, of going forward, of expansion of your purpose in us and of the outworking in the Earth of the transformation of the old into the New; I know also that it is a time of much enemy activity and that we must maintain our one-pointed commitment and equilibrium or we are ever in danger of stumbling and falling headlong into the many pitfalls that litter the Earth-life wilderness.
My friend, your analogy is correct; the path of progress into eternal reality is a narrow one and requires care. Indeed, none can even find it, let alone travel it safely, save they come unto me and commit to one-pointed following of the Light that I shine before them. It must needs be that the journey, even still, be one step at a time; and why, pray, need it be at any greater pace? For every step, every inch of the Way, is filled with wonder and joy and experience for your upliftment, your strengthening, your edification, your delectation, from Him who is the Source of Life, of Love, of fulfilment.
Could you expect any part of the journey along a path marked out by Him to be so lacking in value, in opportunity, in wonder, as to wish to rush past without due care and attention? How then could the enrichment of your life that each and every step affords begin to accrue to the crown of your glory and to the perfection of His fulfilment in you? I counsel you therefore, savour every moment, for is not the journey renowned as being half the enjoyment? And in the company of all who gladly accompany you, how can it be other? If you would rush, the many good gifts will be overlooked and the fullness that they bring cannot be ascertained. So I say to you my son: Peace, be still; we go forward one step at a time. All is well. Rejoice!!
Holy Communion May 14, 1995
By joining your life with mine you are able to receive the essence which becomes transformed in you into the New Wine of the Kingdom. This wine is Love, compassion, giving, helping, caring, understanding, forgiving, healing.
I realised at the consecration of the wine that we are the new wine of the Kingdom, for by joining our lives with the Lord
– becoming branches in his vine – we are able to bear much fruit and it is this – our fruit – which is, or is to become, the New Wine of the Kingdom. We are the water (ordinary, Earth/psychic-life consciousness) which the Lord Jesus is transforming into the new wine of Spiritual-Life consciousness. I have a profound sense of happiness at this new realisation.Lord Jesus, my beloved friend; I have a glimpse of this new mystery, that we create the wine and are the ‘New Wine’ of fulfilment, and that it is alive, that we are its Life, but that we only can become its Life by living in you, by letting your life flow fully and freely in us.
My son and my beloved friend; I rejoice with you in this new awakening. In truth it is the Life of our Father Creator which flows through me into you. He has created the conditions in which I have been able to become a vine in His vineyard. Without Him we are nothing. By joining your life with mine you are able to receive the essence which becomes transformed in you into the New Wine of the Kingdom. This wine is Love, compassion, giving, helping, caring, understanding, forgiving, healing. It is a living outflowing from the Father, through you into the lives of all who hunger and thirst. You have already experienced this with many, of whom Ted* is a good example. Indeed, did he not grasp the chalice from your hands and drink long and deep? And has he not benefited by its life-restoring essence, and grown in peace and stature? This is – you are – my new wine. Continue to give and new abundance shall be the harvest of fulfilment.
* Ted is Theresa’s dad, who laid aside his body in 1994. The details of his passing, rescue and going forward are in SYFK, vignette 19: ‘Ted’s passing, rescue and going forward.’
Holy Communion May 21, 1995
The power is given, not taken. It will be put upon you when the time of readiness arrives. Then shall your eyes be opened and new understanding be yours.
At the words I am the light of the world… I heard Olga singing from the Messiah, “Now shall the eyes of the blind be opened...”
Beloved Lord Jesus, there is so much going on, so many things to do, so many people to pray for, it is all so bewildering to know where to start, how to proceed and progress in a peaceful, orderly state of mind and equanimity.
My son, this condition is well known to me and pervades the world of time and place. In the eternal reality all has been accomplished for the going forward and upliftment of the soul and life of the children of time and place consciousness. They shall be redeemed by the all-drawing power of Love, even as a babe in arms is soothed, by the love of its mother, from all the cares of the world. So must it be with all who would follow me.
Although gradual revelation shows you glimpses of what can be, what will be, you do not know how it will be or when it will be. I know the desire of your heart, my son, but it cannot be you who accomplishes it in time and place, for you do not have the power. The power is given, not taken. It will be put upon you when the time of readiness arrives. Then shall your eyes be opened and new understanding be yours. Then shall you be led unto all things that shall be given to you, for fulfilment of your heart’s desire, by the Power of Holy Spirit. This shall be only according as you desire and as you attune, not as the Earth-mind wishes to do.
You follow as Spirit moves before you. This is the Spirit of Truth, which brings awareness and fulfilment of the Father Creator’s purposes in the children of Earth. Do nothing but desire the Kingdom, love God and love your neighbour. Relax and be at peace. Do you think I do not know the strength and sincerity of your desire and commitment? This is all that is needed. Let it be. I shall accomplish in you all that is ordained.
The following Diary entry was posted on May 9th 2007.
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Holy Communion May 28, 1995
…it is necessary for all revelation, which is an unfoldment from within, to take place one step at a time. All is known to you by your commitment aforetime and this shall be brought back to your recollection as the purpose unfolds.
During my meditations this morning I have come to realise the difference between ‘orthodox’ religion with its false doctrines and dogma and the real, living Jesus, Son of God our Father: by the former, man is driven (by guilt and fear) and by the latter (who leads from in front) we are drawn – by love, joy, peace, comfortableness. Orthodoxy has some of the truth but this is muddled and confused by wrong doctrine, wrong interpretation of the Lord’s teaching, and this has driven people away from God rather than drawing them to Him.
Lord, I know you have a plan for correcting the massive scale of misunderstanding which has made every aspect of Earth-life structure to function on the wrong foundation and wavelength. The revelation of Honest to Goodness* is occupying ‘centre stage’ in my mind and life.
My son, it is necessary for all revelation, which is an unfoldment from within, to take place one step at a time. All is known to you by your commitment aforetime and this shall be brought back to your recollection as the purpose unfolds. I counsel you, allow the seed to germinate and grow within the fructifying conditions which we, together, have been creating during this last 30 years of your Earthly life. Nurture it, do not disturb it; it is as yet barely chitted. It is the good Husbandman who shall cultivate and train it; so shall it grow and prosper in His sweet vineyard.
Many shall see its beauty and desire to partake of its bounteous fruit. They shall find its fruit assuages their hungering and thirsting for eternal reality and its righteousness. Remember, I am the Life of this vine. Live in me, be in me, leave all to me; your desire suffices for me to accomplish this fulfilment. Take one step at a time and have no anxiety for the fullness of this revelation to become complete. All is according to the Law of Readiness. Continue in this way. All is well. My peace be with you.
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A few nights previously I had a dream in which I was engaged in deep discussion with our friends and family in spirit. I was saying how I desired to live and function in the Earth life in accord with Kingdomly principles but that this was nigh impossible because of the endemic unrighteousness in the world, in business, politics – almost every aspect of life here. As each point was raised by me they would present their answer/explanation as to how we could apply the principles of righteousness without being disadvantaged by unscrupulous people. After discussing and debating for a long time, covering many subjects and aspects of Earthly life, I finally ran out of arguments as to how and why this could not be possible, however earnestly I actually desired it. Acknowledging ‘defeat’ and that they had workable answers for all the issues I raised, I said, ‘Okay, you have convinced me that this is possible, so what shall I call this way of living and being?’ Peter instantly answered, ‘Honest to Goodness’. This I realised, upon due consideration, is entirely apposite because by operating from an approach of honesty, openness (albeit it is essential that to survive in this world by such an approach requires us to be ‘As wise as a serpent and as harmless as a dove,’ to quote the words of Jesus), straightforwardness, this naturally and automatically leads to goodness; goodness for oneself and for all with whom one comes into contact, whether in geographic proximity or anywhere else on Earth and in the spirit realms.
The following Diary entry was posted on June 20th 2007.
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Holy Communion November 5, 1995
We know, as you are coming to know, that of yourself you can accomplish nothing, for you are not yet made ready. To be made ready requires much preparation.
Lord Jesus, you are my beloved friend and guide. I begin to see how it is the central purpose of our Father that all we, His children, His little ones, should become temples, Holy unto Him, pure and unsullied, so that He can enter in and, as in Tabernacle days, take up His abode in the Holy of Holies. Now, in His going-forward/unfolding purpose, we come to the place of realisation that our heart – the seat of our soul – is the real, living Holy of Holies; or at least, that is what our heart becomes when it has been purified, prepared, made ready by a life of desire above all things for the Kingdom of God’s righteousness, goodwill and justice to be made manifest in the Earth.
Many are called but few can be chosen, because they are not of a pure desire. Fear not my friend, our Father and I know the hearts of all and the readiness of each to go forward. We have searched your heart and knew aforetime that you were ready for a great mission for the Kingdom; for this is your great desire.
We know, as you are coming to know, that of yourself you can accomplish nothing, for you are not yet made ready. To be made ready requires much preparation. It is We, our Father and I, who, with assistance from Our beloved servers in the Realms of Light who minister to you on Earth, have been making you ready for that which you have come to fulfil. It is and will be by the power of the Living God, who makes His abode in you, that all shall be accomplished in you.
But without your desire, your one-pointed commitment and co-operation, We would not have the vehicle, the vessel, the material, the agent by which this great purpose could be fulfilled. This is your glory, your crown, even as our Father has put upon me the crown of my glory. To each belongs the diadem of Sonship and upon it shall be affixed many precious stones of glory from that which they shall have accomplished in fulfilment of that which is purposed in them.
The following Diary entries were posted on August 8th 2007.
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Holy Communion June 11, 1995
…the power of accomplishment and fulfilment of the purpose of all life is not of conscious mind or understanding but of Life Force – Holy Spirit. This is outpoured unto all from the Source, but in order to receive its bounty and its power of accomplishment one must first learn to attune with it.
Dear, beloved Jesus, precious Lord, wonderful friend, wise counsellor; I love you Lord. As ever there is so much to learn of you; I feel so vulnerable to every fluctuation of energy and change of conditions flying about in the Earth and lower astral.
My son; you are learning by this that you are yet a ‘little one’, in need of drawing near to me for Love, guiding, strengthening, protecting. As you now come to realise, the power of accomplishment and fulfilment of the purpose of all life is not of conscious mind or understanding but of Life Force – the Creator Spirit. This is outpoured unto all from the Source, but in order to receive its bounty and its power of accomplishment one must first learn to attune with it. This power is not in the without, nor from the without, but of and from the within. It is within the stillness, the humility, and is born of desire and commitment. It is and must needs be one-pointed, unequivocal and unwavering. This comes not from a moment of attunement but from unfaltering dedication and devotion to Love, goodwill, righteousness. It comes on the wings of – and brings with it – joy, upliftment, fulfilment.
All must travel the path who seek its eternal reality and be tried and proved for their readiness to assume its mantle.* Meanwhile, our Father Creator provides Love and joy and opportunity for all, wherever they may be upon the path of progress, that they may have fulfilment of purpose at every level. Be not concerned over the rate of progress of any who begin to seek, for their sight is veiled from the fullness of that which awaits. It is necessary for their equanimity. None can be rushed through the process of growing and unfolding. All who have travelled the path and been proved are authorised according to their readiness. He who is faithful to the Secret Way is authorised in the Way of the Mysteries. All is well.
*It should be noted that this process of being ‘tried and proved’ is not a mechanism for an ‘angry, jealous, vindictive or capricious God’ to somehow try to ‘catch us out’ or find us ‘wanting’. Rather, it is a cosmic, impartial process whereby we bring into our presence (from our Holy Spirit Mind) circumstances which give us the opportunity to demonstrate for and to ourself our degree of readiness to go forward into a new level of spiritual attainment and empowerment. Once we have opportunity for what it is and moved through it satisfactorily, we have the choice to go forward into the next level of our spiritual life and its purpose and operation. Jesus faced this during his time in the wilderness and the so-called temptation immediately afterward. This demonstrated to him (Papa already knew!) that he was ready to embark upon the mission for which he had incarnated. He could have decided against it at that or any subsequent moment, but he did not because his desire for the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth was so powerful that he was committed to completing his mission.
Holy Communion June 18, 1995
The goal and destiny of the journey is entering into the Holy of Holies. Here is God. Within. Oneness with Him is All: Love, wholeness, peace, tranquillity, fulfilment, power greater than all the forces of destruction; for this is the power of Creation. It is the gift of God.
Blessed Lord Jesus, my friend and Lord, the messenger speaking recently, "I want you to enter the Holy of Holies," has had a profound effect upon me! (See SYFK, chapter 10 for full details of this experience).
Brian, my friend; I am indeed your friend and your Lord. Friendship rejoices in giving – is it not the Father’s good pleasure to give all His little ones the Kingdom? It is my great pleasure to give you new revelation of the mysteries, that your faithful following may be fulfilled in the outworking and accomplishing of your heart’s desire. As the going forward of my mission proceeds, so does your work in my name also proceed, in harmony. As you know, this revelation can be only by and according as you desire; indeed, it is your desire which operates the unfolding mechanisms. Seek and you shall find: the seeking process activates the going forward, not fear or favour.
It is progress through the Courts and Chambers of the/your temple which brings the degrees which mark the progress of your journey. Progress is possible according to desire and commitment. The goal and destiny of the journey is entering into the Holy of Holies. Here is God. Within. Oneness with Him is All: Love, wholeness, peace, tranquillity, fulfilment, power greater than all the forces of destruction; for this is the power of Creation. It is yours, freely and gladly as it is also the gift of all who will enter in and receive. It is the gift of God. No man takes it. The unclean, who have not been washed, can have no awareness of it. It is perfect. Imperfection cannot be one with perfection.
Be still and let the Wisdom of Holy Spirit fill you, that your eyes and ears may be opened, that you may see and hear and know the glory of God in the stillness of your own Holy of Holies within.
The following Diary entries were posted on November 14th 2007.
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Holy Communion June 25, 1995
…a true heart, full of desire for the Kingdom of God, is a beacon of Light shining into the dark recesses of Earth-mind consciousness… A sincere heart cannot be hid.
Dear Charles,* we go forward together, as friends, upon the great adventure, into the unknown, into the Holy of Holies, into the presence of our Heavenly Father, who Loves us and is Love.
Brian and Tessa – it is with joy in my heart that I receive your welcome as your friend. Indeed, it is true that we share in common that one most precious commodity: desire; hungering and thirsting after truth and eternal righteousness. I also hungered and thirsted in my Earthly life, but sad to say I lacked the guiding Light which blessedly brought you onto the path of inner awareness. My world was awash with intellectual cleverness and self-seeking and though I desired to enter into my closet and be alone with my Maker, I did not know how to do this. Never mind, because all is for a purpose and I do now assure you that I have, by the grace of our beloved Lord Jesus Christ, gone forward since the days of Earth and have been relieved of much of its baggage.
I wish also to assure you that a true heart, full of desire for the Kingdom of God, is a beacon of Light shining into the dark recesses of Earth-mind consciousness, especially in the etheric realms. Here are myriad souls lost on the fringes of eternity, knowing neither how to fully embark on its journey, nor how to disengage from that which restrains them. Your blessed Service ritual, in which your desire goes out, truly provides the bread and wine, the manna and rock-water of old, by which the wanderers of Sinai may be sustained and guided. A sincere heart cannot be hid. If we in the Inner Plane and you of the Earth plane can work together for the rescuing of many, then praise be to Almighty God; may it be to His Glory. I rejoice in the warmth of our fellowship. May all the richest blessings of the Lord be forever with you.
Your friend in Christ service, CharleS.
*This is CS Lewis; see SYFK, Part 2, Vignette 8
Holy Communion July 2, 1995
As you harmonise with the peace within, so does the going forward progress. It cannot be hurried, only harmonised. It is not of Earth-mind understanding but of the Life Force – Pure Spirit. As you are ready, it happens. Your desire determines the readiness. Enter in!
This has been a glorious Communion Service, with fellowship, joy and Love abounding from our beloveds in Spirit, especially the Master. I feel as if the Holy of Holies is the ‘Source’ from which awareness of and oneness with all Life is reality; that the Holy of Holies is God, our Father Creator, and that by entering in we are within Him even as He is within us; that therein we have oneness with Him. It is our destiny to enter in and have the unspeakable joy and ecstasy of this at-onement. I feel as if I am being drawn toward the Holy of Holies by its own magnetism of Life and Love.
My son, you feel this movement and this awareness because it is so. The going forward process draws all unto this place of awareness, this place of being, because, as you rightly observe, it is the destiny of all to come to it. It is desire for something greater, something better, something right which activates the journey forward. The awakening process takes place in each soul according to its individual readiness. This time of readiness is activated by stimuli around and within. Not all are activated by the same stimuli. That which you do creates favourable stimuli of Light, food, drink, Love, for many, who will be drawn by such pleasant and comfortable vibrations from that which is less desirable, less fulfilling.
Eternal reality has no pressures, no deadlines, no urgency. It is a state of peace, harmony, equilibrium. It flows as creation flows: from unmanifest into manifest and full circle again, providing opportunity for all to progress.
As you harmonise with the peace within, so does the going forward progress. It cannot be hurried, only harmonised. It is not of Earth-mind understanding but of the Life Force – Pure Spirit. As you are ready, it happens. Your desire determines the readiness. Enter in! All is well. Peace and joy and fulfilment be with you now and always.
The following Diary entries were posted on February 13th 2008.
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Holy Communion July 9, 1995
You are – all are – His beloved little ones; worthy, therefore, of His Love. It is His desire for all to enter into and inherit that which He has prepared for you.
The love and rejoicing of Heaven in celebration of our Service, whereby we attune and become one with all who are of this desire for the Kingdom, has brought Light, as the brightest sunlight; joy overwhelming. I felt as if Heaven was opened up from the very top, down to where we are in the Earth-life. It was like a many-storeyed building with an atrium, opening communal space between all levels, with us on the ground floor, reaching out and having wonderful good fellowship with all, from our nearest and dearest, our blessed Lord and at the top storey, our Father Creator, the Great Giver of all Life, Love, joy, beauty, perfection.
Beloved Lord Jesus, my friend and guide; I gradually come to understand more of the Holy of Holies and how it is the centre, the Source, our goal, our destiny to enter in. There we are in the presence of and at one with our Father. I feel as if I, and all God’s children, are gradually being drawn towards and into this state of at-onement.
And indeed you are Brian. You are – all are – His beloved little ones; worthy, therefore, of His Love. It is His desire for all to enter into and inherit that which He has prepared for you. As you see in the analogy of Earth-life, little children understand none of that which the loving parents desire for them. Yet the parents continue to love and nurture, care for the little ones until at last they come to understand that which it was desired by the parents for them to inherit: good fellowship, harmony, joy, wholeness of understanding. So equally is it for God, our Father, and the relationship of all His children. These objectives are that upon which I desire all to focus. See thou to it, and joy and fulfilment are abundant for you and all who will enter in.
Holy Communion July 16, 1995
There is much you cannot yet grasp with your Earth-life understanding, but all shall be revealed because of your desire and commitment... Your grasp of all truth shall become clear one step at a time.
Experiencing the ‘cosmic umbilicus’* connecting the Father Creator with all creation brings me to absolute awareness, not just belief, that we are all in Him, one with Him, connected inextricably with Him.
Lord Jesus, I believe, I feel, so near to a change of awareness, of operation; as if the entering in to the Holy of Holies is going to be a passing through the veil which separates us who truly seek after God from actual awareness of His Livingness, His Love and beneficence for us, His transforming power, by which our oneness with Him becomes fully operational through all levels of our being, right down into and through our physical, Earthly life.
My son, this process is as you observe. Well done. There is much you cannot yet grasp with your Earth-life understanding, but all shall be revealed because of your desire and commitment. Fear not, the passing through the veil is not a painful experience; rather a joyful one! Leave the details to me. I am with you always. You need do nothing save continue as you are, being faithful to that path in which I lead you. It is not a complicated process. Your grasp of all truth shall become clear one step at a time. It shall ever be thus. Be not anxious or impatient. Await my giving; attempting to take before the season of readiness cannot succeed and the fruit is then bitter.
(I saw the Master standing with arms folded across his chest, not giving, withholding, because all was not yet ready in me). Meanwhile, rejoice in that which already is yours: the Love and fellowship of those with you on the path of Kingdom service, in Earth and in Spirit. This is a sure foundation in which to rest. There are many sweet and tasty fruits of high summer to keep you filled with the bounty of the Father’s garden until the harvest of the autumn, wherein lies lasting fulfilment.
*For a description of this see SYFK, chapter 7.
The following Diary entries were posted on May 7th 2008.
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Holy Communion July 23, 1995
Let the focus be on the Most Holy Place and the entering in. Therein is wholeness; therein is fulfilment; therein is JOY; therein is power to transform – fragments into wholeness, loss into gain, darkness into Light.
Be still and at peace O my soul, for the Lord Jesus is Lord of Heaven and Earth and the Great Programme of redeeming and uplifting goes forward unto its fulfilment in spite of all forces and attempts to thwart it.
Remember, the opposing forces cannot see, know or understand that which is of the Light eternal because they are below, in darkness. Therefore, aspiring and desiring Heavenward in your heart and soul is sufficient to lift you above and beyond the clutches of that which would cling to power and prevent your rising up. The entering in to the Most Holy Place, the presence of the Holy One, is happening by His drawing upon your desire. This is the time of entering in as the Creator Spirit, our loving Heavenly Father, pours out the Spirit of Fulfilment of His purposes in the little ones who are His creation, His children, His pride and joy.
It is this Great Ray which is man’s true estate, his true destiny, and the Word shall accomplish that whereunto it has been sent and purposed. It is preordained and inevitable. He has determined it. The season of the enemy has run its course and draws toward its close. It is on a finite wavelength and beyond this is powerless. By (your) rising above it the enemy holds no sway. Even as it has no part in Jesus the Lord, so has it no part in those who wholly commit unto him. Let the focus be on the Most Holy Place and the entering in. Therein is wholeness; therein is fulfilment; therein is JOY; therein is power to transform – fragments into wholeness, loss into gain, darkness into Light.
Rejoice now for all is accomplished. Give thanks to Almighty God and His beloved Son. We go forward.
I am not sure who communicated this message. The first part of the first sentence could suggest it is my own thoughts, but it continued seamlessly into the rest of the message, which definitely was not ‘me’. The feeling I have about it is that it is the Spirit of Truth, because there was no ‘human’ vibration about it of any of the IPS known to me.
Holy Communion July 30, 1995
Though you may feel things are moving slowly, including your own understanding, I assure you, this must be so for peace, harmony and balance to prevail … the foundation and the superstructure have been constructed so well that they will withstand any disturbance.
At the words of Habakkuk (‘God is in His Holy Temple, let all the Earth keep silence before Him’) the Master said, “I am rebuilding the Temple.” I was puzzled by this but realised that, having rebuilt his own Temple in three days he was now authorised to rebuild the Temple of all mankind – the Temple of the Eternal Awareness.
At the words, “I am the vine… that you bear much fruit,” he said, “Understand it, believe it, desire it and it shall become so.”
At the offering I heard John say, “Don't worry about Derek; leave him to me.” I interpret this to mean that John is taking Derek ‘under his wing’ to guide and protect and lead forward according to the wisdom and timing of Christ authority. John is, undoubtedly, well qualified and empowered for such, and suited for this relationship. I then realised that – even as John had explained that we, in the Earth-life, of Christ commitment, can be used as ‘bridges’ between the Realms of Light and those in dark places who are in need of help – now, by offering for named individuals, we become/can act as a bridge for help from the Light Realms for all to whom our offering is sent out. It makes the whole thing more real.
Brian, my friend and brother in Christ service, I greet you warmly with deepest Love and affection, for you have been a constant beacon of Light, commitment and desire, whereby I was drawn and thus able to go forward. You were thus a bridge for me to cross in my journey toward the Lord. From this place and from the relative advantage of being ‘in spirit’, I have been able to learn and progress. Now I can truly help others, including repayment of a debt of fondest gratitude to you! Though you may feel things are moving slowly, including your own understanding, I assure you, this must be so for peace, harmony and balance to prevail. You have no cause for self-chastisement because the foundation and the superstructure have been constructed so well that they will withstand any disturbance. We all, in this family, go forward together in the Way; some a little ahead, some a little behind. With Love for one and Love for all, we strengthen each other for the fulfilment of the potential of each and every one.
With Love and blessing I embrace you all. I am always with you, even if you are unaware at any moment.
Your obedient servant and friend in Christ fellowship, John.
Thank you and God bless you, Colonel!
The following Diary entries were posted on July 30th 2008.
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Holy Communion August 6, 1995
Be thou faithful in all things, that the Father can give you all things, even as He has given me all things. So shall the Law and the Prophets be fulfilled in His children.
This has been a Service in which the Lord’s love has been very close and real.
Beloved Lord Jesus, as we go forward I gradually become more relaxed and accepting of your accomplishing for us the Kingdom, and we needing only to be willing to receive it, so I feel more sanguine, less anxious.
My beloved friend, it is one thing to understand this with your intellect; it is an entirely different matter to experience it in your life, in your heart, in your soul. But you have been faithful in the things which were not yours and it is the Father’s good pleasure to give you that which is rightfully yours. You are experiencing His giving, and no-one can take from you this experience and make it not so.
Be thou, therefore, faithful in all things, that the Father can give you all things, even as He has given me all things. So shall the Law and the Prophets be fulfilled in His children.
The world of mammon has been unfaithful and that which it believes is his by right shall be taken away and I* shall correct many people who have lived by the mammon of unrighteousness and have served at the altar of the synagogue of Satan.
All is accomplished in the eternal reality. It is, even now, being made manifest for the children of Earth who are faithful unto my calling.
Those who love me walk with me in the garden of rejoicing, wherein those of contrary nature cannot enter. All who love me and keep my word may freely enter and share with me the pureness of the Holy Place. And I will be his friend forever.
* He speaks symbolically here, as ‘the Word of God’ (that was made flesh).
Holy Communion August 13, 1995
…it is necessary for all my little ones that they seek the eternal realities of the Father Creator in their own Holy of Holies – within.
Beloved Jesus, thank you for your wisdom and patience as well as your love, in leading us forward one step at a time by the Light of the Holy Spirit toward new revelation and awareness.
My son, have I not been saying to you over these many years, ‘Keep on in this way and greater revelation shall come to you’? Has not my message also been, ‘Be thou faithful’ and ‘Draw close to me’? I have led you by the Light of this Sanctuary of Mystical Communion, that you might learn the mysteries that come from within. For it is necessary for all my little ones that they seek the eternal realities of the Father Creator in their own Holy of Holies – within.
The enemy has led my little ones away from the fold far into the wilderness where they hunger and thirst for nourishment of their souls; nourishment that satisfies eternally. That your heart’s desire of bringing ‘my body and my blood’ to these little ones be fulfilled, even as you now do, there is no other way but to remain close to the Source.
Have no concern for the mission of others, only pray and commit their life’s fulfilment into my care, for by the authority vested in me by my Heavenly Father, I am adequate to the task of bringing all to fruition who join their life to mine.
Be thou faithful, constant in that unto which I have called you, and all shall be revealed one step at a time. The time of the harvest is now; unto each is his appointed task. Do thou await the instruction of your Lord. All is well. The accomplishing of all that has been ordained is assured in all things. Peace and joy be with you.
The following Diary entry was posted on December 3rd 2008.
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Holy Communion August 20, 1995
My son, have I not counselled you to continue faithfully in that which you do, that greater revelation be yours? Did I not lead you from the place of your childhood to the place of attunement? Have I not been leading, guiding and instructing you in the ‘mysteries’? Have I not promised that if you continue faithfully the desire of your heart shall be fulfilled?
Beloved Jesus, my Lord, Master and friend, it seems entirely in accord with Scripture that we who love you and desire the Kingdom should be lifted up – ‘resurrected’ – from this earthly-body-consciousness to the Spirit, or Heaven, rate of vibration, to become one with you and the whole ‘bride’, or multitude of souls in Spirit who are one with you and who are also our beloved friends.
My son, have I not counselled you to continue faithfully in that which you do, that greater revelation be yours? Did I not lead you from the place of your childhood to the place of attunement? Have I not been leading, guiding and instructing you in the ‘mysteries’? Have I not promised that if you continue faithfully the desire of your heart shall be fulfilled?
That which you perceive and that which is your experience affirm each other as the reality of the Father’s great plan and programme for the redemption of His people, His children, to their true estate. I continue to counsel you, let your eye be single, one-pointed, that your whole body may be filled with Light. Believe and all shall be fulfilled. But remember, it is not you who will do it for the Lord, your God, but He who will accomplish it in all who earnestly desire His Kingdom and His righteousness.
Continue to watch and pray, for though you are attuned to the coming of the Bridegroom, so still is the prince of darkness (ego) abroad before the Day fully dawns. Pray for all the little ones who follow after, that they may be aware of the Light and of the helping hands which reach out at every step to ease the trauma as they stumble and fall. By your prayer shall they be strengthened to arise and proceed along the Way. This is reality; I counsel you, take it into your heart and let compassion wax strong for the salving of many. All is well. Joy be with you unto the fulfilling of all the Law and Prophecy.
The following Diary entry was posted on February 18th 2009.
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Holy Communion September 10, 1995
When distractions cross your path do not resist. Be still within, and draw close to me. I am with you; all is well. Then, when all has ebbed away, return to the Holy of Holies, the Most Holy Place, within. There, my Father and I await you, that We may joyfully give you what is rightfully yours.
This is our first Holy Communion for three weeks. Lord Jesus, even though we have been in daily attunement with you, I notice our spiritual energies are depleted by missing this ritual.
My son, this is because that which you do is a combination of words, actions and prayerful attunement. This creates powerful conditions for being raised up in body, mind and spirit, in a harmonised at-onement with me and our Father, and in joyous fellowship with those of like desire and commitment in spirit and in flesh.
As I have counselled before, let this be the focus and culmination of your week of Earth-life activity; it will, as ever, stand you in good stead for all that crosses your path. Be thou faithful and one-pointed; though many distractions are a normal part of earthly life, have no fear, and be not concerned at any such matter. Let it happen, let it flow over you and run its course; seek none such, but when they cross your path do not resist. Be still within, and draw close to me. I am with you; all is well. Then, when all has ebbed away, return to the Holy of Holies, the Most Holy Place, within. There, my Father and I await you, that We may joyfully give you that which is rightfully yours.
Thus shall it be for all who love me and earnestly desire to be one with me. I shall never leave you, my friend. It is my desire that you be reassured and at peace in the comfort of this certainty. Thus shall we, together, accomplish in you and for you all that has been ordained.
The following Diary entry was posted on April 22nd 2009.
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Holy Communion September 24, 1995
It is according to your level of desire and one-pointedness that the Spirit of Truth can perform in you your heart’s desire.
Before the Service, as I contemplated what to do about those who came with a casual attitude to it, I realised suddenly that it was the Lord who would cause them to fall away of their own accord and it was not up to me to dictate who comes, or is drawn or not drawn – for I cannot see into the hearts of such souls. The Father immediately said, ‘Keep this Holy unto the Lord.’ I can only do this in my heart and in my desire and commitment.
Lord Jesus, my beloved friend, I begin to realise (at long last!) that my job is to be faithful, one-pointed, committed; to keep on in this way and greater revelation shall come; and that I need not worry about what you’re doing; that you are quite able to perform and accomplish all that is needful.
Indeed, my son, and that which I am able to accomplish in you depends upon your co-operation and commitment. It is according to your level of desire and one-pointedness that the Spirit of Truth can perform in you your heart’s desire. But all that can and will be performed is not for you to concern yourself with. As I have said on many occasions, be thou faithful. That to which you aspire is possible for all who love the Lord. Think you that I do not know your Love? Or your commitment? Or your heart’s desire? Or that I shall permit this opportunity to be wasted? I counsel you, my son: You are my beloved friend; I delight in you and in your zeal. Herein are many building blocks. I am the Master Builder.
I shall make ready the structure as you make yourself ready/available for me to work with you. And we shall have much joyous fellowship together as we build together an altar in Our Father’s Holy Temple. Many shall come for worship thereat, for it shall be a living light; a beacon to attract all who will enter in at the Open Door of the Inner Court as they seek the Source of Light which shines within, beckoning and welcoming. I shall place upon you much bread and wine for the comfort and sustenance of the pilgrims.
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Holy Communion October 1, 1995
My beloved son, it is necessary for you, and for each of my little ones – all who would enter in at the Open Door – to learn of me, that you may come into the presence of our Heavenly Father and become one with Him.
Beloved Jesus, I feel this is such a major time for our going forward into the Holy of Holies. It is not “out there” in the without, and we must each come to know that it is only within us that the Spirit of Truth, Our Heavenly Father and you live. This must be in the quietness of our own aloneness, wherein we can never be lonely.
My beloved son, it is necessary for you, and for each of my little ones – all who would enter in at the Open Door – to learn of me, that you may come into the presence of our Heavenly Father and become One with Him. This you have been doing by your desire, your hungering and thirsting for the righteousness of the Holy One. You have entered in and have supped with me and I with you, in the Upper Room, where I await all my beloveds, that we may have glorious fellowship and rejoice with overflowing hearts at the bounty that our Father has prepared for all who Love Him.
It is necessary for each who would embark upon further service to be examined for their readiness – not for God to know, for He already knows; but for each aspirant to know of himself that he is ready. The examination hall may seem a forbidding place, for it must be entered alone and empty-handed. But I bring you good news, my son, for the Father is with you at every moment. And in your darkest hour He enfolds you to strengthen you. For it is His great desire that all who Love Him should enter into the Holy of Holies, the Holy Presence, and become, once more, His children, crowned with the jewelled crown of their own accomplishment.
And so I say to you, my son, keep on in this way; be thou ever faithful in that in which I have led you, counselled you, guided and protected you. In your hour of aloneness I am with you, and all the Angels and Hosts of Heaven are with you. Persevere, that you may continue in this path and that your heart’s desire may be fulfilled. I am not permitted to show you the answers during the self-examination, but glory and joy unbounded await you. Peace be with you, my son and my friend.
The following Diary entry was posted on August 26th 2009.
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Holy Communion October 22, 1995
All progresses according to the moment of readiness of eternal reality, not according to some self-determined hour or date – inventions only of time and place, not eternity.
There is a great peace, joy and happiness in the Service. Jesus, my wonderful Lord and friend, I realise how you are leading us, forward into the Kingdom. Here will be – or already is – no sense of, or need for, old-order, unkingdomly ways of thinking or behaviour. I suddenly realise that you are of the future as well as of the past and present; ‘the same yesterday, today and forever’. Because we read of you in times of long ago, there can be a tendency to be stuck in a mode of thinking of you as only of those times.
Brian, my son and my friend; it is only your degree of readiness, or awareness, which causes limitations. I AM is of eternity; all things are of Him, including new awareness and new understanding that come to you. Have no concern that your understanding is slow to progress; it is of eternity in matters concerning eternity. There is no rush, therefore. The understanding must grow one step at a time. Limitations of time and place further necessitate this, in order to maintain balance between time and eternity, for your material as well as your spiritual well-being. All progresses according to the moment of readiness of eternal reality, not according to some self-determined hour or date – inventions only of time and place, not eternity.
Therefore there can be no hurrying of events. You have seen how that which was set in place before the time of readiness has simply failed to become established and has fallen away of its own volition. Be not downcast at this, for all that is done in my name and with goodwill shall lie as seeds sown, awaiting the right moment for germination. And if it should be later rather than sooner, so be it. Now are you restored in the peace and tranquillity of that in which I have led and established you. When that is ready to go forward into the place of greater attention, I will perform it. All who try, unauthorised, shall come to nothing. Let it be so. All is well; joy be ever with you.
The following Diary entry was posted on October 28th 2009.
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Holy Communion October 29, 1995
Our Father wills that all should partake of His great banquet and inherit His Kingdom. It is my desire that no opportunity should be lost in pursuance of this command.
We have been aware of Thelma, Theresa’s mother, ‘passed away’ in 1987 but stuck in a place oscillating between doubt, uncertainty, guilt and self-pity, and a sincere desire to go forward into the Light. Fear seems to be holding her onto the past.
Theresa and I were in a cage such as divers enter to protect them from attack where there are sharks about. The bars of our cage were living-gold Light. We were lowered into an underground, dimly lit cavern with many dark corners and crevices. There was an atmosphere of fear and threat pervading, but it was clear that we were totally safe within our Self-propelled cage. Thelma was somewhere in this place but we could not see her, and she was too afraid to come from where she was timidly hiding in a dark corner.Eventually I became more accustomed to the darkness and I could just make out her form. She was as a little girl with long ringlets, and holding tightly to a doll (indicating her emotional insecurity), fearful of letting go of the past and emerging into the Light. I told her that this was entirely her choice but that she had nothing to fear from the Light, and in fact, quite the opposite; that she would be free from uncertainty and doubt, guilt and trepidation. We blessed her in the name of Jesus for help and release from her self-created imprisonment in this place. Whether she goes forward after this further attempt to rescue her is her choice.
Lord Jesus, I give thanks for this opportunity to serve the Kingdom purpose in the rescue of Thelma. May I, and all who help us in these missions, continue to be serviceable to the Kingdom purpose.
My son, rescue work such as this is possible only by deep and abiding Love and compassion and a deep and abiding commitment. It is an act of humble service and must leave behind all desire for self-glory. Your Love, compassion and commitment are well-known to me, my son. Your desire to rush in at the deep end is also well-known to me! J As with all such matters of spiritual advancement, the only way to progress is one step at a time, always within the cloak of my protection. This is especially important with missions of mercy because it is necessary to venture deep into ‘enemy’ territory, where darkness and danger are at hand.
Nevertheless, I commend you and your beloved for your endeavours today. This has been possible by your devoted Love, commitment and one-pointed following wherein I have counselled and led you. As you continue in this way, so shall you grow in your ability to undertake more and more of this important work. It is important because our Father wills that all should partake of His great banquet and inherit His Kingdom. It is my desire that no opportunity should be lost in pursuance of this command. Therefore have I chosen you and your beloved for this and other important work, which I will make known to you, and will fulfil in you by your Love and co-operation.
Well done, little ones; all is well.
The following Diary entry was posted on December 16th 2009.
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Holy Communion November 19, 1995
Your Love for me and your desire for truth, righteousness and justice are all known to me, my son. They shall not be wasted. Your faithfulness permits their fulfilment. Continue this way, for herein is nourishment, strength, fructifying soil for the good seed to grow and bear much fruit.
Beloved Lord Jesus, there are so many facets to that which we do, I begin to recognise that after all these years we have barely scratched the surface of all that these words, this Service of attunement, bring.
My son, these words are living. They are the Life of God; dynamic, pulsing, scintillating, uplifting, transforming, renewing, eternal. All who truly desire oneness with our Father, Creator Spirit, Who is Love, the Giver of all things, can use these words to attune, to become refined, one-pointed, uplifted, transformed, made one with Him.
Let his heart and mind be opened to receive joy, newness of life, increase of understanding unto the end of time, richness of spirit, radiance of Light unto eternal Life.
Yes, my son, these things and much, much more are to be had, freely, lovingly and gladly, by all who will receive of them; all who will still his heart and mind and allow the Father to give His endless, precious gifts. Have no concern at the incompleteness of your understanding of this Service; it can be no other way. Indeed, rejoice that it is so, for new awareness comes with each attunement, bringing fresh wonder and joy. It is alive and brings new experience even as each new day is a new, living experience. Your Love for me and your desire for truth, righteousness and justice are all known to me, my son. They shall not be wasted. Your faithfulness permits their fulfilment. Continue this way, for herein is nourishment, strength, fructifying soil for the good seed to grow and bear much fruit.
I heard the IPS singing the hymn Let all the world, in every corner sing, My God and King...
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Holy Communion November 26, 1995
In peace and stillness of the mind and spirit, and only there, is the still, small Voice of the Eternal One to be heard. It is a question of attunement, or at-onement; for the Word goes out continually from the Source, the Throne of Creation.
In peace and stillness of the mind and spirit, and only there, is the still, small Voice of the Eternal One to be heard. It is a question of attunement, or at-onement; for the Word goes out continually from the Source, the Throne of Creation. The Word creates and the Word knows truly. It draws all unto Itself by the Love which is Its creative Life Force. It restores and refines, purifies and uplifts. It examines and compares, and all that is found wanting is purged away. It must be so for all to go forward.
For in the great, eternal scheme of things nothing can remain unfulfilled; all must move toward that fulfilment, and the act of going forward is the act of leaving behind unwanted, extraneous baggage; appurtenances which have become redundant and must therefore be cast off. It is a principle of all growing processes; that which was serviceable at one level of consciousness becomes confining and restricting and burdensome as we awaken.
Let us give thanks to Almighty God for the Great Plan for His children. Let us rejoice with praise and singing that it goes forward by the agency and leading of His anointed one, our beloved Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth. For he came into the Earth life from his throne on high, where he was in continual, joyous Communion with his Father, to set in operation the redemption process by showing the children of Earth the reality of our Heavenly Father and His legacy of eternal Life, abundant with blessing and fulfilment.
And having established that reality forever in the hearts and minds of those who love him, he has now fulfilled his promise that he would prepare a place for such in the bosom of our Father, so that he could come with gladness and a great shout (of JOY!), to receive us forever into this place. Let us therefore join our lives with his, let us place our hands in his, entrust our blindness unto his guiding, that he may open our true, single vision, and fulfil in us all that it is his joy to give, and that it may be our joy to freely receive.
The following Diary entry was posted on March 10th 2010.
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Holy Communion December 3, 1995
I rejoice that you now recognise that of yourself you can do nothing, but are willing to allow me to do it for you. Can a father tie his child’s laces if the child is struggling to do it himself? I tell you of a truth, the father wants to tie the laces, securely and safely, so the child stumbles not.
This has been a Service of awareness of the personal presence and Love of our beloved Jesus. As I took the bread to make the consecration he came behind me, put his arms around me and took my hands in his. Afterwards he hugged me and I sensed his great, unspeakable Love for and joy in me, as a father would for his little boy.
My beloved Jesus, at last I begin to realise that I am truly, in your sight, a little child. Such a little child not only cannot do the ‘grown-up’ things but doesn’t even try; he accepts that it is beyond him and leaves it to the ‘grown-ups’. This is where I am, spiritually.
My son; yes, I delight in you, personally – my precious joy. Do not try to hide in the crowd of my children, for I wish to bestow upon you my personal Love, my blessing; to rejoice in what you, personally, are to me. And I do rejoice, for all that you are: your one-pointed commitment, your desire and willingness to learn of me; your attentiveness to and understanding of the Principles of Life of the Father. It is by this harmony with the Principles that you gain control, become one with the Life Force. And I rejoice that you now recognise that of yourself you can do nothing, but are willing to allow me to do it for you.
Can a father tie his child’s laces if the child is struggling to do it himself? I tell you of a truth, the father wants to tie the laces, securely and safely, so the child stumbles not; it is his joy to help his son, and for the boy to lean back safely and securely in his father’s arms as he ties them, utterly confident in the certainty that his daddy knows how to do it and will do it perfectly each time, until the child is ready to gain a little control in the tying by himself. Then shall his loving daddy watch over him with joy and pride in his heart and soul at the little one’s progress and success. Thus is it with me, my son; for in spiritual terms this is the relationship between us. I rejoice that you have been able to receive this, for the message is for him who will receive it.
The following Diary entry was posted on March 31st 2010.
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Holy Communion December 10, 1995
I have transformed you by My renewing Love; be also a transformer for all by sharing My Love, that all may know Me. All who are one with Me shall show Me to My little ones, that they, too, might know Me
At the beginning Val1 came in to thank me profusely for the help she has received by this Service and our prayers and explanations, and getting her on the right track. I said it was only me, the same old person she knew for so many years; fun loving and seeking after truth; nothing unique; had she not been seeking after truth too, in her own, different way? She immediately said, to my utter astonishment, ‘More running away from it!’
The words, ‘In Him we live and move and have our being’ suddenly have a new dimension of meaning in light of our Father taking up His abode in me2 and living in me and I in Him; also similarly the words, ‘The temple of God is holy, which temple we are.’ At the prayer for overshadowing, Olga came with Love and joy, knelt beside me and said it with me; threw her arms around me and hugged me, rejoicing at the going forward; couldn’t contain herself, and jumped to her feet, threw her arms (and her ‘hat’) in the air and yelled “Yippee!” at the top of her lungs.
Beloved Heavenly Father, Creator Spirit, we have been sought out and chosen by your beloved Son, Jesus, your anointed messenger, to be led and guided by him, forward, one step at a time, along the invisible or indiscernible (to earthly eyes) path, straight and narrow, to you, our Father, our destiny, our inheritance, our eternal awareness, in Love, Joy, Peace and wonderful fellowship. I know I have, we all have, much journeying ahead and much to learn, but I feel now as if I am in Your presence – the Holy of Holies – in me; that You have, I know, taken up Your abode in me, ‘no ifs, ands or buts’ – Your own words. At last I am beginning to be at ease in Your presence, feel able to come into Your blessed presence.
My beloved son, you have been guided and led along this path toward Me by My beloved. I have awaited you with joy. I have come out to meet you. I have embraced you with My arms, with My Love, in your times of sorrow, in times of need and fear, in times of rejoicing. You have desired to keep yourself holy unto Me. You have hungered and thirsted after truth, righteousness and justice. I have searched you and straitened you, for all who would come to Me must first be cleansed and purified in their heart and mind. Now have I made My abode with you, by your one-pointed desire and commitment. You have been faithful unto Me, even as I have been faithful unto you. I have received your Love and your prayers.
It is My desire to draw all My little ones unto Me, to give to them joy eternal. For this I have sent My beloved, My firstborn, unto you (all). You have received him, you have welcomed him, you have honoured and obeyed him. You have loved him above all. He has washed your feet and prepared you for the banquet which I have longed to share with My beloveds. You are a vessel purified unto Me and I shall pour out My spirit in you, that My children may drink from you the wine of My love (Jesus is the wine of our Father’s love) and be restored, quenched and made new.
Continue, My beloved, faithfully. Seek unto Me only in the Most Holy Place; there, I await you. You are Mine always, even as I Am yours always. Let My Love, compassion, joy and goodwill be in you, and give freely to all who will receive, at whatever level they are able to receive it. I have transformed you by My renewing Love; be also a transformer for all by sharing My Love, that all may know Me. All who are one with Me shall show Me to My little ones, that they, too, might know Me, one step at a time.
I Am with you and shall accomplish in you all that I have purposed. You need do nothing save keep yourself holy unto Me, and visit with Me and remain with Me. I Am in you and you in Me. Listen in the stillness for My guiding. All is well. It is finished. I bless you.
1My sister-in-law, who laid aside her body in 1992, from cancer.
2For details please see SYFK, ch. 10.
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Holy Communion December 17, 1995
...it is not possible for the Father’s purposes to fail, and the Light shall be shone in the dark places until all the shadows of death and fear shall have fled away. Rejoice greatly at this, my beloveds, and sing the New Song, that my little ones may hear and dance the dance of freedom.
I have been aware of two men from the Jacobean era dressed in Cavalier style, who were startled by sudden awareness of my presence at the contemplation of the Holy Symbols. They became more and more interested and drawn by the words and spirit Light and structure of the Service, and have now been moved to ask the Lord (upon my prompting) to help them go forward. They have become aware of the IPS and are eager to commit their lives to the Lord’s Great Rescue Programme, from non-meaningful, though not evil, pastimes.
Lord Jesus, I give thanks for the rescue of our two new friends, now coming into the light after ‘centuries’ of aimless wandering.
My son, I rejoice with you that two of my flock have been found and brought home from the wilderness. You observe rightly, that many souls know not how to find the Light, even though they do not belong in darkness. But who is to show them the path? It is for this reason – the bringing of the Light to all in darkness – that this ritual Service has been brought into being. Have I not said that you are beacons of my Light, shining in the darkness? This is no accident and you have been chosen and prepared for this work. For would not you also be wandering aimlessly had you not been guided in the Way by your beloved godmother, agent of my purpose?
Be not surprised, therefore, that many souls are lost, for the Light of my spirit was deliberately snuffed out from the Church of Earth by those who sought riches of Earth before riches of eternity. But it is not possible for the Father’s purposes to fail, and the Light shall be shone in the dark places until all the shadows of death and fear shall have fled away. Rejoice greatly at this, my beloveds, and sing the New Song, that my little ones may hear and dance the dance of freedom. That which I have purposed in you shall prosper according to the wisdom of the Father. Be not anxious for any detail; all is well.
The following Diary entry was posted on May 5th 2010.
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Holy Communion Christmas Eve 1995
Have I not said, take care of the small details and the large details will attend to themselves? In truth, these ‘small’ details are large details – or they become so – because you are being faithful in a few things (the small details), thus enabling your receiving authority over many (the large details).
As I stood making the offering, suddenly I heard John’s voice behind my right shoulder. He was singing that soul-stirring hymn often known as the ‘Battle Hymn of the Republic,’ which starts ‘Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord…’ This startled me; it was not in the order of Service at all! As I realised what he was doing I also became aware that he was not the only one singing this hymn. In front of me unfolded a scene from the 19th century in the American west. There was a group of about 5 or 6 US Cavalrymen at their frontier outpost. They were standing before the flagpole, performing a ceremony of raising or lowering the flag. They looked battle-weary; their dark-blue uniforms were dust covered and ragged. The impression I had was that they were the only ‘survivors’ of some recent encounter with the indigenous people. The vibration indicated fear and uncertainty. The ranking officer was a sergeant. They also were singing this same hymn. John was in perfect time with them although they had absolutely no awareness of him and his singing.
Suddenly one of the men noticed me and fell back a pace or two, raising his arm in front of his face, partly as if to shield his vision from what he had seen, and partly pointing at me as, with a fear-filled, almost disbelieving voice he stuttered-out the words, ‘L-l-look – an angel!’ I realised that from their perspective, I was certainly an ‘apparition from nowhere’, a different ‘time and place’ and that, having no understanding of such ‘supernatural’ events along with their seeing my etheric body rather than my physical, it would have been a not unreasonable conclusion for this hapless soldier to reach.
I immediately said to him and his colleagues, ‘I am not an angel but I am a friend; an incarnate soul from another time and place. I have been brought to you to explain your situation and make you aware that help is at hand. You are what you would understand as ‘dead’ and have not realised it. You are stuck in the circumstances which you believe you are in, vainly awaiting help from your fellow soldiers back at base camp. I have here with me a friend who, like you, is in spirit. He has come to help you. His name is John and he also was a soldier in his Earthly life. You cannot see him just now but if you are able to accept what I am saying you will become aware of his presence and then he will be able to help you and take you to a place where you will be at peace and can be restored to your loved ones.’
At this, John stepped forward and I could tell they now were suddenly able to see him. He radiated peace, Love and goodwill. This put these lost and frightened men at ease. John walked toward them, arms outstretched in amity and greeting, introducing himself, smiling in friendship and speaking words of encouragement. They crowded round him, and stood listening to him for a few moments. Beckoning them to follow him, he turned around and walked back toward me, the men following a few paces behind him, with a look of hope and anticipation on their faces and the beginning of a renewed spring in their heels. As he got alongside me he held up his hand for a ‘high-five’ and gave me a huge, theatrical wink, his eyes sparkling in Love, joy and satisfaction at yet another co-operative rescue mission successfully completed. Glory be!
Lord Jesus, we have committed our lives and this place to service of your Great Rescue Programme, and I rejoice at this manifestation of your power to transform water into wine, tears into joy, death into Life.
My beloved son, my beloved friend, I rejoice with you at the ‘little’ fulfilment that this day has brought. Have I not said, take care of the small details and the large details will attend to themselves? In truth, these ‘small’ details are large details – or they become so – because you are being faithful in a few things (the small details), thus enabling your receiving authority over many (the large details).
Thus is the order of things according to the Creator Spirit, our beloved Heavenly Father and Who in truth Loves His little ones and longs to welcome them into His bosom of eternal reality. Indeed, eternal reality awaits all who will receive it. But eternal reality is perfect and only those who first receive the unspotted garment* are able – prepared or made ready – to enter in.
In this matter you are now well versed. I counsel you therefore, to all who inquire of you, let this be known, that they may enter into the joy of the banquet with you and partake of the sweetmeats, the wine of my Love and the singing of the New Song.
REJOICE!
This has all been an overwhelming ecstasy.
*Note, April 14, 1996: As I re-read this I suddenly realised that Jesus, our beloved Lord and Saviour IS the unspotted garment!! He is the ‘garment’ which covers, blots out and thus dispels our illusory ‘imperfection’, allowing us to enter into the banquet chamber – the presence and bounteousness of God.
The following Diary entry was posted on May 19th 2010.
Holy Communion December 31, 1995
The lessons of eternal reality seem many, Beloved, but they are according to Principles of Life of the Father, so that they may be simple to comprehend by those who make the commitment to learn of me.
The last day of the year. I feel a great emphasis on the mental wavelength through today’s Service. Heightened emphasis on the meaning of the words has been very much in focus. We have been physically depleted by ’flu symptoms so there seems little psychic energy, but the mental energy has been sharply in focus. There has been a slight fog; nevertheless, the Light of Heaven has been bright, with no unsettling vibes.
Thank you, beloved Jesus, for leading and guiding us along the Way.
My son, my friend; although there is much to learn, can a Teacher teach the little ones unless there is first discipline in the class, and a willingness to learn? You have understood the need for this and have been willing to learn of me. The lessons of eternal reality seem many, Beloved, but they are according to Principles of Life of the Father, so that they may be simple to comprehend by those who make the commitment to learn of me.
Therefore I say to you, be not overwhelmed by the apparent magnitude of all that you do not know or have not yet understood. The little one in kindergarten takes no thought for the top classes in the school, but accepts and enjoys the experience of the place where he is. Let it be so with you, my son. The inpouring of the Spirit of Truth into those who have shown willing commitment brings a new dimension of awareness of our Father and His Love and wisdom. Remember, it comes not of the time-and-place mind or understanding, but is brought to you by the Spirit of Truth, Who is your link with the Source – the Creator Spirit, our Heavenly Father – and all shall flow through this channel, for much that you have glimpsed and much more that you have not as yet discerned, to be accomplished.
Meanwhile, as the little one in kindergarten, enjoy all experiences; take them as they come and leave all details to me. I lead; do thou follow, as you have faithfully followed. I am well pleased, and rejoice at all that has been and is yet to be. Do thou rejoice also, and celebrate all things with me.
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