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Holy Communion January 7, 1990
“…the Light and Spirit of God the Father Creator Lives within all His creation. The debris of Earth mind consciousness clouds this reality from the awareness of the children of Earth, who lack the Light of Spiritual Discernment.”
Beloved Lord, this is our first communion of the new decade; one which I pray will be momentous in the going forward of your plan for mankind in the unfolding of the affairs of Earth for bringing the Kingdom of God.
My son, the Light and Spirit of God the Father Creator Lives within all His creation. The debris of Earth mind consciousness clouds this reality from the awareness of the children of Earth who lack the Light of Spiritual Discernment.
(I saw a church with all the trappings coated with a thick layer of solid, grey, lifeless dust and had the sense that this could be removed to reveal the living reality beneath.* Could that lead to the Church of the Open Door?**)
With God all things are possible. All things shall be made new. Concern yourself with the next step while keeping the goal in sight and progress shall be made, gradually, which shall carry you forward. The vibrations today are subdued for healing purposes; be not alarmed but be still and peaceful, let the healing energy flow.
*Though the altar and fabric were old and decaying, the cross, candlesticks and the communion plate and chalice were solid under the layer of grey volcanic ash-like dust.
** For the explanation of this see http://www.members.shaw.ca/communion/visions.htm - VISIT%20TO%20CHURCH%20OF%20CHRIST%20OF%2
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Holy Communion January 14, 1990
“It is His good will to give the Kingdom to all, and only they that Love Him can receive it because it must be by willingness to receive it that each soul can become one with it.”
It has been dawning on me that the reality of the living Jesus in our lives and indeed the lives of any and all who become aware of him, happens by a process of attunement, or at-one-ment. Hence his words “If any man Love me he will keep my words and my Father will bless him and I will come unto him and will manifest myself to him.”
It is by Loving him and keeping His words that the at-one-ment happens. It is not a process based on favouritism but attunement and is part of the Laws of the Creator Spirit on and by which Creation operates. It means we need not be anxious to be “performing” or “behaving correctly” but rather, Loving our Heavenly Father and His beloved Son, Jesus and simply desiring to be one with the Love and joy and peace and harmony that being in at-one-ment with Them brings into our lives.
My son, you go forward by this “new” awareness. It is not really new awareness for you have known this all along. It is rather a change in the focus of your mind which sharpens your discernment of how the Laws of the Father’s Creation function. It is His good will to give the Kingdom to all and only they that Love Him can receive it because it must be by willingness to receive it that each soul can become one with it. It is not so much a “gift” as a state of awareness that it is there for all to receive, to become one with, part of.
The unfolding revelation shall continue unendingly my son – all the while you desire it and are willing to receive it. That shall keep you in a state of attunement or harmony with it, and the revelation and your awareness shall continue to harmonise, or become aligned. It is a natural process; it happens by the Laws of Creation. Conscious “willing” is neither necessary nor able to make it happen. All is well. Go in peace and JOY .
At the Missionary prayer, as we spoke the words “we thank thee for the privilege of this Communion…” the Teacher interjected “for the JOY of this Communion…that it brings into our lives.”
Holy Communion January 21, 1990
“Take one step at a time and be content in this pace of progress.”
This has been a blessed experience in which I have felt exalted to the heights of Heaven and experienced the unequivocal Love that the Teacher, the Master and all the High Ones and Servers of this Sanctuary and of God’s purpose for mankind everywhere, have for “all sorts and conditions of men.” Their Love overflows with compassion for people afflicted by lack of Light, greed, ignorance, self-will. The Gloria was filled with the Glory of God and a sense of giving, Loving for all who will.
Master Jesus, beloved Lord, I feel the joy that unconditional Love for all brings into our lives; the transforming to newness and wholeness of Life and Being. Thank you for your patience and Love in leading the way, guiding by your Light and example. This is ALL.
My son, your heart’s desire shall be fulfilled. Rest and be peaceful. All is well; we go forward in Joy of Life. Have no fear. Take one step at a time and be content in this pace of progress. Peace be with you all. I am very well pleased, my son.
I felt a profound sense of peace from the within lulling me into a state of relaxation and letting go.
Holy Communion January 28, 1990
“…it is not man who will accomplish the Kingdom of God, but God who will give it, freely, to man.”
Beloved Jesus, I give myself to you, I come to you as a little child, unable to achieve my heart’s desire of myself, of my own will.
My son, as you well know, it is not man who will accomplish the Kingdom of God, but God who will give it, freely, to man. This is the natural order that the Father is the giver of Life and the provider for His little ones. He also gives His inheritance, His Estate – the Kingdom of Heaven – to His children. It is His good will to do so and His joy that it is gladly received, when it is. Be therefore peaceful and receive the good gifts that He will bestow upon you and all who will receive gladly of them.
I had a sense that there was somebody here without a wedding garment, trying to sneak in to the banquet and was attaching himself, with a lower, psychic vibration at the mundane, “I will” or ego-mind level, to the Service. This has distracted me and I “ejected” him in the fashion counselled recently by the Teacher. I had a sense of him skulking away.
My son, send away all without the white garment, who desire not to inherit the Kingdom, with the power and authority of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Tell them also they will be welcome back when they are ready to make the commitment to receive their Heavenly inheritance. All is well.
At the blessing, the Master said: “All you, my little ones: Joy be ever with you.”
Evening prayers February 1, 1990
“Be patient; be true to that which guides you from your own within. It is the Good Shepherd of the Holy One. He will not fail you.”
The Teacher speaks: “My son, it is necessary that you walk in blind faith; by this do you learn one-pointed obedience and commitment. Fear not; you are in our care. I, your Teacher, authorised in the name and by the power of Jesus of Nazareth, beloved Christ of God, have much to show to you, much to reveal. Be patient; be true to that which guides you from your own within. It is the Good Shepherd of the Holy One. He will not fail you. Draw nigh unto him, my son, that you stray not from the narrow and straight path. Yea, even though many around you stumble and falter, do thou be true and single in thy vision.
So shall you prevail and the Power of the Almighty shall be vested in you for many works, my son. Be not afraid but put on the whole armour of faith and trust. Though temptation shall pass by, your faith and singleness of purpose and commitment shall keep you.
All is well and much is being accomplished of which you are not yet aware. All shall be made known at the time of readiness. Peace be still. I shall speak again my son.”
Evening prayers February 2, 1990
“His message — the message — is Love... Have we not — you and I — something we desire to share with all who will receive it? Is it not a great — the great — message?”
The Teacher speaks again: “All you have to do is attune within and you shall receive. Even as a radio attunes and receives. It is not an act of the will; it is simply being willing to receive, being receptive to the Christ wavelength, the Messenger’s wavelength. He has a message for you – the Messenger of the Holy One. A radio is not anxious to receive. Neither need you be. And if you wish to transmit, simply speak; focus (attune) and speak with Him or any who are authorised – as am I – to speak in His Name. His message – the message – is Love.
I can and will speak with you at any time and any place my friend. And why not? Are we not on the same wavelength? Are we not both committed to the same purpose – the service of the Kingdom purpose in this ritual attunement? Is not attunement what this is all about? Have we not – you and I – something we desire to share with all who will receive it? Is it not a great – the great message? Should we not therefore get together and exchange our feelings of Joy that this message – and the messenger – and the Sender of the message – exist? Is not sharing this Joy and the message itself what this purpose is all about?
Therefore my friend, be not surprised, but be Joyful in the Lord, for great and marvellous is His Day.
Draw close to me always. In this togetherness shall you go forward and become more attuned with Love. This is the Great and Only message. All is well.
Holy Communion February 4, 1990
“We can now achieve together, by your co-operation, many works of enlightenment and assistance to those who will receive.”
Beloved Teacher, thank you for your messages of illumination and enlightenment of this past week. You have my undying commitment and trust. If I can serve or be of service in the Kingdom Purpose through this living Communion Service, by the Grace and Love of our blessed Master Jesus of Nazareth, let it be known to me. I cannot do it of myself, of this I now know, but by desire and commitment the Master will accomplish some works in me.
Brian, dear friend and fellow servant, I know that we of the Inner Plane have your commitment and trust and this is greatly valued. We can now achieve together, by your co-operation, many works of enlightenment and assistance to those who will receive. Join us consciously and we shall combine our energies with yours. Thus can our united goal be the going forward of many to the Great Banquet. Peace be with you. All is well.
Holy Communion February 11, 1990
“This is the order of Creation, that Love comes from above down and uplifts the little ones, who struggle to receive it by reaching out and aspiring to go forward.”
Heavenly Father, I know of a certainty that You and the Kingdom are the reality; I know that Love is what You Are and that this is the Power by which the universe operates, by which Creation and its perpetuation are. I know that You are our Father and that we are Your children; that it is our inheritance to be one with You and be within the Kingdom. I myself cannot achieve this state of being from where I am. And for this reason You have sent Your beloved son, Jesus, who is beloved of me also, to befriend us – all who will receive his friendship. He alone can and will lead us with Love and compassion for our condition, to the “Promised Land.” This is the Kingdom of Heaven upon the Earth.
My son, all that you say is right. You cannot achieve this but I am empowered by the Father to achieve it for you. This is the order of Creation, that Love comes from above down and uplifts the little ones, who struggle to receive it by reaching out and aspiring to go forward. Let not the conditions of Earth-life consciousness cause confusion in your mind. I, Jesus of Nazareth, will accomplish for you – and “all who will” – a going forward.
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Holy Communion February 18, 1990
…you now glimpse the magnitude of the Master’s programme and also his Love. This Love is the power to transform and uplift all mankind. It shall be from the within of each one individually – that is the only way it can happen.
From the beginning I was aware of a host of servers from the invisible realms on the one hand and a great multitude of countless thousands gathered on a hillside attracted to the Light, Love and uplifting vibrations of the Service. They all joined in as One with the Kingdom Prayer and even as I write they are tuned in. The Master says, and gives, “Peace, Love and Joy unto you all, my beloveds.” This is a great gathering of souls and energies and blessing. Three levels of consciousness come together in sharing this ritual Communion of attunement (at-one-ment).
At the offering of the bread, Jesus, our beloved Master stood in front of me and slightly to one side, giving his Love and blessing to the multitude, even as he did in the long ago. I could feel the great giving, selfless, pure and joyful, going out for all. It was an overwhelming experience.
Brian, my friend, you now glimpse the magnitude of the Master’s programme and also his Love. This Love is the power to transform and uplift all mankind. It shall be from the within of each one individually – that is the only way it can happen. Those in the etheric realms can be uplifted and go forward because the transforming experience takes them to a new place of awareness and they see, feel, become conscious of its tangible reality. This readily establishes them in this new desire that the experience awakens in them.
For those in the Earth-life this is not so easily achieved – yet – for they are surrounded by dismal experience and for them this is their ‘reality’. Any short-lived, uplifting experience is not sufficient to carry them forward to an acceptance that that is the reality. Yet I say unto you, have no concern over this, for the power of God to restore, to make all things new in the Earth, is limitless.
All is well my friend. We go forward. Joy be your crown and your mantle.
I believe this was the Rector speaking. After the Teacher’s blessing at the end he added “…unto the coming of the Kingdom of Heaven upon the Earth.”
Holy Communion March 4, 1990
We are now at the time of the great banquet to celebrate the marriage, the unification of Heaven with Earth. This means that all who respond to the Call can and will be joined, become as One, with the Life of God in His Heaven.
Beloved Teacher, It is clear to me now that you are not only Olga’s Teacher but are mine also. Your purpose in this Mystical Communion is also to Teach countless other souls of the joy and fulfilment of joining their lives with Jesus, our beloved Lord and Master. For I see, am aware of, great multitudes gathering to join as one in this attunement practice now. And they are bringing more each week. It is an experience that causes my soul to overflow with joy and happiness.
My son, this is the joy that our Father has prepared for His little ones – all those that love Him, all that respond to His Love for them – from the beginning. We are now at the time of the great banquet to celebrate the marriage, the unification, of Heaven with Earth. This means that all who respond to the Call can and will be joined, become as One, with the Life of God in His Heaven. This does not mean laying aside their body; rather, that they shall gain and increase in Love, health of body, and empowerment of mind and spirit, unto their fulfilment in joy and wholeness.
It is reality beyond all you perceive as temporal reality, my young friend. I counsel you to look upon it, become aware of it as the great and only reality. For this is the eternal nature of God-aware living, being, becoming. It shall grow and prosper and shall increase in the lives, the hearts, the minds of all who earnestly desire God’s righteousness and justice.
Let it lodge itself in your heart, mind, soul, and strengthen you for mighty works and deeds. The joy of your desire to bring this reality to the attention of those who labour and are heavy laden shall be fulfilled, my faithful follower of the Call. All is well; all shall be well. May the Joy of Heaven fill your heart.
Holy Communion March 18, 1990
Have no anxiety – banish it from your life by the certain knowledge that God Loves you and desires for you the good gifts of His storehouse. He will give them to all who are willing to receive. Be thou willing.
Beloved Teacher, I realise that in this state of at-one-ment achieved during the Communion, we are all on the same wavelength.
Thus it is that we can communicate with all, for it is an open wavelength and all who are on it are aware of each other. The Call of the Lord is for all who will to attune with Him and thus receive the Love and blessing that is transmitted on the Cosmic wavelength.
All is according to the natural laws of the Father’s Creation. There are no “magic” miracles as if deeds could be done without foundation in Cosmic Law; it is simply by having eyes, ears, senses to discern and receive the awareness of God’s Laws, and by living in absolute oneness with them, that all things are possible.
Fear not, my son, but take life one step at a time. By your desire, your Earthly conditions shall all come into harmony with the Will of the Father and your desire shall lead you forward into that harmony. The Earth life substance is much more dense than the stuff of etheric the realms. It can only be transformed from within out by attunement. Have no anxiety – banish it from your life by the certain knowledge that God Loves you and desires for you the good gifts of His storehouse. He will give them to all who are willing to receive. Be thou willing.
Holy Communion Mothering Sunday, March 25, 1990
...it is the Love of – and for – the Father Creator that makes all things new and shall make the New Earth, in harmony with the New Heaven.
From before the beginning of the Service the ‘invisibles’ came very close and brought a Heavenly vibration that surrounded us with joy, and uplifted our spirits. There was a very familial feeling and I was aware of our children and someone very close to Steve – perhaps his grandmother?
Earlier in the week as I took a moment to attune with our Heavenly Father, I became aware of energy forces flowing down into the top of my head and through my body/aura to the floor and sensed these were the very Life/Love of the Creator Spirit, aligning my own life forces with His by the act of attunement (at-one-ment). I realised that the act of attuning harmonised the contrary energies that are put out of sync by the Earth-mind-conscious vibrations.
So is it, my son; the Life energy must needs be harmonised and brought into alignment and balance so that renewal can constantly take place. If this is not so, the depletion of energy – Life itself – takes place and a feeling of being drained sets in. I counsel you – think on this, focus on this experience and the awareness you now have of its reality; it is the Love of – and for – the Father Creator that makes all things new and shall make the New Earth, in harmony with the New Heaven. The Earth-mind of man has some awareness of this in knowledge of the Earth’s electro-magnetic force field. These shall be – indeed are being – charged with the New Earth energy and shall bring out a new aligning of thought processes, new awareness and realisation in the hearts and minds of all “who will”. Those who will not allow themselves to be re-aligned due to their contrary nature – those who are not ready – shall be momentarily left behind in the going forward of my little ones. Have no fear, no concern, all is according to the Word. The Word is the life force, the Creativity, the ‘ever-becoming’ of the Father Creator.
Take every moment to focus your consciousness on the new harmonising, aligning of your life, your auric energies. This is possible by opening your heart to the Father, giving your life to Him, receiving His peace. So shall your awareness of these life energies be increased and your control be expanded – not by willing things to be but by harmonising your own energy. This is Love, my son, experienced by simply allowing, not by any act of willing or doing. It is the very Source of all and the plan and pattern of all. It is all.
Peace and joy fill your hearts, all of you who one-pointedly join in this act of dedication.
Motherhood is an act of alignment of these creative Life energies, unconsciously; by this process the new life is built up.
The Teacher’s blessing enveloped us with a great and overwhelming personal love and joy. He especially gave blessings for Theresa on this Mothering Sunday.
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Holy Communion April 1, 1990
You have glimpsed the transforming power of Love. Even Earth-minded man is blessed with the experience at the personal level. How much greater is it at the Cosmic level? You have experienced this, my son. Be assured, it is the means, it is the end, it is the all.
As we three knelt together in the Kingdom Prayer I felt as if we were creating a triangular energy force field much more energetic than when a solitary communicant attunes.
There has been a vibration of unifying consciousness between us in the Earth-life and our fellow-servers in the etheric life.
Beloved Master Jesus, I feel the Peace, the tranquillity of your Life, your presence, your Love, here in this time and place. It is such a contrast to the chaos of the Earth-life vibration. Thank you for this reality; for this is the reality.
My son, do you think I am unaware of the pressures, the difficulties of achieving oneness with the Peace of the Kingdom when the conditions surrounding all incarnate souls are so contrary? Have I not been there, experienced these turbulent energies? My son, I am the Lord of all mankind, charged by our Father Creator with the restoration of all His little ones, His children, to the fold. Not one of His children can be permitted to remain lost in the wilderness; this is the charge of the Good Shepherd. Fear not, for the Father has given me power and authority to accomplish what, for the Earth-mind awareness, seems impossible.
You have glimpsed the transforming power of Love. Even Earth-minded man is blessed with the experience at the personal level. How much greater is it at the Cosmic level? You have experienced this, my son. Be assured, it is the means, it is the end, it is the all. Let your heart be filled with this transforming Love and mighty accomplishments shall be achieved in you by this. You cannot do it. Love will do it. Be still and be at peace. All is well.
At the Teacher’s blessing the Master stood beside me and said “My Peace I give to you, my Joy I leave with you, always.”
Holy Communion April 8, 1990. PALM Sunday
It is the harmonising of life energies so that they are all working together in a complementary fashion that is the Peace of Heaven… So shall the Kingdom of God be brought into the Earth life and established there in all His children, my son – by aligning and harmonising the life energies of all who will.
Beloved Master and Lord, Jesus, as I spoke the words “… and in us, thy children....” I was filled with the Peace of Heaven, as if our beloved Father Creator was giving me His Love as a personal gift. I realise this is what you have come to do – lead as into conscious awareness of Him so that we may have eternal Peace and Joy in the Father’s Kingdom.
My son, so it is and ever shall be. This can and will be achieved only by letting go of temporal concerns; how can the eternal awareness be achieved, and harmony with it when one is attuned with the temporal? Indeed it cannot.
Only by living in the temporal but from a position of attunement (at-one-ment) with the eternal and on serving the temporal objectively can inward peace and harmony of life energies be won.
It is the harmonising of life energies so that they are all working together in a complementary fashion that is the Peace of Heaven. This harmony of life energies is the creative force by which so much can be accomplished. This is why when you are gathered together in my name, all attuned to this ritual form of focus on, communion with, the Kingdom, all your energies are harmonised for the accomplishing of many works of upliftment of those who will in all places and conditions.
So shall the Kingdom of God be brought into the Earth life and established there in all His Children, my son – by aligning and harmonising the life energies of all who will. But to accomplish this there must be one who can point the way for the children of the Earth-life who, if they – when they – are shown this, the eternal reality, will desire to be one with it. Such a one must be entirely of the eternal awareness to radiate that vibration amongst his fellows and explain to them the simplicity of the Kingdom reality.
We go forward each and every day, my son. All is well. I bless you with the Joy of Heaven.
Holy Communion April 22, 1990
I counsel you, my son, focus your thoughts on the Peace of God; for this is the perfect, harmonious, creative Life energy by which all things are made new, made perfect, made manifest.
As I made my dedication I saw a perfect cross potent right in front of me, about 30 inches in diameter, in metal.
At the words “Come unto me all who labour,” many souls came forward.
Beloved Jesus, I feel, sense, the awakening in me of the reality of this Communion practice. It becomes more meaningful, more alive as its livingness grows in me. I am also aware of that energy vibration that is Theresa missing when she is not with us.
My son, all is well, all is going forward, and even as you see newness emerging all around in nature, so is everything becoming new in the Spiritual uplifting and transforming of awareness; the awareness of you, your beloved and all who partake of the bread and wine of this new dispensation, whether of the incarnate or the etheric realms of the Father's house.
I counsel you, my son, focus your thoughts on the Peace of God; for this is the perfect, harmonious, creative life energy by which all things are made new, made perfect, made manifest. As you focus, let your heart, your mind, your soul "speak" the word ‘Peace’, reverently within yourself. This act of "speaking" is, in itself, an act of creativity and will align your energies of body, mind, soul and spirit, so that you shall feel new energy, new at-One-ment with the Source of All, the Father Creator.
By this act of attunement (At-One-ment) you shut out the discordant vibrations of the Earth plane horizontal conditions which are bombarding you from all directions, and instead create a new, harmonised energy flow which will go out from you and calm the turmoil of the tempestuous seas of Earth-life psychic conditions.
All shall continue to be well as you all go forward by the way of my guiding. Peace, be still.
Holy Communion May 6, 1990
Let your heart and your mind be ever open to the wavelength of God's Kingdom of Love and rightful living, for this is your true abode. From it shall come strength, wisdom, inspiration, upliftment, peace and the fulfilment in your life of the desire of your heart.
It is there for you and for all who will receive it.
There is a beautiful vibration of Peace, Love and Joy this morning. The energies from the Christ realm are very calming. As I stood facing outward at the Song of the Angels, the Master stood at my right, radiating gentle Love which transformed the vibration of the Service for me.
Beloved Jesus, and beloved of us you are, at moments such as described above, I feel really aware of your Grace, your giving, your selflessness when in me is concern to show to the world your POWER.
My son, the only power in the whole of creation is the Love of God the Father. Its power is in its gentleness, its giving, its willingness to allow all else to be free, to go first, to have priority.
The Earth life consciousness of man, operating at the horizontal level, is largely unaware of this, believing itself free to do as it wishes. But the outpouring of Love from the Source will be felt by His little ones as they come to the edge of their self will and accept that there are greater laws and rules of Creation by which life goes forward to greater experience and Joy.
Be of good cheer, my son; remain faithful in your practice of this ritual attunement. Let your heart and your mind be ever open to the wavelength of God’s Kingdom of Love and rightful living, for this is your true abode. From it shall come strength, wisdom, inspiration, upliftment, peace and the fulfilment in your life of the desire of your heart.
It is there for you and for all who will receive it. Rejoice, my son; this shall be revealed to you more as you go forward one step at a time, and Joy shall be yours as you are able to reveal its reality to all who seek. All is well.
At the end the Teacher came in very close and loving. The vibration is giving – selflessness.
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Holy Communion May 13, 1990
Peace is oneness with the Love of God. It is reached by letting go, by opening your heart to our Father, by accepting that it is He Who will accomplish for you, rather than you for Him; your going forward to the stature of perfection. It is His Great Plan for all mankind.
As I lifted the chalice to partake of the Wine of Christ Love, the Master held out his hand toward the chalice and said, "This is my New Wine of the Kingdom."
Dear Teacher, my friend and counsellor, guide and instructor in the mysteries: This Communion ritual takes on greater meaning each time. The different aspects of it and the wholeness of it, lead us onward and upward in new understanding and awareness.
My faithful friend and learner of the mysteries: I rejoice, with the whole multitude of Christ servers, at the going forward that we see in the Earth-plane servers of this sanctuary of Christ Communion. There is a beacon of Light generated by your faithful following and this Lights the way for many. This has now reached a great multitude and grows daily.
Your understanding of the mysteries grows, and the key to power is attunement. The key to attunement is peace and the key to peace is Love. Peace is oneness with the Love of God. It is reached by letting go, by opening your heart to our Father, by accepting that it is He Who will accomplish for you, rather than you for Him; your going forward to the stature of perfection. It is His Great Plan for all mankind.
I counsel you, when you face the prospect of what lies ahead with awe and fear – be not concerned, but give it all to Him Who can accomplish what man cannot accomplish. One step at a time and He will bring all to fulfilment. All is well, my son. We go forward. Peace and Joy fill your heart and your life.
Holy Communion May 20, 1990
I have this Communion and your faithful following in humility and one-pointed dedication to thank for all this; for it has shown me the path to true happiness and fulfilment.
John, Theresa’s brother, who passed away in 1979, came very close yesterday, and has been very near this morning, singing the hymns with us and ministering to Theresa with a great and gentle Love. He has gone forward and a new, uplifted and refined, gentle John, which was always there, has emerged, leaving behind all the Earth brashness with which he covered his real self. I feel sure he has been promoted; it is as if he has been inducted into a new responsibility, looking after and ministering to souls in need of comfort, reassurance and confidence boosting.
Brian, you are right, I have had a true and wonderful ‘promotion’. This is a promotion of the true order of Life and Love. I have this Communion and your faithful following in humility and one-pointed dedication to thank for all this; for it has shown me the path to true happiness and fulfilment.
Tell Theresa how much I Love her, how proud I am of her and how pleased I am to see her going forward and being freed from the unhappy conditions which have weighed her down and confused her vision of the path ahead for her. Tell her I am always close and that all she needs to do is speak to me and I will be there, anytime.
This has been a Service of profound peace and tranquillity, filled with the gentleness of the Master’s Love. He has been very close and I have been overwhelmed by his great Love and caring.
There have been heavenly choirs – more of the angelic than the human order, I feel – singing through various parts of the Service: “He is the King of Glory…” and other uplifting arias, during the Song of the Angels.
Brian, my friend, there is "Joy in heaven to Earth come down" by the going forward and the new awareness which you are all sharing with us in the etheric realms of the Kingdom awareness. As this, Christ's programme for mankind's going forward progresses, so shall your awareness of the greater reality "beyond the veil" increase. Be at peace and receive the blessing that the Father sends out, that you all may have life abundantly. All is well.
Holy Communion June 3, 1990
…the profound joy and ecstasy which overwhelms with a pleasure beyond all Earth's imaginings is the true estate of the sons and daughters of God, and the destiny of all who will enter in. For this is the Kingdom of God's Love.
As I filled the wine cruet by the kitchen table the Master stood right beside me and said, "This is my new wine of the Kingdom." His vibration was overwhelming, filled with joy, upliftment and peace.
The whole Service, the whole house, is filled with a gentle, peaceful vibration.
Master, I begin to see the meaning of Your New Wine of the Kingdom.
My son, you are true in your discernment. I am the vine. The vine absorbs water from the soil – the water of life – and by the Life of God the Father, transforms the water into the juice of the grape, which, when fermented in the transforming, life-energising process of the Father's Purpose, is transmuted into the Living Wine of the Kingdom Age. This is the psychic life conscious level of Earth-minded man metamorphosed into the Spiritual, God-filled, perfected Son of God. It is the Love of God which is the yeast, or leaven, the transforming, converting, uplifting agent.
Master, I see how you are the true vine, a life-giving, transforming agent, or vehicle, for Earth-minded man.
Dwell on this, my son – greater revelation shall come to you. I am well pleased with the harmony of you three one-pointed souls in this ritual Service.
I had a great sense of Steve, Theresa and me closely attuned and in harmony for the generation of great and uplifting energies.
Earlier in the week as I thought, at bedtime, that I ought to say my prayers at the Sanctuary, the Teacher said, "Do it not from a sense of duty but from a sense of gratitude."
Blessed Master, you truly restore and uplift our souls and I feel this now.
My son, that which you have from time to time glimpsed and experienced – the profound joy and ecstasy which overwhelms with a pleasure beyond all Earth's imaginings – is the true estate of the sons and daughters of God. It is the true estate and the destiny of all who will enter in. For this is the Kingdom of God's Love. Can you now see why it is my great desire to bring it for all those who labour and are heavy laden with the self-imposed burden of Earth-minded self-will? And yet I say to you, my son, there is but one way only to the fulfilment and this is the way of Love and Peace. It is God's way. Peace be with you all, and great Joy uplift your hearts.
As I made my personal dedication I heard angel voices singing “Lift up your hearts, lift up your voice; Rejoice, again I say, Rejoice.”
As I stood up to give the Teacher’s blessing at the end, I was aware of the Teacher at the centre-back of the altar and John to the left and slightly forward, where the water and wine cruet sits. Their auras were both dazzling white, and merging or touching at the edge, as if to say “we are acting as under one authority and together, in harmony.” The vibration was very powerful and full of strength and Love; it was an overwhelming experience.
Holy Communion June 10, 1990
By countless centuries of man's ignorance, and the infancy of his soul awareness of God's Love for him, many are trapped and languish under the karmic treadmill of Earth-mind sorrows. It is the Love of God that shall set such little ones free.
At the offering of the bread to all in need, sorrow, sickness… I became aware of the Rector; it was as if he had a basket in one hand and was gathering up the fragments, that none be lost, just as at the feeding of the 5000. This symbolised his gathering up all the power created by the act of offering – partaking of the bread, and by the Love with which it is transmuted – for the purpose of giving it to all in need. How many there are in need, sorrow, sickness and adversity.
My son, gradually your heart and soul are opening with the Love and compassion that lies within. By the greed and power-lust of countless centuries of man's ignorance and the infancy of his soul awareness of God's Love for him, many are trapped and languish under the karmic treadmill of Earth-mind sorrows.
It is the Love of God which shall set such little ones free. These little ones labour and are heavy laden; they walk in darkness; they continue, in ignorance, to suffer needlessly the anguish of the conditions of the prince of time and place.
Open your heart, my son, to the great compassion of the Children of Light, and you shall serve as a channel for the power of Love, to bring comfort and healing to the souls who are lost in the wilderness.
My beloved Master, behind these symbols of Scripture are, I now see, the reality.
Yes, my son, but the grossness of Earth-minded man's vision does not yet permit him to see this greater reality. Nevertheless I say to you: continue in this way; open your heart and soul to the Love of God and give selflessly of your compassion when opportunity permits. Let such commitment be ever within you, ready to flow out only when it is safe for you so to do, otherwise you will expose yourself to danger from the enemy of the Light.
All is well, my son, and truly do we all go forward together. Peace, be still.
Again, at the end of the dedication hymn, as I stood up I was aware of John beside the Teacher and they came forward together to give the blessing at the close of the Service. I felt as if this was telling me that John is to take over the Teacher’s “job” or role in the Communion, and that the Teacher is going forward to a greater role.* This reminds me of the Voice message earlier in the week in the park, which said, "We go forward together."
It appears all the previous years have been preparation, and now everyone, Teacher, Rector and others, are moving out into a greater field of activity in this phase of the Kingdom programme.
As I made my personal dedication at the close of the Service and said “… by the POWER of Thy ever-living word…” with my right hand near my left shoulder (as I made the sign of the cross of Life) I was suddenly blasted by a great surge of power coming from the area where my hand was at that moment. It felt as if I would be blown sideways by it and it caused me to grasp. Theresa also felt the surge.
*The vibration coming from John and the Teacher were one and the same, even though I was aware of their respective auras.
The following Diary entries were posted on April 4th 2007
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Holy Communion July 8, 1990
By focusing your hearts and souls and attuning with God’s Love, so do you become One with It; and even as you emanate Love and power for the upliftment and healing and renewing of those in need, so are you also exalted by the attunement.
As I knelt to make my dedication and the music began, I saw John, wearing his white cassock, striding back and forth waving a censer and I realised this was to create an olfactory harmony with the audial harmony of the music, so that all the senses could be harmonised in this upliftment hour, unto the Hill of the Lord.
As Theresa yawned at the Song of the Angels, John (Theresa's brother) immediately spoke from behind my right shoulder: Wake-up in the front row!
Our children, Diana, Christopher and Jessica are all present, sitting in front of the control box, operated by Peter. Their love and happiness are so great and joyful for our hearts
Blessed Lord and Master, my cup runneth over with the joy and Love and promise of this Service.
My son, this is the organ of our beloved brother John,* whom you call the Teacher, who has brought together the words that I spoke, the reality that I demonstrated in the long ago and the livingness of God's Love, to create this power structure. By focusing your hearts and souls and attuning with it, so do you become One with it and even as you emanate Love and power for the upliftment and healing and renewing of those in need, so are you also exalted by the attunement. It is a harmonising activity, and the act of unifying of life energies in Love and one-pointed commitment to the plan and purpose of the Father Creator catalyses the energies so that they work together and create an exponential increase in the power for good, healing, spiritual empowerment in the lives of all men of goodwill, whether they be asleep or awake. And those who are asleep, so shall this Light help to awaken them.
All is well, my son; I am well pleased with the forward progress. Keep on in this way. Attune with the Peace first and this shall open the door of your consciousness to the Kingdom.
*This is John, the Seer of Patmos, author of the 4th Gospel and Revelation; not to be confused with Theresa’s brother, John.
Holy Communion July 15, 1990
Focus your lives and awareness on my peace and let it envelop you from your own within. Have no concern for the fluctuations of energies and conditions at the horizontal level of activity in the affairs of Earth-mind man.
There is a subtle vibration of peace and reverence pervading the Communion today.
At the offering of bread I felt waves of energies surging from the Sanctuary and out through me, such as never before. This would be of great help to the upliftment of many. At the offering of wine I heard someone singing the hymn “Angel voices ever singing, round Thy Throne of Light.”
The offering of bread and wine was as if our oneness with the Kingdom was all but complete. It was a great and glorious experience, like the “veil” between the Earth and the Kingdom awareness had had a hole opened through the midst of it for us to see through into the utmost heights and breadths and depths of eternity.
And so it is, my beloveds. Your joy in this communion is my joy, to see you going forward and experiencing the wholeness of its reality. All is well and the progress is utterly satisfactory. Focus your lives and awareness on my peace and let it envelop you from your own within. Have no concern for the fluctuations of energies and conditions at the horizontal level of activity in the affairs of Earth-mind man. Rather, and especially as such distract your attention by necessary involvement, withdraw as opportunity permits, and focus upon the Gateway to the Kingdom within your own heart and mind. Thus shall you be restored and uplifted to the clouds of Heaven, and joy shall once again be yours. And the glory of the Lord shall be with His people. Go in peace and lightness of heart my children. I am with you always.
Holy Communion July 22, 1990
…the soul of man is focused in the Outer Court of the Temple of life consciousness, where activity is somewhat random because he does not hear the Voice of the Father Creator, nor is he aware of His guiding Hand and His Love.
My son, faithful in that which has been given you; the soul of man is focused in the Outer Court of the Temple of life consciousness, where activity is somewhat random because he does not hear the voice of the Father Creator, nor is he aware of His guiding Hand and His Love. The innermost realms of tranquillity, peace and stillness – in the quiet of the soul stilled to horizontal activity – is where the at-one-ment with the Source of All Being is to be found.
It matters not whether you sit, stand, kneel or lie; direct your awareness by being comfortable, and remember that your Heavenly Father is Love, understanding, compassion, peace, caring, concern for your well-being. He is all the things that I came into the Earth-life to demonstrate, and greater things than those.
Leave all in His loving care and be at peace. His Love can be experienced in the stillness within, not in the clamour without. Peace, be still; all is well. You are all Loved and your lives are in the care of those who are empowered from on High to ensure all is well. Have no anxiety. All is known to me. We go forward to the banquet table my son. Joy be with you.
I had a sense that we were at a banquet table laden with good things to eat and drink. This is the banquet to celebrate the marriage of the King’s son (See Mt. ch. 22)
Holy Communion August 5, 1990
…you are, in this Communion ritual, as well as by the pureness of your desire in your daily lives, in, One with and part of the Kingdom of God upon the Earth.
As I sit, quiet and still before the Service commences I attune with the invisible realms and am aware of the Master’s presence in the midst, the Teacher behind the Altar, John in the Altar area, the Rector, who is “around and about” ready to be wherever focusing the Light from the Service will be beneficial to some soul who is ready to awaken to the Kingdom reality but perhaps is not aware of his readiness, and Peter at the control box, with Olga near where Theresa sits, in control of the subtle and harmonious structures of the music.
At the Holy Invitation I was aware of a multitude that no man could number, stretching away as far as the eye could see, coming forward. There was glorious sunlight shining upon them all and a beautiful peace all around.
As I made ready the bread and wine for consecration I realised the feeding of the 5,000 and the Last Supper were all one and the same process, and then, as I blessed the bread and wine it suddenly became clear that this communion act in the here and now is also one with that process in the eternal reality. I was fully aware that the bread (just one unleavened cracker) was able to be transmuted to feed not only 5,000 but all who are willing to partake of it. I Know it because I experienced it. And the wine was sufficient to assuage the thirsting of all because it is a well of pure water springing up unto life eternal (John. 4:14) and will be transmuted into the Wine of Christ Love in the heart and soul of all who drink.
My beloved Lord and Master, Jesus, this has been an experience of the eternal reality in the here and now. My soul doth magnify the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Saviour.
My son, as you have observed before, you are, in this Communion ritual, as well as by the pureness of your desire in your daily lives, in, one with and part of the Kingdom of God upon the Earth. And all who will – all who desire goodwill and peace and are ready to abandon the path of experience at the psychic group consciousness level and that which is pleasant and to be desired (Gen. 3:6) in the here and now, and in its stead favour that which is in harmony with the principles of the eternal – will be also one with the Kingdom of God. For now are all the children of Earth sons of God but it does not yet appear what they shall be (1 Jn. 3:2). Therefore they are destined to inherit their birthright. But such an endowment cannot be given to he who has not yet come of age; he who is not yet willing to receive it.
Fear not my son; you begin to experience the power and the Place, from which it comes. Do not have wrath in your heart for he whose eyes are still shut, whose heart is not yet open to the joy and glory of his inheritance; rather, let compassion and Love and tenderness be the place from which you look upon such little ones. Thus shall you be above the maelstrom of their psychic energies that would draw into itself all who venture near. All is well and shall continue to be. We go forward unto the Marriage Banquet.
John gave the blessing at the end and then stepped forward and hugged Theresa, saying, Dear Sis.
The following Diary entries were posted on July 4th 2007
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Holy Communion August 12, 1990
... the path is not marked out in the land, worn by countless feet that have gone before, that others may blindly follow; rather, this path is marked out in unfailing Principles of Life of the Father, and these unfold before the vision of the seeker as he steps in faith, one step at a time, along the journey of Life.
There have been many awarenesses of the invisibles throughout, and at the call of the Holy Shepherd the Master spoke to the multitude, Come, all ye beloved of my Father. I was aware of John saying the Our Father with us and of the Teacher adding “In Joy” to the words “Let us commune together (in Joy) upon the bread and wine…” the Master himself spoke the words I am the Light of the world…
Beloved Jesus, thank you for leading us forward one step at a time by a path that has been hidden from my sight, but which is well known to you.
Yes my son, because the path is not marked out in the land, worn by countless feet that have gone before, that others may blindly follow; rather, because this path is marked out in unfailing PLFs, and these unfold before the vision of the seeker as he progresses, one step at a time, along the journey of Life. They are not a predestined course but the direction from which the soul has progressed will set the course for onward progress. It is more like a ship at sea than a traveller on land, although the contours of the land will affect different phases of the journey; in the journey of Life the soul creates the contours by his pace and stance of journeying.
It is necessary that the path not be visible to the traveller, so that he journey by faith and trust, for it is an unfolding also of the Life within of the traveller, and has inbuilt guidelines, even as the seed that will become a flowering and fruitful plant, true to its own species. The forward progress is individual and not of the multitude.
Holy Communion August 19, 1990
This Sanctuary and Communion of bread and wine is the vehicle by which the Kingdom of Eternal Joy and Life takes root in the Earth, my son. The Life of the Sanctuary is in your hearts, for this is the seat of Life, which is Love.
At the Holy Invitation, the whole multitude, who are now regularly present, turned and said “Come” to all who will.
At the contemplation of the Wine symbol the Master spoke, "Come all ye my little ones and join your lives with mine, that we may glorify our Father Creator."
At the offering of the bread and wine, Bill, (former proprietor of a local corner shop) recently departed this life from a brain tumour, came in and I said “Welcome, Bill, this is the living reality.” He replied enthusiastically, “Yes, I can see that.”
Jesus, beloved Lord, I see your purpose progressing and the eternal reality manifesting in and through this Sanctuary of Peace and Joy and Love.
This Sanctuary and Communion of bread and wine is the vehicle by which the Kingdom of Eternal Joy and Life takes root in the Earth, my son. The Life of the Sanctuary is in your hearts, for this is the seat of Life, which is Love.
I rejoice, my son, that your heart is opened up to the Love of God, and pours out this Love and compassion to all who will receive it. I counsel you, keep on in this way, that the souls of the righteous may be restored to Life and take nourishment, for their strengthening and upliftment, at this table.
Be still within yourself, and peaceful; I will take away all your cares and concerns and lead you forward, one step at a time, lest you stumble. I am aware of all your needs and am able to provide fully for them, have no fear. You shall be prepared according to the season of readiness, in all matters for which I have need of you.
At the beginning of the Service I heard the Heavenly choirs, and the Rector gave me the hymn “Ye holy angels bright, who wait at God's right hand.”
Holy Communion August 26, 1990
My son, the open door of this ‘church’ is of the within of each individual soul; it is their door which must needs be opened for the Spirit of Truth to enter in and cleanse the house, make all things new and establish the seat of eternal awareness therein.
Blessed Jesus, this Service is so perfect, so high and enlightening and so many souls are now one with it for the praise and adoration and the banqueting on Bread and Wine and the giving of Love for the comfort and invitation of all who will enter in; more and more are responding to the call to come up higher.
My son, the open door of this ‘church’ is of the within of each individual soul; it is their door which must needs be opened for the Spirit of Truth to enter in and cleanse the house, make all things new and establish the seat of eternal awareness therein.
The church, of course, is open also on all sides, and this is the gathering place of many, drawn by the Light of the Living Word and the Love and Peace which pervades and radiates outwards. But the Sanctuary of it is the heart of each individual, and access is only by the individual opening his heart to the eternal and turning from the way of the temporal.
The multitudes are one with the Service, joining in with the words of the Gloria today.
The following Diary entries were posted on October 10th 2007
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Holy Communion September 2, 1990
…continue to send prayers for the imprisoned and oppressed, from the heart, but keep firmly in "Base Camp" as you do so. By that I mean, do not let your psyche wander out into the quicksands and darkness in the affairs of man at this time of winding-up the old order.
At the Kingdom Prayer I felt the heavenly peace envelop me.
At the offering of bread I saw the Rector's beryl-green light all around, but much brighter, as if the sun was shining through it. I felt he was gathering the energy from the offering to give to all who will and all in need. Theresa and I were both strongly impressed to pray and offer for John McCarthy.* May he be blessed and comforted and saved from despair.
Brian, your prayers are able to help, and much-needed. Much can be done with them. It is best that you do not go out in all directions to offer comfort and succour, for this is still an operation of hiddenness for the time being. It is better for your Love and compassion to be for all in need, and we Christ Servers of the Inner Plane will take and use that energy where we are able to see the need for the furthering of this spearhead campaign for the establishing of the Kingdom in the lives of those who are ready for one-pointed commitment.
Remember there are many millions of souls in the Earth and Inner Plane life who can and will pray for the imprisoned and oppressed. By all means continue to send prayers for John McCarthy, from the heart, but keep firmly in "Base Camp" as you do so. By that I mean, do not let your psyche wander out into the quicksands of the myriad conditions of darkness in the affairs of man at this time of winding-up the old order.
Your job is to "shine the Light" so that those who will can come to the place where you are. Specific "rescue" missions will be organised and undertaken from the Inner Plane Servers, and volunteers and helpers from the Earth-life will be called as required, and be under our constant protection. This is precision work.
All is well. We rejoice at the going forward of all. We will be with you on holiday. Enjoy the peace. God bless you all, always, John.
*John McCarthy was a British journalist kidnapped in Beirut and held hostage there for more than 5 years. He was released in August 1991.
Holy Communion September 9, 1990
All is well, and I counsel you, be ready to respond, but do nothing precipitate of yourself. Only by leaving all to me shall you and the other little ones be guided safely through these treacherous and dangerous times. The enemy is all about in the lives of the little ones of Earth and you cannot see whence he cometh.
At the Holy Consecration the Voice said, "This is My Holy Mountain" – referring to the Service, in which we ascend unto the Hill of the Lord and rise up unto His Holy Place. I sensed that the Holy Mountain in Palestine is only an outwards symbol of that Inner Plane reality.
At the offering of the bread for the Students of the Sanctuary, I experienced the Master drawing all the Students into His arms and encircling them with His tender and loving embrace. It was an unutterable ecstasy and joy. At the offering to those who seek unto its light they were so many souls He could not encircle them with his arms but He held out His arms to draw them near and enfold them in his heart with His welcoming greeting, and give them His Love.
Master Jesus, beloved Lord, I rejoice with all my heart and soul in the glory and upliftment of this experience.
My son, I too rejoice, and my heart is glad with great gladness at this time of fulfilment in the Earth and in the Inner Plane realms, that many come to the Holy Hill and can participate in this great banquet for all who will. We go forward apace, yet, though you experience a taste of fulfilment, it is not finished until all the children of the Father are encompassed within my heart, the Holy Place wherein the marriage banquet takes place. For it – the banqueting hall – is "in the midst", and I am ”in the midst", and the Father is "in the midst", that glory and honour and praise may be given up to the Father, and Love and peace and joy and life eternal may be received of Him by the children of the Light.
This is the beginning of the "end times" – the fulfilment of my ages-long purpose. We go forward quickly, my son; nevertheless, do thou be guided by my pace, and leave all to me. All is well and I counsel you, be ready to respond, but do nothing precipitate of yourself. Only by leaving all to me shall you and the other little ones be guided safely through these treacherous and dangerous times. The enemy is all about in the lives of the little ones of Earth and you cannot see whence he cometh. Be thou therefore as wise as a serpent and as harmless as a dove, and take refuge in my strength and protection. Put on the whole armour of God – Truth, Peace, Love, and keep your own counsel in these matters as you venture forth among the darker places in your daily lives. All shall be well. Go in my name and give of my Love and peace, quietly.
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Holy Communion September 16, 1990
I counsel you, live in daily awareness that you are (all) children of the Kingdom, of the Light and of the Love of the Heavenly Father. Thus shall His Holy Angels keep you from the temptations of the prince of darkness.
As soon as I knelt for the personal dedication, the “door” to the Inner Plane Sanctuary opened and I was aware of the Teacher, very close. Pauline being here has added a new vibration and this is settling in and mingling with ours. All the Inner Plane Servers and the Master are very close but my attunement to their wavelength is slightly clouded. As Pauline took the bread and wine, a tall, powerful angel stood up close behind her, wings swept forward, shielding and protecting her.
Blessed Master, I feel this Communion is for us four, but that nevertheless the power generated is for all who will, also.
My beloved son, there is much joy in Heaven and Earth that you little ones are together in my name and for the Glorification of the Father. We go forward unto a new phase of the Kingdom programme and there will be new experience and new awareness for you all. Be not afraid; all is well, all is under my control and you shall be constantly under the guidance and protection of the Servers of the Light. Indeed you are of the Kingdom and in the Kingdom and no evil can reach you and no filthiness can contaminate you, for such cannot enter in.
I counsel you, live in daily awareness that you are (all) children of the Kingdom, of the Light and of the Love of the Heavenly Father. Thus shall His Holy Angels keep you from the temptations of the prince of darkness.
Now is the time for the entering in, not the going out. Therefore do thou keep thy raiment white and spotless.
Holy Communion September 23, 1990
By the alignment of your life-forces with the great God-purpose in man, it can manifest through you. This ritual provides the opportunity, the mechanism, for that alignment to take place.
I was strongly aware of Olga, very close, at the beginning, and at the Teacher's invitation, new seekers were coming close. The multitude sang with us “Let us ascend…” Pauline knelt humbly, eagerly, for the bread and wine during the offering, just as and where she knelt a week ago. Our children in spirit suddenly came forward to take the Wine of Christ Love for our children in this life.
Master Jesus, beloved Lord of mankind, I see how the fulfilment of my heart’s desire, as promised by you years ago, shall be in the faithful following of this Service.
And, my son, this is because the Sanctuary and the attunement there by this ritual is the power centre, the channel by which the Love of our Father, which is the power of life and creation, shall make all things new. The power is everywhere, but in the lives of the children of Earth it is uncoordinated and is dissipated by waywardness.
By the act of you dedicated, one-pointed souls committing your lives, as one, to the fulfilment of the great God-purpose in man, your lives will become harmonised with that purpose. By the alignment of your life-forces with that purpose, it can manifest through you. This ritual provides the opportunity, the mechanism, for that alignment to take place. Therefore I counsel you, as ever, be thou faithful, constant, in this ritual attunement; therein lies the service you have aspired to give and that shall be the joy of your souls.
All is well. The Angels you see are manifestations of the different rays of operation of the life of God; they are one-pointed in the purpose they serve.
I saw Angels flying above and around the Sanctuary as if guarding and organising the upward rising energies of our prayers and aspirations.
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Holy Communion June 24, 1990
…attunement with and awareness of the Realms of Light becomes more as you go forward and your one-pointed commitment and dedication draw you into at-one-ment with the Kingdom conditions. And so it is and shall increasingly be, for you and for all who will.
John has been very close from the beginning and in his new, white robe of office has been moving about in the Sanctuary area, as if doing certain things of a ritual nature. I saw him purposefully striding about, in a ceremonial manner, swinging a censer.*
The Master overshadowed me at the contemplation of the Lights of the Altar and stood within me, arms outstretched, giving his Light, Love and gentleness to all who will receive it. The gentleness of his Love is the power, and so exalting it overwhelmed me.
I sense that the Teacher is still “behind” the altar and John is “in front.” I saw the Teacher's blue light as I knelt for singing “Fountain of Truth.”
Beloved Jesus, this has been a most blessed and wondrous Service, filled with awareness of the joy, love, peace and glory of the Kingdom.
My son, have I not said to you that your attunement with and awareness of the Realms of Light would become more as you go forward and your one-pointed commitment and dedication draw you into at-one-ment with the Kingdom conditions? And so it is and shall increasingly be, not only for you three faithful ones, but also for all who will. My purpose goes forward apace my son; my purpose is to fulfil – with the power vested in me, which is love and compassion – the bringing forward of the children of Earth to awareness of their destiny as children of God.
Does not a naughty child need the correction of its parent? And does not this mean the parent loves the child and wishes and desires that the child should be one with the good will of the parent? So is it with the Father Creator. All who one-pointedly commit their lives to be one with Him and His good Will shall be in grace. Those who do not so attune and wilfully choose the path of waywardness must come to grief by the acts of their own waywardness. They must also experience correction from the Father or His appointed guardians. This is necessary for order and harmony to be established, and for the benefit of all. Thus is the universe ordered, my son. It only seems to the wayward ones that the Father is wrathful because they do not understand the rules of order and the necessity for those rules. Those who live by them are aware that they are benign and for the well-being of all.
John says we are partners together in the Communion (we in the Earth-life and he and the others in the etheric realms).
* Incense is for purifying the air, so at the soul level it will be for uplifting the atmosphere to a rarefied level of spiritual aspiration.
Holy Communion September 30, 1990
…all who are of the Light, who know the ecstasy of the Life and the Light of Heaven, desire for their brothers and sisters of the Earth-life, and the lesser realms of the envelope of Earth etheric, to go forward and share all that the Father has prepared.
I have felt difficulty getting on the wavelength of the Realms of Light, and feel disorientated as a result of my back distress and the kinesiology treatment, and change of diet.
At the partaking, someone said, "There is a change in your body chemistry taking place and this will affect you."
The Service, dear Lord, is a dedication, a “sacrifice” of joy.
My son, the Kingdom of Heaven is a place of Joy. Eye hath not seen, man of Earth drudgery and toil cannot know the Joy which awaits him.
Because of this Joy, all who are of the Light, who know the ecstasy of the Life and the Light of Heaven, desire for their brothers and sisters of the Earth-life, and the lower realms of the envelope of Earth etheric, to go forward and share all that the Father has prepared. It is our good pleasure to share this with you also who commune and attune with the Servers of the Inner Plane Sanctuary.
Be at peace and know that all is well. We are all here with you, as ever. Have no concern that conditions are not conducive to outflowing of energies and awareness of the activities of the Inner Plane Sanctuary Servers. Much is happening of which you are not aware, and we can use all conditions for uplifting and enlightening the lives of those who are ready to go forward. Peace be with you all.
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Holy Communion October 7, 1990
Let peace, Love and blessings be in your heart and compassion shall overflow into the lives of those around you. You are of the Kingdom of Heaven life, my son; be not drawn down into the Earth-life consciousness where accusation and scorn and contempt abound.
Beloved Jesus, Lord and Master of life; thank you for your constancy.
Fear not, little one, I have overcome the world; these conditions of psychic confusion will be – and are – as nothing in the Kingdom awareness.
Let peace, Love and blessings be in your heart and compassion shall overflow into the lives of those around you. You are of the Kingdom of Heaven life, my son; be not drawn down into the Earth-life consciousness where accusation and scorn and contempt abound. Rather, be raised up to the highest and let tender concern and goodwill go out to all in need, sorrow, sickness and any adversity, that they may draw strength from this channel of the Love, understanding, care and goodwill of Heaven. For this is what you are in the Kingdom reality — a channel, a vessel of the Love and Joy of God, who is the Father of all mankind, all creation.
Let your Love and concern be for all of goodwill who may be lost on the way and in need of comfort and caring. Those who seek not and desire not are not your concern.* Be ye therefore one-pointed, that the joy and upliftment of Heaven may be manifested for all who seek and are drawn to this place.
The Little One, your beloved, is drawn here because she has chosen to be here, and any feelings of unworthiness which cloud her vision and cause her to feel out of place, are of none-effect. They will be lifted from her, and Love will heal and make whole these wounds inflicted by contrary conditions.
Peace and joy uplift your hearts and your lives, all ye, my little ones. All is well.
*This does not mean such are not the concern of the Master Jesus and those who serve the Kingdom purpose in the Realms of Light. It is simply counselling that those who are here to serve a particular aspect of the GRP will do well to remain one-pointedly focused on that and not allow distractions, how ever well intentioned our motives might be, to distract us and dissipate our purpose and commitment.
Holy Communion October 21, 1990
…as you go forward into this new phase of my programme so shall your senses and your awareness be raised to new heights. …It is natural that all who are of it will be attracted to it and be drawn into its sphere of influence as it gathers momentum.
At the Our Father, “…leave us not in temptation…” I felt as if we had been rescued from the Temptation and that this is what is going on in the children of Earth today; materialism and the overthrow of reason and all matters to do with the Kingdom – eternal – reality. We are above the battleground, and safe from it; out of the mainstream maelstrom, in a quiet backwater. The Power is of a new dimension today.
At the beginning I felt Pauline arrive (in the spirit) and later realised Olga must have brought her along.
At the offering of the bread our beloved children (in spirit) stood to my right as if waiting to be orderlies in the disseminating to ‘all who will.’ I realised they are acting as the Rector's helpers and he said, "I was much of their age the first time." By this he meant at the feeding of the 5,000 by Jesus in the long ago.
My son, as you go forward into this new phase of my programme so shall your senses and your awareness be raised to new heights. This is a new growth phase for you and there shall be heightened attunement with the Kingdom reality. This is possible because you are of the Kingdom. You belong in this state of being and are re-awakening to it as you go forward and the programme goes forward. It is natural that all who are of it will be attracted to it and be drawn into its sphere of influence as it gathers momentum.
I counsel you, be still; be peaceful; let not the way of the children of Earth, of mammon,* distress or disturb your equilibrium. My angel is set at your door and none shall touch you. Even when involvement seems inevitable I will intervene; for you are one of my chosen ones for the service of a particular Kingdom purpose and I shall not let you go. Have no fear. All is well. We go forward unto the fulfilment. I have overcome the world. Joy be with you all.
*Dictionary definition of mammon: Wealth regarded as an evil influence or false object of worship.
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Holy Communion October 28, 1990
...the banquet table of the Father, freely available to all who will, is a far richer feast than the burdens with which the children of Earth encumber their lives, dragging them to lower and lower depths.
During the Kingdom Prayer I realised we are “delivered” from the enemy – the prince of time and place (ego) – and saved from the great temptation by our commitment to following Jesus, who guides and protects us if we are willing to follow him. This Sanctuary of Christ Communion, or attunement with Jesus, is as a great fortress with walls thick and impenetrable from the outside.
At the start of the offering, the light* of the Teacher was dancing all through the Sanctuary and I felt his great desire to give the living word and the wine of Christ Love to all who will. At the offering of bread there was a huge banquet table set out before the altar, laden with good things to eat – symbol of the fulfilment of his Great Rescue Programme.
At the start of the Gloria, John was marching around us, looking very purposeful and with a knowing smile on his face, waving the incense burner. Incense is a symbol of our prayers and aspirations, our desire for the Kingdom.
My son, it is a symbol of your attunement also, of the linking of your soul with the Life of the Father by rising up unto His Holy Place. It is a symbol of one-pointed attunement, and cleanses the dross from your soul and unserviceable thoughts from your mind. It purifies and refines.
We go forward across a broad front my son, one step at a time. All is made ready; remember, my programme of purification and upliftment has its foundation in the Love of the Father. The purging, which forms an essential part of this programme, is of unwanted trappings and conditions in the lives of the children of Earth; it is not of the lives of men per se. It is the good will of the Father to give His Kingdom, His estate, to all his little ones. If they cannot accept His gift because their arms, their minds and their hearts are full of the distractions of the ruler of time and place, then it is needful that these little ones become aware that the banquet table of the Father, freely available to all who will, is a far richer feast than the burdens with which they encumber their lives, dragging them to lower and lower depths.
I see I have opened your eyes a little more, my son. ☺. Praise be to God!
*Each of us radiates a light; the light of our aura. Each is a distinct colour, thus providing a form of identification. The Teacher’s light is a rich, deep blue.
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Holy Communion November 4, 1990
...the Spirit of the Holy One moves upon the consciousness of His children of the Earth and shall lift them up. Do thou be ready at the doors to bid them welcome unto the great banquet. There shall be great rejoicing, from the least unto the greatest.
The Rector and the children were about at the start, with a vibration of great joy and happiness, which also came through the Sanctuary altar table.
We are set free from sorrow and ‘sin’ by this Communion and our attunement with it, and even now our lives are uplifted by the degree of attunement we have achieved so that we can be spared, separated, kept safe from the anguish and despair and distress of the Earth-life ways of ‘unrighteousness mammon.’
My son, all is well, leave the cares and concerns of those around you in my care and send Love and blessings to all, to give uplift and newness of life, purified by the refining fire of spirit.
All go forward, each and all in his and her own way and according to the pattern of emergence of the within. Some are early flowering, some mid-season, some late season. Be not anxious that a late flowering species become early, for it is not the way of the Father; the late flowering shall be the sweeter for the waiting and the flavour of autumn.
Master, the Way, the Path, the Great Rescue Programme is so simple; it is staring us in the face because it is symbolically demonstrated in nature, all around us to observe and experience.
So it is, my son; it is only man's anxiety to improve his lot without concern for the rest of the Father's household, the rest of His Creation, which has blinded him to the plan, which is all around for his benefit and blessing. But even now, the call has gone out from the heights of Heaven and you begin to see the way my little ones are responding; and they will feel good for doing the right thing; this will engender more right desire and the Spirit of the Holy One moves upon the consciousness of His children of the Earth and shall lift them up. Do thou be ready at the doors to bid them welcome unto the great banquet. There shall be great rejoicing, from the least unto the greatest. All is well. Now is the time of fulfilment. Fear not, but be glad in your hearts. I make all things new.
The following Diary entry was posted on March 25th 2009
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Holy Communion November 11, 1990
...the fluctuations in attunement on any given occasion are one thing; the constancy of the desire and commitment of your heart is another. Ask yourself, is your desire for the Good Will of the Father to be manifest in the lives of His children of Earth as strong and as constant as it ever was?
I know that times of difficulty with the attunement come and go, and at the moment this is such a time. The Master counsels that we remain constant to our communing with Him and the fellowship that he and the Inner Plane Servers (IPS) bring. At present I feel as if my head is in a fog, and focusing one-pointedly is very difficult.
Brian, the fluctuations in attunement on any given occasion are one thing; the constancy of the desire and commitment of your heart is another. Ask yourself, is your desire for the Good Will of the Father to be manifest in the lives of His children of Earth as strong and as constant as it ever was? If it is still your great desire to serve the Master's purpose in bringing this about, have no fear, and as he counsels, ‘keep on keeping on.’ The concern you have over your present lack of attunement is understandable when in your heart you have a great and burning desire to be one with the Kingdom and to share it, show it, extend it to your fellows. This desire shall, in the fullness of time, be fulfilled. Have no fear, for we are as close as ever, even if your awareness of our closeness fluctuates.
Balance is essential, and there is a need for adjustment as your energies are re-aligned for your physical well-being and the psychic and spiritual integration undergoes some change in the harmonising activity that is taking place. I counsel you, be not concerned; our beloved Jesus is all-empowered in all; you and your beloved family are Loved, cared for and protected in response to your desire and willingness for at-one-ment.
Love is the keynote of all this family of Servers, my friend, and we go forward inexorably unto the fulfilment. Meanwhile, keep on as you are; any matter which is not according to the plan will be re-directed in accordance with your willingness to be so. The new phase of going forward is well in hand and the Lord's control is absolute. Joy to the World, the Lord is King! Nothing can go wrong that cannot be corrected, nothing can prevent the leavening of the three measures of meal. We are one.
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Holy Communion November 18, 1990
It is to the harmonising of man with his Creator, his life, his destiny and his fulfilment that I am charged, my son, and it is to service of this programme that you are called.
Beloved Lord Jesus, the beauty, the glory and the Love of which this Communion is fabricated is joy to my heart and in my life.
My son, all creation is fabricated from beauty, glory and Love, and it is Love which is the life which activates all things. It is because all creation is created by the Father and is His, is Him, His Life, that all shall be brought into harmony with His Life, His Good Will for all His eternal creation.
It is with the harmonising of man with his Creator, his life, his destiny and his fulfilment that I am charged, my son, and it is to service of this programme that you are called.
This ritual is a clarion call, a beacon, a focal point for all who will, who are ready to go forward, to come to for their enlightenment, their upliftment, their renewal. Herein is all that any soul of Earth could need: food and drink for body, mind and spirit that is of the purest desire and highest vibration, and shall uplift accordingly.
My son, as ever I counsel you, keep on in this way, for herein lies your fulfilment, your desire. One step at a time shall be revealed and unfolded the pattern of this work, this fulfilment, according to the season of readiness. In this matter, as in your relationships with your fellow sojourners, give all, expect nothing. I say this, my son, because it is the Law by which the Father's creation operates; it is fulfilment, it is Love. Love is giving everything, letting go and in return expecting nothing, so that all may be freely given you from the Source of All.
I counsel you, be at peace within; all is guaranteed to be fulfilled according to the word of living prophecy. This is because of the Father's giving everything. It is written that by giving shall you receive, and thus shall it be that the Father shall receive unto Himself the Love and devotion of His little ones, even as He freely gives it to them. Have no concern for any detail. It is accomplished. It was accomplished at the cross, that the resurrection for all could be demonstrated.
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Holy Communion November 25, 1990
...we go forward into the New Heaven and the New Earth, where all is fulfilled. Have no concern that there is still much deprivation and antagonism; it is not of the New Order, the Kingdom order, and will fade away as the vibration of the new dispensation... takes an ever-greater part in the affairs of Earth as it is transformed into its New Estate.*
Yesterday, Steve and I had the most joyful and uplifting manifestations of the Master, who brought happiness and love into our mealtime in the pub. The Rector, John and finally the Teacher came forward with waves of exquisite peace, as at a blessing concluding a Communion Service. It was one of the most uplifting experiences of my life.
My son, such is ever available to you and to all who sojourn with you; it is the free gift of the Father Creator, and all who will receive it are invited to join the banquet feast. It is a happy occasion, when the hearts and souls of His children will be filled with joy, and the sorrow that afflicts the children of time and place shall cease to be, because those little ones shall have awakened to the reality that they are children of Eternity and life abundant, rather than of time and place, with life of dearth and sorrow.
My son, you have seen that all is not sombre and sobriety in my Father's house, but joy and fellowship and good spirits. I therefore counsel you, be likewise, that your soul may spill over with sheer pleasure of being one of God's children, chosen to shine a Light of joy and upliftment upon the path, for others misled by mistaken understanding of the aura of my Father's House.
All is well, and we all go forward one step at a time; let each step have in it a lightness, a spring, which is lifted by carefree hearts and souls. Let those who hesitate to go forward and into the banquet feast be drawn by the pure joy and lightheartedness of those within.
The time of sorrow and sackcloth is past; we go forward into the New Heaven and the New Earth, where all is fulfilled. Have no concern that there is still much deprivation and antagonism; it is not of the New Order, the Kingdom, order and will fade away as the vibration of the new dispensation, of which you are part, and are chosen to herald, takes a greater part in the affairs of Earth as it is transformed into its New Estate.*
I counsel you, think on these things, my son, that your eyes may be opened and your heart be filled with all that is to be. All is well.
*It is worth noting that according to Jesus’ teaching in ACIM, this will not be the ‘end’ of the GRP, but the last stage of our journey back to God; that He will then take the final step of receiving us up into the eternity of Heaven and Himself.
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Holy Communion December 9, 1990
Have no fear, the Kingdom is already the eternal reality and it is inevitable that the children of Earth shall become, again, children of God, their Loving Father.
From first thing this morning I have been aware of the loving presence of the IPS and the Love and peace they bring to us.
Dearest and most beloved friends, your Love and caring are the greatest joy to me, uplifting my life and heart and soul, that the Earth-life may be tolerable at this time of the prince of time and place having its last fling.
Brian, we thank you for your greeting from the heart. Have no concern or anxiety for the turmoil all around you; not even in your beloved, for she is dearly beloved of us also and her well-being and welfare are close to our hearts.
All matters must be permitted to run their course and many are distressing to those involved, and even more to those looking on with their hearts brimming with compassion – reaching out to help. Until those in need reach out and ask for help there is not much practical assistance to be given. But Love and caring are great healers, and I counsel that you give much to your beloved.
Meanwhile, the Kingdom programme goes forward unto its fulfilment and it is upon this that we counsel you focus your attention. It is one-pointed, unswerving commitment to the Source of all Love, Life, Joy and fulfilment that will keep you on the straight and narrow path and prevent you from being drawn off into the wilderness, where ditches and ravening wolves await all who stray.
Of course there will be distractions – indeed they are unavoidable in the Earth life, and are part of the learning process. But take them in your stride and from the committed approach and you shall, by your commitment, be guided and protected.
Have no fear, the Kingdom is already the eternal reality and it is inevitable that the children of Earth shall become, again, children of God, their loving Father.
Concern yourself not with my identity, I am one who serves in the name of the Holy One and His anointed messenger, Jesus of Nazareth, who is the Lord of all mankind and comes in Power and Glory, having earned his crown of power of Life. Hear ye, and follow ye, him.
Peace and joy be with you and remain among you throughout this Holy Season. Let your Light so shine among your fellows at this time that they might be lifted up by the joy which you shall bring into their lives.
Holy Communion December 30, 1990
“…the need for the sustenance which is the True Life, is greater than ever before, and the time is right now; for many are asking, seeking, ready for something new and meaningful, satisfying to their souls.”
Our last Communion of the year. I realised that all Life (as in different species of plant and animal) does not live in competition (as supposed by scientists) but in harmony and balance with each other. This is so because all Life is really one Life, the life of God and is operating under one control, the Father, in the same way as the hand is not in competition with the wrist but in balance and harmony with it, and without one, the other cannot function. It is symbiosis and predators keep prey in balance with all of Life, or else prey would become too numerous. The Gaian principle.
This has been a Service of restoration of spirit and mind to the Heaven consciousness and I have been aware of the Cosmic and saving (uplifting for mankind) message of the Service. The Master said, ‘This is the cup of my Life, which I give to you,’ at the blessing of the wine, and at the offering, I was aware of the importance of the role of the Rector and the children* (as his assistants) in gathering and giving out the bread and wine to all in need. The Life that flowed through at the offering of bread was massive in volume and kept on flowing for longer than I have ever experienced before.
Brian, the need for the sustenance which is the True Life, is greater than ever before, and the time is right now; for many are asking, seeking, ready for something new and meaningful, satisfying to their souls. The Earth-life attunement which you all make (by Communing) with this Cosmic reality is an opportunity for creating, or rather focusing, the life and energy at the right level, or wavelength, for the restoring, renewing and awakening of many, many souls who are ready to go forward. There is a banquet table, lovingly provided by the Father Creator for all to partake of. Jesus came to show the way, and now, having made ready the banquet and the place for it to be held – the New Heaven – the call goes out.
At first there is some hesitancy and faltering among those ‘who will,’ because they are unsure of their way, their worthiness, their readiness; but these matters are of no consequence, any more than a small child's preparedness for the good gifts and the Love which his parents would bestow. The Father wants us to allow Him to bestow His Estate upon us; He knows we are not ready but He will prepare us, make us ready, one step at a time, until we are brought to that place of readiness where our potential is fulfilled – our God awareness, God filled and fulfilled reality – so that we can proudly be His children.
It is just as the Earth analogy and why should it not be so? All is there for those to see who have their eyes open! God bless you all my beloved friends and fellow servers. We go forward together in harmony and joy.
* This refers to our 4 children in Spirit, Peter, Diana, Christopher and Jessica, all of whom did not make it through to the Earth life and have grown up in the Heaven Realms.
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